God dammit! I have my stupid sisters fighting, literally over me!
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Very long chapter.
Remember FB is for flashback.
CHAPTER TWO: RADITZ' MEMORY OF A STRANGER.
How long has it been? I can't believe that it's been this long, I thought we no longer had a future, but here we are, living a normal life, you have me and I have you, since I met you I became a different person, thanks to you I left that liquid behind me, that liquid that I once said I loved, I thought I would never be able to stop my addiction, but I did, but it wasn't for me, I did it because you told me to, and I did it because I love you. You made the person I am today, I don't love you for who you are, I love you because I can be myself when I'm with you.
When did we make it official? Was it before I left or right after? Do you think we should take to the other level? I'm afraid that you will say 'no'.
Raditz sighed as he passed his hand through his long, soft hair. At first he was confused, thinking that Rafu and him would only be fuck buddies, he never thought that he was gonna actually, fall in love, yes! He was deeply in love with the crazy, ever sexual guy, ever sexual because Rafu most of the times was the one to coax him to the bedroom, lately he's been the one to be in charge, riding him like if it were his last day on earth, he didn't mind of course, too much of something couldn't be that bad, could it?
He silently pulled the keys to his and Rafu's department, with a soft push, the door moved, he looked around, everything was dark, Raditz chuckled, he hoped Rafu wasn't playing one of his games, he sometimes caused him to shit his pants, Rafu enjoyed jumping on him.
"Rafu?" He called
There was no answer, he looked around the small home, his lover was nowhere around, he turned the lights from the kitchen and saw a small piece of paper on the table.
Raditz, I'm over at Vegeta's, the twerp made me babysit, I bet that he and his bag of muscles are gonna fuck somewhere in the city.
I'll see you later.
Rafu.
Raditz raised an eyebrow and chuckled, he's never met someone like Rafu, so open-minded, so loving, so…horny. He shivered at the thought that popped inside his head.
What should he do now? The house was boring without the lovable guy around, Raditz stripped down, walking to the living room in nothing but boxers and socks, he took his entire hair in one hand and held it back in a ponytail, the shorter hairs standing on end. He turned the T.V on, browsing through the channels, he stopped at a music channel, the song immediately made him feel shivers and blush, it was the same song that Rafu was singing the other day, it went something like 'I wanna fuck you like and animal' and 'I wanna feel you from the inside' he thought that only his brother heard those kinds of songs, but he was wrong. Kakarot had matured lately, not much, he still had that kid inside him, but he had always said that it was better to be immature than mature, leave the mature terms for old people, right now they were young and should live the wild life, right? He groaned when the phone rang, he let it ring for a couple of minutes; he finally answered slowly pressing the cold machine to his ear.
/"Raditz?"/
"Yeah?"
/"God damn it, Raditz, you fucking scared me, moron."/
"Scare you? Why?" He smiled
/"Well, you didn't pick up quickly and the only thing a heard for a while was breathing."/
"…" He began to breathe heavily. Just to tease.
/"Raditz?"/
"…"
/"Raditz! Dammit!"/
"I'm here!" He laughed.
/"Stupid boy, you made me wake Lily…"/
"Oh, now it's my fault?"
/"Yes, anyways are you home?"/
"Yes, why?"
/"No reason, I just wanted to check you out, I'll be home in a few, ok?"/
"Sure, get here after midnight, I have a sexy boy here and I don't want you to ruin my porno movie." He couldn't hold back his grin.
/"Hmmm, I bet you'll have twice the fun with me."/
"You think?"
/"Babe, no kid can blow your mind the way I do."/
"Wanna bet?" He could sense that they were getting somewhere.
They haven't talked this way for a while, Raditz could only smile in excitement, he was eager to see what surprises Rafu would give out tonight, he was glad to have Rafu for himself, those four years had been hell.
/"The loser will sleep on the couch."/
"Deal."
Rafu chuckled through the phone /"I have to go, Zeke and Dante want a bedtime story, I have to give them their milk and I have to bathe Lily and then I'll be home when these love birds get home from their workout."
"Awwww, you sound so mother-like, you'll make a great mom when we have kids."
