Author's Note: This chapter is from Emmett's point of view. I kinda figured Emmett as a very outgoing guy, but at the same time, he's easily shaken by some things, like the idea of actual love, not just a physical relationship. I view the relationship between Emmett and Rosalie as very physical and their emotions towards each other as more just friendship. It was kinda hinted at that in the books, well to me that's what it seemed like. Also please remember that this is an AU fic, so things will be different, I might change things about the werewolf/shape-shifter imprinting, also the vampires will not sparkle, sorry, can't have sparkling vampires. Just small things, and a few major things. There will be OoC for some characters, some major some of it minor.

Disclaimer: I don't own the Characters of Twilight, or related themes and such.

Warning: This is a mature story and should be read with caution.

Chapter Two: What I Want, and What is Right

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After Jacob was picked up by a friend of his father, a guy who seemed to be in his early twenties, I went home. I don't know what happened, why I suddenly felt like every heartbeat was pounding in my ear, then it hit me when I had been holding Jacob down, it was his strong heartbeat ringing in my ears like church bells.

Carlisle wasn't home when I pulled into the driveway, but Esme was. Her and Alice always seemed to be able to put my mind at ease like a mother was able to do with a child. Both of them had taken the place of the mother who'd left me alone in the woods when I was sick.

I sighed turning the engine of my Jeep off and stepped out of it with ease and walked inside the house.

"Esme?" I called, she floated in behind me and I turned slowly.

"What's the problem?" Esme asked hugging me.

"I'm not sure." I said.

"That's unlike you Em, you always know." Esme pulled away from me to look at my face which she had cupped in her thin fingers. "What happened at school?"

I shook my head. "Can you have Carlisle call me when he gets home?" I asked.

Esme nodded with an understanding soft smile.

"I'm going for a run." I said.

"You should feed, your eyes are very dark." Esme said. I glanced at her. "I'll tell Rose, go, go." She waved me away.

"I'll be back in a few hours if Carlisle doesn't call me back sooner." I said.

"You're a big boy, you can take care of yourself." Esme smiled and I took off running into the woods.

I might not be as fast as Edward was, or as agile as Jasper, but running through the woods was second nature to me. I was just as comfortable in the woods as the bear that killed me. I got to my usual hunting ground with in a hour and began searching for something to feed on.

All I could concentrate on though, was Jacob, it was driving me mad.

His skin which was like fire to the touch, and god was it soft.

I shook my head and narrowed my eyes when I heard footsteps to the east.

Jacob's spicy sweet breath rolling over my face as he exhaled deeply.

I gritted me teeth as I moved east slowly, making sure I stayed off the path incase it was humans.

Jacob's dark pericing gaze as he looked up at me.

I swore and bit down on my hand, leaning back against a tree watching a group of backpackers on the path up ahead.

The idea of having him pinned on the bed under me, excited me to no end, and it frustrated me.

I don't deny my bisexuality at all, I never have. Rosalie didn't seem to mind seeing as she's the same. Our 'marriage' is very open, and often times we've gone to different partners just to see what it's like, for something new. But this was different, Jacob was infecting my mind like a virus, and I didn't want to be cured.

A stream of curses flew from my mouth as I continued my hunt, I was getting desperate. I would've eaten anything at this point, but I couldn't seem to focus enough to hunt. I was tempted to go and break into the stash of blood Carlisle left in a freezer in the basement.

I wonder what Jacob's blood would taste like. Would it be sweet? Or would it be spicy like his breath?

A shiver ran down my spine and I growled. This is so damn stupid, I punched a tree in frustration, I hadn't meant to, but the tree fell over, nearly hitting me as it did. I swore more, I was always calm collected, like Esme had said, I knew what I wanted, I knew what was right.

But what if what I wanted and what was right were two different things? I mean, I'm a vampire with a very animalistic desire for sex and fighting, Jacob's a human. There's no way the two could ever meet in the middle. If I wasn't careful, I'd end up doing something to Jacob that I'd end up regretting. I could hurt him, or worse, I could kill him.

I sat on the tree I just knocked over and sighed tugging on my curly hair and sighed.

