Okay So here we are where things were changing. So Let's Get on with the Episode hope you enjoy, I have not included Barely Breathing as I believed Finn and Blaine were singing it in their mind/to themselves So I didn't know how to include it.
Kurt smiled seeing his brother He was slightly confused at the same time Rachel had explained that Finn had left her to join the army and Rachel had been starting to see this Brody guy although He wasn't going to mention that to Finn, "What are you doing Here I thought you were in the army" Kurt asked
Finn gave a sigh Shaking his head "It's complicated" He said honestly as Rachel walked back into the room. She didn't need to say anything but Kurt knew to leave them alone and headed back to his room.
The next day back in Ohio Blaine was sitting alone in the choir room, Glee practice had just finished yet he wanted to stay in the room, He sighed looking through his phone. He hadn't been able to get through to Kurt Properly since he had been busy at Vogue all day. He sighed noticing a message from someone on facebook. Eli C. He had friended him on facebook earlier that day although wasn't exactly sure why, It's not like his profile picture gave anything away. Looking at the message he gave a small smile "Hey Sexy" Blaine didnt get a change to reply before another message "Want to come over" Blaine gave a smile for some reason these texts made him happy he got up heading out the choir room "sure" Blaine replied but stopped at the doorway thinking, What was he doing He knew nothing about this guy and he was flirting with him and if he went to his house He would be making a big mistake, He knew Where it would lead. This guy would give him what Kurt couldn't right now….Kurt…..If He did this It would ruin his relationship….This would be cheating and He couldn't do that to Kurt especially since He had slated Kurt so much for flirting with Chandler. He couldn't do this "I have a boyfriend I can't do this" He sent before blocking him
Blaine turned heading home He wasn't sure what was going in his mind He felt so scared and alone, As He walked in He saw a note from his parents Sorry we had to go out on Business won't be home for the weekend Blaine sighed as much as his parents weren't always the best He needed them, He needed someone...He needed Kurt.
He grabbed his laptop looking at flights to New York He needed him before he did something he regretted just thinking about the fact he nearly cheated made him feel sick.
The next flight to New York was in a few hours, They weren't too expensive so brought them, He noted the details down before getting a backpack getting a few clothes and wash stuff for the weekend hoping Kurt would be happy to see him.
Blaine arrived in new york looking around the city that never sleeps. It was late and he wanted to find the loft and see kurt. He checked his phone having the address saved on it before getting a taxi. He was uncertain what he wanted to say to Kurt even though about Singing but couldn't think of a song that Fit. "Thanks" He said As the Taxi Driver pulled up. He paid before noticing a flower shop and walking it, He felt it was odd that it was still open at 8:30pm but guessed New York really didn't sleep. Blaine smiled as he picked a large bunch of roses paying for them before walking up to the loft knocking on the door needing to see Kurt's Face
Kurt, Finn and Rachel were discussing going to callbacks When Kurt heard a knock, they weren't expecting anyone "I'll Go" Kurt said pulling the door open to see roses covering a face before moving them away "Surprise" Blaine said Cheerily hugging Kurt who looked shocked and happy to have him here "Blaine….THis is amazing but What are you doing here I wasn't expecting you for another two weeks" He stated holding him close They both missed each others tough even the simplest of touches. "I know but I couldn't wait any longer I missed you too much" Blaine admits not wanting to talk about that Right now "I missed you too" Kurt says giving him a small kiss although Blaine was soon pulled away from it getting A hug from Rachel "Hey Rachel" He smiled before looking up to see finn "Finn What are you doing here" He asked
Finn felt as if he had been asking himself that a lot over the past couple of days "I'm not really sure at the moment but Its good to see you" He says honestly
"This is fantastic, were all together here just like the old times " Rachel said enthusiastically
"We were planning on going to callbacks Its a NADYA Bar but It's karaoke Night Do you want to come or I'm happy to just stay here and talk with you" Kurt ask half flirty as he helps Blaine put his stuff in his room
"Sure that sounds like fun" He admitted "Your glad i'm here I know I should have called encase you were busy this weekend"
"I'm always happy to see you Blaine " He says taking his hand "Isobel wanted to see me for a few hours tomorrow but You could come with me She did tell me she wanted to meet you"
Blaine's eyes widened at the fact but gave a nod "Well see "He smiled giving him a small kiss Hoping after he told him everything it wouldn't be the last.