/"Shut up."/
Raditz laughed when he was left to hear a beep sound, after reflecting on the subject about babies he really began to wonder what it would feel like to be a father, he never thought about the topic until today, the way he saw his father act with them and the way he fed them and when they got sick he would sat be their bedside until dawn, Bardock was his idol, he really admired the man, Mr. Vegeta was a strict man but he got the chance to see the sweet, tender side of the rough man when he was with Vegeta and Rafu, he smiled and saw a sparkle in the man's eyes, he admired the man too. Raditz sighed; he couldn't believe that he actually admitted that he admired his brother too! Kakarot was so lovable with his kids, always making them laugh and having tickle fights with them, to the point of cuddling with his three children and gorgeous 'wife' in the bed, Kakarot and Vegeta were great parents, they gave everything the kids asked for, though they did have their limits. Raditz ran a hand through his hair, what would he be like if he were a father? Damn! Even Kakarot's friend Josh was a goof with his daughter! He was jealous! He laughed, he finally admitted it, he was jealous of the guys from fatherhood, he remembered what his brother told him the other day, Bulma was pregnant! Yamcha was a father too!
"Oh my God!" He threw his hands in the air, that was so annoying!
I'm staying behind, the guys are younger than me and they already have their kids…I'll have to ask Rafu, I don't want my kids to call me grandpa…oh that sounded so lame! He laughed at his own nonsense, him, a grown man thinking so childlike, he couldn't believe it, Raditz shook his head and put one hand behind his head, rubbing his skull, while the other hand rested on his bare chest.
Can you believe my thoughts Toma? I bet you're laughing your head off. He looked at the ceiling, thinking about the last time he had with Toma, and those four years of his life in Australia. Burning hell right at his service.
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Tired and wasted, Raditz crawled to an alley, somewhere around the city, he was lost, he didn't know where he was, or when was the last time he was sober, much less know how many days have passed by, but he didn't care, he wanted to get away from himself, he wanted to cry out his pain out to the world to hear, he couldn't take it any longer, where was Toma? Where was Rafu? Where was his father? Where was everyone he loved? When he most needs them they just disappear, why? What did he do to deserve such treatment? He's always been a nice guy with everyone maybe that was his mistake, why was everyone giving him their backs! He couldn't believe it. What time was it? His black orbs stared up at the sky, it was night that was for sure, the moon was high above in the black sky, his stomach did a flip and he opened his mouth, letting out what his body no longer wanted, it hurt his chest and ribs, he cleaned his mouth with his ragged sleeve, that was the third time he puked, and now he felt his stomach hollow. Is hasn't rained, but then why was he wet?
Raditz looked down at his body, his vision blurry, vertigo struck his system making him want to vomit again, but that would be impossible since he had nothing in his stomach now. He squeezed his hands tightly, noticing a harsh slicing pain, he opened his palms, two huge gashes said hello, he felt an acid feeling in his throat, must be from so much alcohol and the disgusting vomit, being careful he lifted his torn and ragged shirt, noticing a few cuts and scratches in his body, he had a pretty wound a few inches away from his navel, the blood gushing out, blood ran down his stomach, he spotted another wound just below his right pectoral, his left pectoral was torn, it looked purple with some hints of blue, everything hurt so badly, when did he get hurt so much? The pain was immense, but it didn't hurt more than remembering why he was like this, life had ripped his best friend away from him, he could die now and it wouldn't matter to him, he was just a few inches away from death anyways, so what the heck.
"Are you ok?" A voice asked
Toma? "W-what?" His voice sounded so weak and rasp.
He looked up, feeling a tight knot in his throat as he imagined Toma in front of him, but the one in front of him was too short, in fact he was a dwarf compared to Toma, Raditz squinted his eyes, trying to see who this person was, but it was too dark. The person went down to his knees and looked at Raditz with big worried eyes.
"Are you ok?"
"W-what do you want?" Raditz saw a boy, a boy with dark skin and funny haircut. "You're just a kid…"
"Are you ok?" He asked again.
"You sound like a broke record."
"I just want to know if you're alright."
"Ah, s-so you do know other words." He tried to smile
"Duh."
"I'm fine, you can go away now."
"Umm…actually I want to help you."
"Why?"
"I feel that I can trust you."
"That doesn't make sense." He grabbed onto his throbbing wound
"Oh and leaving you here next to a trash container does?"
"I don't need your help."
"Fine, then would you like something to drink? I work in the café across the street."
"I don't have any money."
"I'll pay for you."
"What would your parents say if they see you talking to some stranger?"
"We'll hear my mom in a few, she works in the café too. My dad's in prison so he won't mind, not that it matters."
Raditz looked up at the boy, nobody with a brain would suddenly help a bleeding stranger, they could cause you trouble, they could have a gun or be from a dangerous gang, but the kid was already helping him to his feet.
"Y-you shouldn't be so easy trusting."
