Hi Guys! I hope that you all like the last chapter. I want to upload as many chapter as I can before I start school. I mean Freshmen have a huge work load. Right? Anyways sorry if I only get two or three more chapters in over summer I would like to update at lkeast once a week. So enjoy.

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Kendall POV.

It was a long night last night.I mean I think I changed Mack's diaper at least three times. All babys do is cry and poop and puke. What am I gong to do? I mean, I never thought that I would even have a kid. I never thought that I would ever be responsible for another human being.

I looked at Mack as I thought about this. Now was one of those rare moments I have had in the last day where she was awaka and and crying. I could see her green eyes that matched mine. When I looked into them, I knew that I could do this. I know that souds stupid, being that I was literally just saying how I can't do this, but I can't who else can? I mean she was already abandoned by one parent, I don't plan on doing the same.

It's my day off so I have to get Mack's room done today. Gustavo has all of us guyus slammed for like the next month with rehursal. Just wait until I show up with her in her carrier Monday. He is going to pop that vain in hus forehead. Kelly would be shocked, but then most likely would say how cute she is.

I sighed and walked across the room and picked up Mack. She was without a doubt the prettiest baby I have ever seen. I mean That includes Katie and they guys' kids. I might just be saying that because she is my daughter.

Camille is coming at nine so we can go get everuthing for the Mack's room. Why am I going? Well I am the lucky one who gets to sign while she uses my credit card. Plus, I have to lift the heavy boxes.

It's about seven so I better feed Mack. I carefully held her so that her head was supported like James had showed me when Connor was born. I made my way down the stairs.

In the kitchen I got her a bottle made to best of my drank it willingly and I burped her after it. She had gone into one of her screaming fits again, and I decided to sing to her again.

When the chips are down, back against the wall

Got no more to give, Cause we gave it all

Seems like going the distance is unrealistic

But we're to far from the start

So we take what comes and we keep on goin'

Leaning on each other's shoulders

Then we turn around and seems we've come so far some how

We're halfway there we're looking goo dnow

Nothings gonna get in the way

We're halfway there and looking back now

I never thought that I'd ever say

We're halfway there, we're half way there

When I finnshed Mack was looking at me transfixed, I was gazing down at her with thie smae expression on my face. She definately already has the key to my heart. I put her in the play pen and went to get ready. After I showered and got dressed, I picked her up and went to look through to see what was in the bag Jo shipped. I found sevral baby onsies and baby hats. A few shirts and skirts, a few pant outfits, and dresses. Most frilly and pink, and, in risks of sounding extremely feminine, all things that would look adorable on Mack. I finally decided on this polkadot onsie with a pink tutu attached.

Yeah, I know I sound like weird,but I mean I have a sister I know what this stuff is. I made sure that her diaper was clean and put her in her carrier. It was like a quarter to nine now so Camille would be here any minute. So, I put Mack in her carrier and put diapers in the bag. I made sure I had my wallet and keys then went back downstairs.

When I got downstairs, I could see Camille pulling up in the car through the window. I quicky made my out of the house though the garage.

I met Camille at the door and we decided ton taking my SUV because we were going to have a lot of boxes and bags.

"We can use Ian's carseat for now. It looks like Jo didn't think to leave the entire carseat," Camille spoke, installing the carseat in record timing.

After Mack was all buckled in, i backed out of the garage and started my way to the mall, hoping and praying that no reporters weree there.

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When we got to the mall I was not prepared to say the least. I mean, it was fun any other time I went, but now that I have a baby with me and a heavy carrier, I can't wait to get a stroller.

When we walked into the baby store, it was like the the world of happy pretty ponies and all things girl threw up. I really don't want to do this. I could tell Camille sensed taht I was walking slower and she turned around.

"Kendall it won't be that bad. Now perk up and buy your daugher's stuff. OK?" Camille asked as she turned and walked into the store. This is gonna be a long day.

As Camille and I walked through the store I thought about how much this is gonna cost me. I mean, I am more that capable of paying for Mack's things,but I was raised in a middle class family and it really stuck in my head how we lived. I mean sure my house is huge and I have pricey cars and I have expensive clothes, but I mean I can afford it.

I had Mack in her carrier in the buggy and Camille was loading it up with cream and gold decorations. 'Good.' I thought. 'At least it isn't pink.' We were still throwing things like decorations in the buggie. The Mack got fussy and just wanted held. I willingly took her. Camille smiled as she saw Mack.

"She's about what, three months old?" Camille asked. I thought about it. Mack was born in January, and it is April. So yeah I guess she is.

"Yeah, she is." I told Camille. She smiled at Mack and turned to clothes. She had throw a lot more clothes in that weren't pink. Some were red and others were orange. I about went deaf when Camille saw the onsie set that said 'Rock and Roll' with matching hat.

Walking around the store more, carrying Mack, i relaized that this is what my life is now. Doing things for your child first, and, boy, was this an adjustment.