"You guys coming" Rachel asked poking her head through the curtain
Kurt looked at Blaine who gave a nod as he stood up
Blaine didn't say much on the walk to Callbacks and Kurt noticed He was concerned that something was wrong but assumed he would tell him if there was something up. He sighed while they were in callbacks sitting down drinking "Are you okay you seem a little distance" Kurt asked concerned putting a hand on his shoulder "Yeah Fine Just tired from the flight I got a middle seat cause I booked so late" He half lies It was true but not the full reason "Well I for one am glad you did" Kurt smiled giving a small hug
Blaine was glad when Rachel and Brody Started singing as it gave him time to think, He looked at Kurt thought realizes what He wanted to do maybe He would be able to convey how he was feeling though song and He knew what the perfect song was after they finished Brody explained who to speak to and He got up walking over to sing
Kurt Smiled as he watched his boyfriend get up to sing Sure he looked nervous but that never really stopped him before. "Erm Hi everyone" Blaine started Kurt could tell how nervous he felt "This Is a song very Special to me This is a song I sung the very first time I met the love of my life" Kurt smiled knowing what he was going to sing "So Kurt this is for you" Blaine stated and Kurt gave him a small smile Of Encouragement.
As Blaine started singing Kurt smiled as his memories came to surface, remembering how lost he felt as he he was taken in by the stranger to be greeted by the warblers. His mind flicked to Pavarotti and losing the small bird but That brought them closer and He could never forget these times. As Blaine Sang though Kurt could feel something was up it was much more emotional much more raw. Something was up with Blaine and He was worried to say the least.
The for of them decided to leave soon after Rachel and Finn were walking ahead they had their own talking to do but Kurt was still concerned about Blaine and what was happening ""So that was moving" Kurt stated as they walked he got a small nod from Blaine but nothing more "Guess I'm kind of wondering why that was" He asked sounding serious. He wasn't sure What he was expecting his mind was telling him countless of possibilities most of which he didn't want to think about. "Well you know I really missed you" Blaine said knowing he was going to have to tell him soon "I missed you too, and I'm really glad that your here but you've been so Emotional and weirdly sad please stop pretending there's nothing wrong" Kurt said wanting to help him with whatever it was He just didn't like seeing Blaine like this.
Blaine sighed as stopped walking looking up at Kurt "I've been feeling really vulnerable without you and I'm scared" Blaine admitted looking at Kurt wondering how he was going to react.
Kurt was concerned and also nervous of how Blaine was going to respond "In what way" Kurt asked with a slight tremble
"I've been feeling really lonely since you came to New York and I've needed you and I've felt as if you don't need me anymore and have moved on with your life" Blaine admitted scared of what was coming
"I will always need you I know I've been busy but I haven't once wanted to ignore you, You are important to me Blaine" Kurt reminded him taking his hands, Blaine still looked like he had more to say but wanted to comfort him
"This morning when you hung up this guy friended me on facebook after school he asked me to come over, I knew what he was looking for a random hookup….and…..and I thought about it…..I thought about cheating Kurt and I'm really sorry" Blaine said his voice trembling
Kurt wasn't sure How to react He pulled his hands away "You didn't go through with it" Kurt asked nervously but wanting to confirm or deny it.
"No I was going to but as I walked out the Choir room I thought about you and I couldn't do that to you. No matter how much i miss you I couldn't hurt you like that" Blaine stated looking away from him "I thought about how mad I was at you because of the whole Chandler incident and realized that compared to what I was thinking of doing That was nothing and I couldn't hurt you like that" Blaine explained crying not looking at Kurt he felt so broken
"Thank you" Kurt said glad that he hadn't, He felt a slight twinge of guilt at the mention of Chandler but understood where Blaine was coming from.