"I know…my name's Uub." The boy wrapped Raditz' arm around his shoulder and began walking towards the warm, comfy looking café.
The door opened followed by the sound of a small bell ringing, a woman and a few men turned around to greet their new costumers, a pink skinned woman dropped her tray, the cups breaking to shreds and the cookies breaking with the impact.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" She yelled snatching her son away from the man.
Raditz nearly fell to the ground but a fat man and a tall old man grabbed him, their action made him groan loud in agony, they quickly made their way to a close table, the other customers stared in amaze, the bleeding man had a very young face, they began to wonder, where in hell was the boy's father? Their heads snapped back to their coffee when they heard the young man yell 'the fuck you looking at?!' hurt but so rude. A few seconds later, the manager came and saw Raditz, he immediately ordered the men to attend his wounds, and as the fat man tried to stop the blood from gushing out, Uub was pulled away from the men by his mother.
"Mom, he's hurt." Uub said as he looked into his mother's red eyes.
"I can see that," She leaned closer to him "but, honey, you shouldn't be so easy trusting, we don't know who he is or what his intentions are!" She hissed.
"I told him the same thing."
Mother and son looked over at a now more or less clean Raditz; the woman frowned and put her hands on her hips.
"You're a bloody mess." She said.
"Thanks…" Raditz said sickly.
"Well, now that you're here, would you like something to drink?"
"Got any beer?" Raditz held to his pectoral again.
"Sorry, but the law prohibit us to sell alcohol, and if you haven't noticed, Sir, this is a café."
"…well that's a pity."
"It sure is, now if you have nothing to do here, I'll lead you to the door-"
"Mom!" Uub crossed his arms "he's still hurt, can he at least stay here for a little while, let him a last catch his breath."
"Yeah, mom, I need to catch my breath."
"No!"
"Please, mama!" Uub gave her big puppy dog eyes.
Uub's mother growled loudly at him, she looked at Raditz, her red eyes penetrating him, she turned around followed by the other two men, but before she walked farther away from the young men, Raditz had the idea of having fun with her.
"Uh, madam?"
"What?!" The pink woman turned around.
"Actually I would like a coffee."
"…" she turned again.
"You know what, no, forget it." Raditz voice was filled with fun.
"…"
"Never mind! I do want it."
"Make up your fucking mind!" She screamed as she turned, the manager gave her a death glare, she cleared her throat "Do you want the coffee or not?"
"Yes, a big fucking cup, black."
"Sure." She hissed and wrote it down before going off to another table.
"Why did you do that?" Uub asked the hurt, less bloody man.
"I love when girls get mad."
"Oh…well, would you like something to eat?" He pointed at the food section on the small menu.
"Why are you being so kind to me? You don't even know me, I'm a stranger, I could be a killer, you know."
"What's your name?" Uub asked, his face looking the same, innocent, since the beginning, he wrote something in a small paper.
"…Raditz."
"You like bagels, Raditz?"
"Yeah."
"With peanut butter?"
"Yes, but listen, kid, you shouldn't be so naïve, you could get hurt."
"You're not a stranger anymore, I know your name, so that's the first step."
Raditz stared in shock as the short, dark skinned boy walked away when he was called, Raditz couldn't believe that in the world existed people who were so naïve and so trusting, and here he thought his brother was naïve, but this boy blew him ten points, he leaned back against the chair and listened to the electro music that filled the atmosphere, the music reminded him of Toma, he remembered when he was sixteen and Toma coaxed him to sneak out of his house while his father was sleeping, Toma had taken his hand in his own and they both ran, running and laughing, with their hands locked, he remembered that he and Toma squeezed through the people, mixing between them, he was amazed that they didn't see them when they entered the night club, he remembered lights of different colors and people were dancing and jumping and drinking, they looked so happy while couples kissed and squeezed their bodies together, he remembered being dragged to the dance floor, Toma and him jumping up and down, their laughter mixed with the intense music, the adrenaline and the intoxicating alcohol running like a stream, up and down in their systems, people dancing, swinging their heads left and right, their arms up in the air. Oh the joy and fun, he felt like if he were in a dream that day, Toma's tanned body dancing, his eyes filled with life, his mouth opened and turned up in a grin, his hair wild just like Raditz', he remembered the dizzy feeling when he was swinging his head, his hair swimming in the air, his black long hair tickling his sides when he took off his shirt, Toma was half nude too, they were sweating like crazy! But he was having so much fun!
"Raditz! You're my best mate!"