"I can't believe she would do this," Camille spoke randomly as she put diapers, and lots of them, into the second buggy that I was now pushing around.

"What?" I asked, looking over at Camille, who, had taken Mack and was walking around with her.

"Jo. I just can't bbelieve she did this. Aboandoning her own daughter. I could never leave Ian or Logan, I just don't get it. She was my best friend, and I never even thought she would be capable of anything this cruel,"

Camille was speaking everything that I was thinking.

"I don't get it either. I mean, now, even only having Mackenzie in my life for one day, I cannot imagine a life away from her,"

Camille smiled.

"That's just your parents' instincts coming out. Its a good tell that you're cut out for this,"

"You think?" I asked, looking down at Mack's little face, smiling broadly, not really caring about anything else but looking at her for the moment.

" I know,"

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We finally everything we need for Mack, and as I had predicted it cost a good amoutn of cash, but it will be worth it. Mack is now peacefull resting in her carrier and sleeping peacefully.

As Camille and I got home it took me about an hour to get everything up the stairs.

Rosie's room is painted grey with orange and cream decorations. A cream rug sat in the middle of the room and orange and cream flower s hung from the ceiling. Camille had me set the furniture up and place them where she waned them before she had me leave so I could tend to Mack, who was lounging inher baby swing that I installed by myself.

Mack looked so happy sitting in that thing. She had this dopey grin on her face. I really hoped to god that wasn't her' pooping face' like the one Camille says Ian makes when he goes.

It was a few hours later when Camille came out and told me everything was finished. I grabbed Rosie and carried her up to her new room.

I gotta say, Camille did a pretty great job. On one wall was the crib and there were gold,orange and cream tissue paper puffy flowers hanging from the celing. On the wall with the window, there was a M for Mack and white curtians on the window. The one wall had the doors to the closet and bathroom and in between it was a white changing table that matches the crib, again above that were three gold,white,and cream puffy flowers. On the last wall were shelves with children's books and knick was a rocking chair and lamp beside it. The light fixture in the middle of the room was shaped like a flower as well. Camille is amazing.

"Camille, this is awesome." I told her as I put Rosie down in the crib and gave her a hug.

"Well what can I say, anything for my goddaughter." She walked over and smiled at Mack.

"It's amazing how much she looks like Katie," Camille said, gazing down at Mack. Like I hadn't had the same thought.

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It was hours later when I got a break. Right after Camille left, Mack went into a fit of cries to tell me that she was hungry. After I had gotten her fed, I decided to use the baby bath and see if I could get her clean. I didn't help when she decided to spit up as I was bathuing her.

While had had a little time to myself, I decided to check the email on my phone when I noticed for the first time I had four new voicemails. So, before checking email, I decided to listen to them.

Voicemail #1 at 3:45 PM

Hi Kendall, it Mom. I was just wondering,WHY ARE YOU ON THE HOME PAGE OF NMS HOLDING A BABY THAT IS NOT ONE OF THE GUYS', AND WITH CAMILLE. CALL ME AS SOON AS YOU GET THIS.

Better call Mom, I should check my other email first.

Voicemail #2 at 4:16 PM

Hey, it's Katie, you most likely got Mom's message. Yeah, anyways is that your kid or was Camille simply pretending Ian was a girl I really don't think it's the second one, so call me. Hopefully befor Mom has a .

Why do I feel like this will be the only voicemail where I am not getting reamed at.

Voicemail #3 at 4:23 PM

ARE YOU CRAZY DO YOU KNOW WHAT KIND OF ATTENTION THIS WILL BRING TO YOU , I'm a genius. Dog, brig that kid to the studio tomrrow and explain.

'Gee, wonder who that was from.' I thougt as I rolled my eyes. Finally, I moved onto the last message.

Voicemail #4 at 4:25 PM

Kendall, it's Kelly. I just called to say, WHAT WERE YOU THINKING GOING IN PUBLIC WITH A BABY BEFORE YOU TOLD US ABOUT IT?

After listening to all these cmoplaints and questions, I decided to make the call to mom and text Katie about what is going on.

Text

To: Katie

From:Kendall

to make a long story short, Jo abandoned the baby on my doorstep and she is my and I were shopping for her room and I guess the press saw us when we didn't see them. Here name is Rosie. That's pretty much it

Luv

Kendall

Great, now to call Mom.

( Kendall )

Hello?

Hey Mom.

Kendall Knight you have two seconds to explain that baby.

Before you freak out even more, she is my daughter with Jo. Jo abandoned her on my doorstep. I have had her for two days. Camille and I were getting her stuff for her room and the press saw us when we didn't see them. So, am I still in trouble?

...

Mom?

So, you're telling me that the child you had is yours and I've had a grandbaby for two days and you are just now telling me?

Yes?

I'll be over in about twenty minutes with Katie. Try not to kill the kid while I'm on my way.

Kay Mom, Love you.

Love you too.

Bye.

Bye.

That went better then I thought. Then Mack started crying and everything went back to what I have grown to know as being a parent, well at leasr for two days.