"Are you Angry are you going to break up with me for thinking like that" Blaine asked his voice trembling. It was then Kurt realized how much of a mess Blaine really was "Im upset and annoyed that it came to that but Im not going to break up with you unless that's what you want" Kurt asked giving him the choice.
"Never" Blaine said shaking his head looking up at Kurt with Pain in his eyes
"Let's go home get some sleep we can talk about this in the morning " Kurt said rubbing his back He needed rest to think and also believed Blaine would feel better.
There wasn't much talk on the way home but they both knew that Tomorrow was going to be a long day.
Saturday Came along and They both hadn't talked much, Finn had gone back to Ohio and Rachel had followed since they had their own issues to discuss . Kurt had called Isobel explaining that He wasn't going to be able to come in but could make up for it on Monday. Kurt agreed that would be okay He hung up before going to sit with Blaine who had finished getting dressed
"You okay to talk" Kurt asked receiving a small nod from Blaine
"I'm Sorry Kurt I wish I had never thought like that"Blaine Started but was interrupted by Kurt
"It doesn't matter, If you had gone through it then I would not be as pleasant as I am now but you didn't you resisted the temptations" Kurt says pulling him close.
"You should hate me Kurt" Blaine believed this was true although did relax at his touch it felt warm and Comforting
"If I hated you you should hate me to because I've had temptations But I know what it means, not just Chandler but their was this guy when I moved to New York and I thought about it but I know what it meant" Kurt admits "What matters is that nothing happened you chose to came here and talk to me instead of cheat and that takes a lot of courage to you admit your scared"
"So were okay" Blaine asked understanding "Cause I have nothing If I don't have you" Blaine said with a slight tease
"That's my song" Kurt laughed kissing his forehead "If you ever feel like cheating Call me I'm going to make sure I call you every day even if it's just five minutes but this has proved to us we need to talk I'm really sorry i made you feel that way by ignoring you" Kurt states even if he text him to make sure everything was okay rather then ignore him He couldn't do that Not now. Not seeing Blaine this vulnerable and alone.
Blaine nods smiling "I love you so much" Blaine says hugging him tight
"I love you too" Kurt replied giving him a small kiss.
Blaine smiled feeling more relaxed and Glad that Kurt understood He hoped things would change for the better now
The rest of the day They sat talking and Cuddling and on Sunday Kurt took him round New York showing him the sights before Blaine had his flight back home.
"Call me when you get back " Kurt said Kissing his check.
"Thanks for understanding" Blaine said again still worried about temptations but glad he had been able to talk to Kurt about it and would be able to in the future
"Of Course "Kurt nodded kissing his check waving him goodbye at the airport
Blaine smiled looking back at Kurt before starting to sing
Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
Blaine sighed as he sung watching Kurt walk away as he handed his ticket in as Kurt Got back to the Taxi He joined Blaine in singing
If I see you next to never
But how can we say forever
Blaine stopped singing as he walked through security Yet Kurt continued to sing though the Taxi ride
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Kurt looked around New York as He sung before Stopping Blaine took over
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it, baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Blaine boarded the Plane as Kurt walked back into the loft both singing together
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it, baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Kurt Stopped singing as Blaine continued Kurt sat looking through one of Magazines thinking about Blaine as His Plane took off
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you
Blaine finished singing looking out the plane thinking of Kurt glad he wasn't feeling as Vulnerable but missing him already.
The Song was Right Here waiting for you by Richard Marx. I'm not great with songs But I felt that it fit. I won't add to many songs since i'm not great with fitting them in but I hoped you enjoyed.
Next Chapter is The Role You Were Born To Play is Blaine up to being Danny or does he still feel like taking a backseat
Reviews are Encouraged as I like to know where I'm going wrong and if you even like it.