Tears ran down Raditz cheeks, he inhaled deeply and covered his face, when did all that disappear? He heard Uub's mother say something, then he heard the sound of the cup meeting with the table, he kept his face glued to his hands as tears kept flowing out. A few minutes later, he got his self together and peeked through a small hole in his hands, nobody was looking at him, so he took that to his advantage to clean his bruised face with his ragged shirt, he sniffled, taking a deep breath he felt a small warm hand on his shoulder. As he turned his head to look at the person, Uub placed a plate with peanut butter bagels; he gave Raditz a big smile.
"So attentive." Raditz said as he looked at Uub, he raised an eyebrow when he saw Uub's cheeks turn red.
"My job." The boy took a seat in front of the tall man, he watched him take a sip from the coffee, he winced and took a big bite from the bagel.
"What happened to the music?" Raditz asked suddenly
"Changed it, I put something so you can chill."
He nearly choked on the bread; he believed that this boy who was sitting in front of him was the most naïve person he has ever met in his long life. Chill? What was the kid talking about? But he did admit that he was feeling more relaxed now, he need to drink and cry faded slightly, he looked back at Uub, the boy had a darker color on his cheeks, he smiled, his action only made Uub giggle nervously, Raditz chuckled back, this kid stole his stress. He was grateful.
"Thank you, Uub, you saved me from starving and from freezing my ass outside."
"You're welcome."
This time it was Raditz turn to blush, he felt his cheeks burn when Uub placed his small hand over his and without noticing began to caress his knuckles. It felt nice to feel a person's skin after so long, Uub's skin felt different from Toma's and Rafu's, it was smooth and rough at the same time, Toma's was rough, Rafu's was so smooth that it sent chills down his spine every time they came into skin contact. He chuckled and pulled his hand away, taking a long drink from the coffee.
"My hero." He smiled at the kid.
"Do you have a place to stay?"
"No, but I can stay somewhere, on a park bench or something."
"You can stay at my house."
"No." He changed his sweet attitude to a more hostile one.
"Why not?" Uub had the same innocent eyes.
"Two reasons, first reason, your mother wouldn't allow it and reason two, I'm a grown man, I can take care of myself."
"Please, it's too dangerous to stay outside, we're downtown of Dragon city, you'll get jumped and killed."
"...what?" His eyes went wide in alarm "what city?"
"Dragon city."
"What?" He whispered
"Drag-"
"I heard you, I'm not retarded!"
"Hey, I'm sorry."
"…this is bad, this is so bad." Now he felt like crying.
"Where are you from, boy?" Asked an old husky voice. It was the same man who helped him; the fat guy was standing behind him.
"Orange Star city."
Both men whistled "no, boy, you are far away from home, it'll take you a week to get there."
How long have I been walking? Dad, daddy, I need you, why did you let me go? Not caring that the men and young boy were looking at him, tears began to swim down his cheeks down to his neck and soaked in his ripped shirt. Life has become so hard, he never thought of having so many problems, but he did, when did life turn on him? He flinched when a warm hand touched his cheek, he looked at Uub through his blurry vision, he knew the boy was smiling at him, he then noticed that Uub was beginning to become attached to him, he couldn't let that happen, he pushed the boy's hand away and got up from the chair, he wiped his tears and began limping towards the door.
"Wait!" Uub took a fistful of Raditz shirt "where are you going?"
"I don't know, somewhere, nowhere, why do you care?"
"You can't do that, silly, listen I'll take you to my house."
"No!" He yanked himself away
Raditz felt his heart sink to his stomach when Uub gave him a worried, hurt look, he damned his weak heart, he wished he was more stone hard like his father, but no, instead he was squishy, kind hearted, like his mother, why? Why was he beginning to feel a slight care for Uub? He just met this stranger and he was now beginning to feel some kind of attachment, it must have been Uub's eyes, he looked back at big brown orbs, he nodded mentally, yes, it was his eyes, they were like some kind of magnet, with a sigh he took a step close to the boy. Uub smiled and told him to wait.
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Raditz placed a hand on his stomach, feeling a bit of blood gush out under his touch, he looked up at Uub's house, it wasn't too big but it wasn't that small, it looked nice in the outside. He followed the boy inside and looked around, his black eyes were glued on a picture, he took a step forward and carefully picked it up, Uub looked around five years old, he had a smiled and had his arms around a his mother, she too wore a smile. There were other pictures of Uub, he raised an eyebrow when he spotted one with a pink skinned man, he wore a big frown on his face and had his arms crossed, Raditz disliked him a little, he had a crazy air.
