And here's part 2 from Alec's pov ;) Let me know what you think please! It always light up my day ^^


Chapter 2 : The Color of My Dreams

Those eyes, these strange eyes. They talked about pain, rejection, difference and genetics. They talked about years of sufferings for what you were born with, ageless concern about keeping true to yourself, sadness and resignation at what you couldn't change, determination to make the better of everything — all feelings I could relate to. I was bound to their cat's qualities as soon as they lingered into mine, caressing, enticing and flirting. It made me light-headed, giddy and at peace, as if I'd been waiting for them. As if my burden could finally be unloaded and I could breathe in my newfound freedom. They quickly took the color of my dreams without me noticing it. They appeared out of nowhere, mysterious and kind, flipping my world over with flirty winks, seducing me into being who I'd always been but forever denied. Though the ground felt as unstable as beach sand, I wanted to float away on the pillar of his confidence. They were the rock I wanted to hold onto through the storm.

Now that I can gaze at them without shame or fear, they've become more reliable then the changing shape of the moon. I cherish their difference. Without gold to fog my view, I can see the perfectness in the oddity. In their dilatations and decreases, I found a stability I've never known before. In the green and gold reflections, I have all the colors I'll ever need. When the blackness of his pupil swallow the amber hues in lust, I find the happiness I'd lack knowing they expand for me. When the feline swirls invade most of their almond shape, I find myself smiling at the sparkles of laughter filling them, happy to watch him be. I even enjoy the multiple colors, shades and glitter most oftenly surrounding them even if I prefer the nude crudity of his uniqueness. These colors that seem to flatter his outstanding joy of life, his ever growing need to taste, touch, smell and feel everything me and the world has to offer. I never want to wake up to anyone else's colors for the rest of forever.

Even when their light darken, even if they grow tired, closing under the weight of age and years, hurt and sadness leaving them a pale yellow, I still never regret choosing them over everything else. Because when the pain catch up to me, when the realization of the years gone by take a hold of me, leaving me dizzy and tearful, when I remember all those I'd left behind, all those I'd lost, when I can't be strong enough to stay true and authentic, when death seem like a welcomed lover, I know they keep me sane. I know that when I look in these beautiful cat's eyes, when I lay in the embrace of his lithe body, when I bask in the glow of his hope, when I smell the spark of his magic, I remember it's all worth it. In these warlock's marks, pointing him as half-demon, I get hit with the truth of him — he's my Angel, sent to be my savior, the one who give me shelter under his wings, who show me how every day can be wonderful because I won the chance to have the cradle of his arms as my home.

I have forever with him and I don't want to waste a minute of it — because nothing can be more precious than spending eternity watching all the color of his being swim within the beauty of his exception, these eyes that are the color of my dreams. What I'd longed and waited for is now mine and I love him even more than I thought I could, I love him more everyday and forever is what I'll need to love him enough. My Angel from Hell is all I could ever wish for. When the setting sun caress the shine of his caramel skin, I feel complete because the warm gleam of his green-gold cat's eye tell me I'll never be alone anymore. I found him and he found me. That's love and that's all we need.


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