Present Time

I sigh. Remembering those happy days with her give me the chills. Her smile , her face , the time we spent together is very precious for me. She is the only one who ever accept me as a friend. And probably the last one to accept me as friend. Who want to be friend with a cursed doll ? Back then , no one did. No one care. And now is the same as ever. I'm already tired of this life. I never even wanted to be here ! I never ask to be here ! And why did I always have to suffer ? Why am I the only one hurting ?

I stand up. Staring at the sky once again. Just like what I did when I first met my owner and friend. I move my hand in front of me. Then , I start to stare at my hand. A human hand , not a doll hand. And suddenly , it starts raining. I don't really care about that , and I just hope this rain will make me sick and die. But it will never happen that way. I already try to suicide countless time, I can't even remember it any more. Starting from cutting my arm and neck , make my self fall to a cliff , let my self drown, drinking poison and drug and many other ways. But nothing ever happen to me. Every time I open my eyes, I found my self still breathing even though I can see some part of my body injured as the cost of my suicidal action. So, after 5 month trying to suicide every day, I decided to give up.

So, I ran to a tree and sit under it, watching the rain blankly. Then I stare at myself. A human arms , leg and body. My white coat is soaking wet , and my pigtails is dripping water drops. As I stare at my body parts , now I wondered. How did I get a human body at the first place anyway ? I try my best to remember it, but it just won't come to me. Like it was erased entirely. The last day I remembered is.. My Birthday.

3 years ago
My Birthday

It's been two years since I met her. At first , I thought she will only be with me for one day. Just like my last 3 owners did. But no... she last until this long with me. She even replaced my missing body parts. I never expected this to happen. So, I just wait and see. Seeing how long this will last. One thing I know, nothing last forever. So, there will be time when she abandon or left me. Sooner or later. I just need to be patient.

Well, anyway... today is the day. The day I was born as a doll , a cursed doll to be exact. I despise this day more than anything in the world. I curse this day. I curse the one who make me. And to make it even worse, this is also the day when my maker die. He killed himself , stabbing his own heart. His last word always echo in my mind. " This doll is my master piece ! The sign of my death will be this thing , and that will never change." And that sentence keep repeating again and again , especially today. My mind keep flashing the way he died , every year and at the same day. When my birthday come , I usually just repeating the view of flashbacks. Blood, blood , blood , blood and blood. I just sit and watch, knowing that everything will end up dead. But even after all this year , I never got used to blood.

Anyway... As usual, my friend greet me happily with a smile. Today is my birthday - But of course , she don't know about it. After staying with her for 2 years , I finally found out something about her. She didn't have a happy life. She was born in a family of dark mages. Their task is to serve demons , whether they like it or not. People in the town are disgusted , scared and feared them. Especially everytime they see my owner. It seems that her parents manage to make them cowared in fear. No wonde , seeing what her father and mother do. Her father is a sick twisted minded guy that just love to experiment things. Her mother is an assasin that kills people and destroy towns. The both of them never have the time to care about my owner. Scratch that , I think they never even wanted her. Whenever one of them come back , they will only yell , kick , slap and punch her. Her mother and father treated my friend as a servant , a useless toy that can't do anything. Zero. So they decided to make a ' good 'use of her. As a dougebag - which she didn't resist , or to be exact can't. What can a 10 year old girl do against a middle aged man and woman ? Nothing.

Suddenly I felt something around my body , interupting my thoughts. I look up and saw her. As usual , she say good morning. Then , she rushed downstair with me in her pocket. It was three in the morning. Pretty early for a kid like her , but she have to. Her job beside a dougebag , is cooking and keeping the house clean from time to time. If her parents found out any slight mistake at the result of her work, she will ended up beaten again. Her mom and dad rarely in the house, so she should relax sometime and shouldn't push herself too much. But she keep doing it everyday, pushing through her limits to make it flawless. Even though she knew that her parents will try to find a flaw in her work so they can have a reason to beat her up, she still won't stop pushing herself repeatedly. And at the end of the day, even if she was covered with bruises, she will always smile. I never see her not smiling, even when the time her dad gone insane and cut her face , arms and leg. She still smile. And that never change until now.