He was impressed when he saw an old piano, he pushed his fingers against the keys, for a while he played around with the piano until he felt a hand on his back, between his shoulder blades.
"Hi." Uub smiled
"Hey…you play piano?" Raditz said without taking his eyes off the instrument. It was beautiful.
"A little…you want me to play for you?"
"So attentive." He nodded and sat in a close by couch.
"You're my guest." He took a seat and gently touched the keys.
The boy played a sad, breathtaking song, it was beautiful, though it made Raditz' heart sink deeper and deeper, his heart couldn't sink any further, could it? Nothing but old memories washed over his brain, he hated it, he hated Uub for being so kind to him, he hated his talent, he hated the boy for making him cry, he had lost count of how many times he has cried, but it was a lot. He thought that only girls cried a lot, but apparently men could cry as much as a woman, he could almost hear his classmates' laughter in his ears, he could hear them laughing at him for crying like a child, but it wasn't his fault, it was God's fault, how dare he take Toma, his grandfather, his mother…how could he take them away without his permission?! He took them away in the most awful way…his grandfather was killed by some drunken driver, his mother faded away with her lack of blood, Toma, he had his sickness to advanced, nobody could do anything for him, nothing but wait till the virus ate him little by little. It was God's fault…it was His fault…
"That was beautiful, Uub."
"Thank you."
"Who taught you?"
Uub went silent; he took a deep breath and looked back at the piano "my father."
"That guy from the picture?"
"Yes…"
"Well, he taught you well, though he does have this…sorry for the word, he had this crazy aura."
"No, it's ok, he does." He let go of a shaky breath "but you know, despite hating me so much like he says, he loved to teach me new things…"
Hate you? How could it be possible for a father to hate his son?! His own flesh and blood! Raditz has never heard anybody say that till today, he was impressed that that man could hate his son, Uub was a nice kid, naïve but had a giant heart, he wasn't going to ask question, besides, he was a stranger after all.
"You mind if I put some music on?" He asked out of the blue.
Uub looked at him, feeling hurt that Raditz ignored his feelings "sure." He said with a shrug.
The sound of the classic pop music took over the room, Uub turned around to look at Raditz, the man smiled down at him, he moved his shoulder blades along with the music, he offered his hand to Uub, the boy blushed and looked confused at him. The man had put on one of his father's favorite albums.
"Would you like to dance with me?" Raditz asked
"I don't know how to dance." He said shyly
"Neither do I, but who gives a shit, we're alone." He smiled wider
He reminds me of someone…Uub smiled and took the man's hand, he laughed when Raditz to silly dance and snap his fingers, pretending to be the famous singer and dancer.
"You are so dumb!" Uub laughed
"Dance with me, kid." He spun on his heels "sing with me."
"Oh my God!" He laughed harder
"Billie Jean is not my lover, she's just a girl who claims that I am the one, but the kid is not my son…" Raditz acted silly and kept snapping his fingers.
This time Uub didn't leave him behind, he began dancing along too and singing with the man he met just a few hours ago.
It was all laughter and fun now, spinning around and clapping with the rhythm, Raditz took Uub's hand and spun him around, in that moment he felt that something went snap inside him, it was too late to go back now…he was attached to Uub.
Uub smiled as he was spun, he then remembered who Raditz looked like, his funny attitude and awfully gorgeous features reminded him of the guy he still had a crush on, Kakarot Son. Though he doubted they had any kind of connection.
Uub took a step back and laughed louder again when Raditz put both of his arms behind his head and wiggle his hips with the beat, it was very funny, he even pouted, Uub was nearly peeing in his pants.
"Stop it, Raditz, I'm gonna pee!" The boy had tears in his eyes
Raditz obeyed and turned the stereo off, he panted and looked back at Uub who was supporting himself on the back of the couch, he chuckled and wiped his tears away.
"Are you happy now?" Raditz asked
"Yes, why?"
"Because, I mentioned your father and you were sad. But now that you're happy…" He trailed off when he noticed what he did.
"…you, did this because-"
"Where's your bathroom? You don't mind if I take a bath, do you?"
"Of course not, umm, down the hall on your right."
"Thank you."
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Pain, it took over his senses, the hot water washed the dry blood of his sore body, he believed that he lost more blood than tears, his head felt light, his vision went back to normal.
Raditz looked down at his naked body, studying the wounds, he was hurt badly.
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With a groan Raditz took a seat on the edge of Uub's bed, the boy looked worried, he quickly left the room and came back with an Aid-kit and a bottle of whiskey that Raditz asked him to bring, nervously he kneeled in front of Raditz, between his knees and gently moved his unbuttoned shirt to the side, with extreme carefulness he pressed the cold cotton against an opened, red wound, he heard the man hiss loudly, only making him more nervous.
"I'm sorry." Uub apologized as he pressed it again, soaking it with blood.
"It's ok…" Raditz watched him, a knot forming in his throat as he began to remember his good times with his best friend. He filled his mouth with the poison and swallowed it like water.
He needed Rafu more than ever, he needed him, he wanted to touch him, speak to him, but instead he was kilometers away from home and letting a stranger clean his wounds. He felt a little aroused when Uub's fingertips brushed against pelvic bone. Raditz began to get a little agitated, his breath coming out short.
Uub couldn't control the feeling within himself, slowly and nervously he looked up at Raditz, his breath invaded Uub's nostrils, it smelled like nothing but alcohol, dry tears inked his cheeks. The boy trembled as he came face to face with the man he just met.
And it happened. Raditz stared in shock at the boy's face, who's lips were pressed gently against his own, he held his breath and didn't move an inch, he felt Uub press himself a little closer, deepening the kiss, but he could just stare back at him. But he couldn't understand what his body was doing, he felt his heart race as it sank deep into his stomach, he wanted to move away but part of him wanted to run his fingertips up and down Uub's dark skin, his mind shut down, there was a buzzing noise in both his ears making it very difficult to think. With a sigh he pushed Uub away, he put both hands on the boy's shoulders when he leaned forward again, the knot in his throat chocked him harshly, he couldn't believe what he let the boy do. What was wrong with Uub? He shouldn't be kissing a man he just met.
"Raditz…" He whispered, both of his hands shyly traveled up and into the dark, soft, long mane, Uub leaned forward again, his lips itchy with Raditz' breath, the man shook his head.
"Don't…you're…" he closed his eyes, Uub held his breath and kissed Raditz again.
You're…making…a terrible…mistake…Raditz' embraced the slim body.
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Uub scratched the air, tears ran down his face and into his ears, he dropped both his arms on his face, one arm hiding his tear eyes, the other was being abused by his teeth, he sank his canines deep into his skin, he savored his blood and the pain Raditz was causing him, but he felt more pleasure than pain, that's what made him cry.
Raditz closed his eyes, groaning as his hips rocked in and out of the body underneath him, he was lost in pleasure to think of what he was doing, the skin contacted was making him crazy, it was too much pleasure to handle.
Uub gasped and whimpered at the sensation of Raditz' cock messaging his insides, he arched against the man when he felt a wave of pleasure crash, he buried his nails deeply, ragging Raditz flesh, making it bleed as he folded his legs around the man's waist, feeling him go deeper, he moaned as he felt another wave of that delicious tingling pleasure, he dropped his head against the pillow, staring at the wall. His eyes went wide and a scream of pure pleasure escaped his mouth.
Raditz knew that was Uub's special spot, with a smile he kept his concentration there. Making Uub screaming louder and louder with every bump, he jerked slightly, feeling his stomach go tight, Uub whimpered as he arched and jerked violently.
Raditz felt his eardrum burst with Uub's scream, his hips thrust faster, his heart beat was in his throat and ears, guilt washed over him as he slammed himself deeply inside the boy and unloaded inside him.
Both felt completely numb, Uub was finding it very hard to keep his eyes open, his sleepy feeling vanished when he felt Raditz pull out and sob quietly, the man whimpered, Uub felt something warm on his shoulder, it was Raditz' tears, with worry he gently buried his hand in black hair while his other hand rested on an abused back, he shushed Raditz and began rubbing his back, listening to the man he just met a few hours ago cry…
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Where…where am I? Raditz slowly opened his eyes, his vision focusing on the ceiling, in that moment, in that exact second when his brain went into full use, guilt, pain and regret washed over him, he sat up with effort, he held in a scream of rage as he squeezed his hand against his mouth, shaking with rage and crying, his fist hitting the bed again and again. He betrayed himself, he betrayed his heart but the worst of everything is that he betrayed…Rafu.
He had sex with a stranger.
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Slowly, so slowly Raditz made his way to what looked like the kitchen, it smelled like food coming from it so he guessed it was. Once he peeked inside, he saw the same woman from last night, working up breakfast, he heard Uub laugh, it only reminded him of last night, that horrible mistake he committed, it just was too much to handle, the feeling of skin contact…grabbing all his courage he stepped in the kitchen, the pink woman looked at him, full shock in her eyes, those red orbs burning his soul to ashes, she looked at her son who wore a smile on his face, she looked back at the man, discovering a crimson color covering his cheeks.