My owner start to walk to the kitchen to make breakfast for herself. She haven't seen her parents in the house for 2 and a half months , so there is no point of making some spare right? The kitchen is pretty far away, it was located at a dark corner of the house, near a door that was always locked for some reason. My owner never entered the room because her father already warned her not to. So, we just walk through it and enter the kitchen. She walked to the refrigerator and notice a shadow at the table. Curious , My owner walk to that shadow and was surprised to see who it was. It was her Father, sitting there with dull eyes. His face is full with bruise and cuts, his lab jacket is tainted with pure black slime. He smell like thousand of rotten corpses, and by that smell, I knew he was experimenting real life being. Judging by his face, I'm betting that it failed. My owner -being so innocent and pure- didn't notice this and smile. " Daddy you're finally home ! I miss you so much!" she say, running to her father and hug him tightly. At first, her father looks like he was ready to murder someone. But then, he look at me and my owner and his eyes widen. It's like he hit the jackpot or something. By the second, the rarest thing happen. He smile. His face soften and he smile at the both of us. He hug my owner and lift her high to the air. " Yes, I'm home sweetie. And I miss you too!" He is acting like a real father now. This manage to make my owner eyes shine with pure happiness and she smile whole heartedly. I never see her smile like that , even after 2 years with her. " Daddy , I want to play with you ! Lets go to my room and play together ! " My owner say , after her father land her back on the ground. " Sorry sweetie , I can't. I have something to prepare and it got to be perfect." Hearing this, her sparkling eyes lost its brightness. " But ! I can play with you tonight , how about in Daddy's room ?" Her smile widened and say, " Yay ! Thanks Daddy ! " . " No problem Sweetheart, anything for you. Now, go and play outside while Daddy do his job." He say while smiling. My owner nods and run out from the kitchen with this bright smile on her face. Then suddenly, everything went blur. The only thing I see is her father, watching us walking away. Before everything went totally black, I saw something inhuman. It was a huge twisted grin on the man's face who my owner call as father.

-Author's Note -

Finally ! I manage to finish it after... 2 days maybe? XD Sorry I can't update yesterday. The thunderstorms manage to make my internet crash for the whole night. And I see that the first chapter manage to get... 8 reviews :O ! Thank you so much ^^ You guys manage to make me so happy :) Special thanks to Kat Neko953, for helping me with the grammar errors. And unfortunately , I got some bad news. My school start next week , which mean I probably don't have the time to update this story. But don't worry, I'll try my best to update this story as soon as possible. Sorry for grammar error, I make this chapter without someone to check it XD So, you can expect many grammar error in this chapter. But I hope you guys enjoy it ^^

Anyway , here are my replies to my reviewers :

xSnowflakesx : I'm glad you like it ^^ The owners? I don't think I can tell you that yet. Don't worry, It will be revealed after.. 2 or 3 chapter I guess? XD Tragedy ? We'll see about that later. But for now, she's a human and not a doll any more.

Ayaney : I'm glad you like it ^^ You got rid of your dolls O_O ?! Watch out, they might come back and haunt you XD just kidding! I never thought of Aisha as a cursed doll at the first place, but after I see my old doll... The idea just popped out XD

Sugarlatte : Thanks for reading! O_O You almost cried? I don't know it was that touching... Actually I almost freaked out while writing it XD Its scary when you write it in a room full of dolls.

RubyCrusade : I got the trick-or-treat feeling when I'm writing this. That song? Which one?

The Cynical Asian : Yes, I don't know why but I really like a sad past.. The death will stop, but only for now XD

Tsurara-Oikawa Chan : Thanks for reading! I'm glad you like it ^^ there will be more twists after this chapter.

Kat Neko953 : Thanks Kat! I'm glad you like it and thanks again for checking the grammar ^^

G123u : I'm glad you enjoyed it :D Thanks for your suggestion! I appreciate it^^ Using so many space between sentence has already been a habit for me ever since I was a kid, so it might take a while to erase it but I'll try. Thanks again for the corrections :D

Thanks for reading !