"So, you're still here?" She asked.
"…I'll leave today…" Raditz scratched the back of his head.
"Hn." She placed an extra plate on the table as she sat with her own "take a seat, you must be starving with just bread and peanut in your stomach…"
"…" amazed he shyly took a seat, he poked his food, slowly eating as the small family were engaged in a light conversation.
From time to time, Uub's mother would glance at him, somehow her glances froze him to the core, now he understood how his brother felt with his father-in-law, he sighed and kept his eyes glued to the plate, he studied the colors of the eggs, bacon, and juice. They, all of the sudden, were the most interesting things in the world, yellow, reddish with white, orange, the juice had a few seeds, he counted the beats of his heart when he felt both of them stare at him, with a fake cough he wiped his sweaty hands on the sweatpants that Uub had placed out for him.
"My ex-husband's clothes fit you nicely." The woman said.
"Bit tight…" his voice came out rasp from being quiet for so long.
"How did you sleep?" Uub asked
"Pain, a few nightmares, hangover…"
"Are you always like this?"
"Huh?" He finally looked up.
"Your attitude, it's annoying." She stuffed her mouth with toast, a few crumbs flying his way.
Your table manners are annoying. He took a deep breath "I slept fine." As he said 'fine' he eyes darted towards the boy then back at his plate.
"Hn. So you thinking of staying with us?"
"…are you inviting me to stay?"
"Yes, so say you will before I change my mind."
"…"
"Why the change of heart, mom?" Uub smiled widely
"Brat needs a place to stay."
"Thank you, ma'am." Raditz couldn't believe that this woman was letting him stay at her house!
Not everyone turned their back on him after all, he found refuge from strangers, hard to believe, he could barely believe it. But, then again, he was the one who left…
"The name's Buuna Majin." The woman said
"Buuna?"
"Yeah, Buuna, gotta a problem?"
"No…I'm Raditz Son."
"Nice to meet you, Raditz Son, so make yourself at home." She smiled, picked up her plate washed it and left for her first job, Uub explained that they spoke before he woke up, he had convinced her to let him stay.
After Uub's brief explanation, a very heavy silence hung in the air, it was so thick. Raditz couldn't look at the boy in the eyes, instead he concentrated on eating the rest of his food while Uub got up and washed his dish, the boy turned and leaned on the counter with a big, red apple in his hand, the crunch sound made Raditz shiver.
"You're not much of a talker are you?"
"Do you always speak to strangers?" Raditz asked, not looking at him.
"Nope, you're the first…first in everything."
What the fuck do you mean 'in everything'? He gritted his teeth, the sound filling the kitchen.
"First in everything you say." He put his fork down.
"I didn't know that sex felt so great." Uub giggled as he jumped and sat on the counter, his feet swinging back and forth.
"Please don't say that."
"Why not?"
"What do you mean 'why not'? Kid, you were fucked by a stranger!"
"You're not a stranger, Raditz Son."
"…" a huge knot choked him.
"Hey, don't think of it as sex, just think that it was a way to ease your stress."
"Ok…"
"Can I ask you something?"
"Yes."
"Who's…Toma?"
Bam. That hit the spot. He looked away, he thought he would cry but it looked like his eyes were tired of so much salt water, it was fair, with a deep breath he looked back at the dark skinned boy, the one who saved him yesterday, the one who gave himself to him, the one who joined his body with his.
"He was my best friend, why?"
"You said his name in your sleep."
"Toma was my best friend, he passed away."
"I'm sorry…" He looked like a puppy, looking all gloomy all of the sudden.
"Yep."
"And, who is Rafu? You said his name more than once."
"…he…was…my lover."
"O-oh."
Why do I feel like this? It was night lust, why do I feel so jealous? I know that we just met, but I feel that you have everything I want. Uub looked back at the man, Raditz smiled and crossed his muscular bare arms around his chest, Uub remembered the sensation of his steel muscles moving under soft skin, he feared that his skin would've torn with the way they moved when they became one last night.
"Yeah, at first I didn't have an interest in him, but I came to realize that…I love him." Raditz said with a smiled in his face, he had confessed that he loved Rafu, to a stranger.
Why are all the good guys taken? First Goku…Raditz too, what a disappointment.
"You know, despite I told you I was a virgin…you broke me."
Raditz choked on the acid juice, he spitted it, the floor inked with a bit of orange, he looked at Uub, his eyes widen in shock when the boy nodded shyly, he didn't mean to hurt him…did he really lose control last night?
"I'm…I'm very sorry." He blushed harshly.
"It's ok…" he scratched his arm "do you…really love Rafu?"
"Yes, why you ask?"
"No reason…at least it's nice to know that I'll keep a piece of you inside me…"
Now he face turned from red to white "you're not-"
"I'm not pregnant if that's what you're worried about." Uub laughed.
Thank God. He let go of a shaky breath…he then realized that Uub liked him, really liked him, more than a friend, he couldn't let that happen, not because he didn't want to but because he didn't want to hurt another person.
"Uub, I want to let you know that, I won't stay here forever, I don't want you to become too attached to me, I don't want you to love me, I just want you to remember me as a stranger not as your friend."
"Why-" tears ran down his face
"Just do it! And stop crying…I hate it when kids cry for no reason…"
"…ok…" he wiped his tears with his sleeve
I can't hurt you too…
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Raditz stared out into the horizon, the pink and orange of the sky kissing the edge of the ocean, he heard his new friend puke for the third time, he warned the girl to not look at the waves right after eating, the girl with short black hair held her stomach, she whined as she leaned on Raditz' shoulder.
"Knock it off, Fasha, your moaning is annoying me."
"Huh! What a jerk! And to think that I believed you a gentleman."
"I am…with the other ladies."
"ASSHOLE!" She roared but her anger was replaced when Raditz began to tickle her.
"I'm an asshole?!" He laughed
"No! No! I'm sorry! Stop it!" She laughed pushing his hands away but failing when his fingers messaged her sides making her face red with laughter.
"I ain't stopping till you pee!"
"No!"
"EXCUSE ME, COULD YOU PLEASE QUIET DOWN!"
The laughing couple looked towards a man who had an angry face and was on one knee, his girlfriend crying in joy, Raditz and Fasha blushed when they noticed that the man was trying to purpose!
"Sorry, man!" Raditz scratched the back of his head
"Congratulations!" Fasha waved at the girl.
Back to their own business, Raditz and Fasha smiled at each when they heard the girl say, more like scream out her approval, both stared back at the ocean, Uub and Buuna stuck in Raditz mind.
Buuna, Uub, thank you, I promise that I will never forget you…
Toma…I'm almost there…
Rafu…forgive me for betraying you…
He felt a small hand shake his shoulder, he looked at the girl beside him, she smiled and chuckled before looking forward again.
"What's wrong?" He asked
Fasha let go of her breath "what are you going to do after we get to port?"
"What are you going to do?"
"First, I'll take a picture with you at Sydney's Opera house. Then I'll snatch my daughter away from her fucking father."
"You have a daughter?"
"Yep, she's six years old."
"…well, I wish you luck on getting her back."
"I hope that too…now answer my question." She nudged him on the ribs.
"I'm not like the other blokes, mate…I don't like to live the big crazy life in the city…I love the Outback, my family lives there…"
"You live…in the desert?"
"It ain't that bad, joey, you should visit my family and me there, we're the only people living there."
Toma's words repeated themselves in his head over and over again, going to the place where the Australian boy was born and raised was like a dream come true, since he was a teenager he always wanted to travel, now he could, he gained the enough money while working for a whole year with Uub and Buuna. He mentally thanked them again for their kindness, though his heart ached every time he remembers Uub's face when he said goodbye…he gave Uub a last, deep kiss.
"I'm gonna finish college…and find a friend's family in the Outback."
"I heard it's very peaceful there."
"I'm looking forward to leave him there…I can't grieve him forever."
Fasha nodded as she remembered the story Raditz had told her.
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He was finally there! He looked around, there was nothing but red land everywhere, it was beautiful, Fasha was right, it was very peaceful, he smiled when he saw three children running and playing with a dog, he looked at the humble home, he felt a knot in his throat. He never thought that he would be just a few steps away from Toma's family, his home. The place where he had enjoyed his childhood.
"Excuse me, ma'am." He said as he stepped on the porch, a woman with average height, brown skin, dark eyes and hair, looked up at him, she tilt her head and looked at an old woman, the old lady pushed herself off her rocking chair and stepped forward.
"What do you want, yank?"
"Are you Toma's grandmother?"
With that said he was wrapped in a very tight hug.
End of FB.
Raditz opened his eyes when he heard Rafu call for him, with a lustful grin he got up and planned to jump on his lover.
And make him scream all night!
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Tada!