I had always been interested in Jacob, he was different than all the other kids at the school. He stood out to me, I always thought that he had a good scent, it was spicy, musky. Maybe the fact that it was compliment to my own was the reason it turned me on. Jacob was very well a man, but there was this part of him, maybe because of the fact that he's young, but it makes me want to hold him. Jacob however would probably try to kill me if I ever did anything like that. When I carried him in school, felt his heart pounding against my chest, I thought I'd loose it right then and there. It was a feeling I hadn't felt in so long, and I never remember a heart beating that strongly when I was alive. Plus being able to smell him like that, feeling how hot his body was, temperature wise and other wise; feeling the definition of his muscles, he's fit and toned, he's almost as big as me, but still small enough where I could see myself making love to him.

I put my head in my hands and groaned. I scrubbed my face a few times then leaned my head back and looked towards the treetops. What the hell was I thinking? Jacob was straight, I knew that. The way he's always looking at that girl Bella, like a love sick lost puppy, he followed her around and she was evil by leading him on. She probably told him she wasn't into guys, but at the same time, she didn't push him away right, it was torture and she knew it. Anyone with a piece of brain could see it, Jacob was smart, he knew it too, but I guess he didn't care.

"You're usually still hunting."

I looked to my left, Carlisle and my 'brothers' Jasper and Edward stood. I closed my mind quickly, knowing that Edward could read my thoughts, but I couldn't hide my emotions from Jasper, it didn't take him long before his expression changed, and he frowned.

I stood and sighed. "Yea, I thought you'd call." I said.

"Edward and Jasper wanted to feed too, so I decided to come along." Carlisle said.

"Sure." I shrugged, then glanced at Edward, his eyes were dark too, he had the same hunger in his eyes that I did. I wonder who had set him off, but then again, he'd been a little off lately.

"It's odd for you to be so confused." Jasper muttered as Carlisle lead us, Edward, who was the fastest of us all, kept ahead, scouting ahead, then doubling back, telling us which way to head. So I guess he was really leading. Considering he's the second oldest of all of us, being the first Carlisle had turned, but I didn't really see him as older then me, he didn't really act like it, so I didn't treat him like it. Jasper, however, I did see as older, although he was the last one to join our 'family' and the last to start the animal blood diet instead of human blood. Something about him, made me see him as older, I didn't really know what, we were both turned when we were twenty years old. Probably the fact that he'd been fighting since he'd been turned, perhaps that's why I respect him so much.

"It's not often I'm faced with things like this." I admitted.

"And, what would that be?" Jasper asked.

"Nothing Jazz." I said and stopped, my body tensing. "That scent." I closed my eyes and inhaled deeply, spicy, musky; with a hint of rain and pine.

Jacob!

I took off towards it, and Jasper called to Carlisle then chased after me.

"Emmett what the hell are you doing?" Jasper yelled catching up to me. "We're heading towards the indian reservation, we can't go there!" Jasper ran into me, creating the sound of thunder that filled the woods, and I was thrown back into a tree, snapping it in half. I growled, baring my fangs as I looked up at Jasper. Carlisle caught up first, and then Edward who'd been father away.

"Emmett, tell me what's going on so I can help you." Carlisle knelt in front of me and I ran my fingers through my hair, pulling at the ends.

Edward shifted his feet and sniffed the air. Jasper glanced at him, then down at me. "You're both..... in love?" Jasper made a face, he was confused. "But Em, what about Rosalie?"

"She already knows." I admitted. "You know how we are.... We care about each other, but or relationship is purely physical." I sighed heavily.

"Who is this person? And why were you heading towards their territory? Do you want to start a war?" Carlisle asked.

"Of course not!" I snapped then shook my head. "That scent, I need it."

"What?" Jasper growled. "Are you stupid?"

"Shut up." I growled.

"Come on, we need to leave." Carlisle said pulling me to my feet, but he was staring into the trees, I looked too. What I saw amazed me.

Wolves, four or five of then, larger then a bear, pacing at the edge of the reservation line, their eyes glowing in the dark of the trees. One of them was staring me down, must be the alpha. I could hear the low growl the male was giving off. I looked past him, and saw a smaller wolf, it looked very young, somewhat weak. It was the one giving off the scent that was driving me insane, it had to be, the others were protecting it.

"Come now Emmett." Carlisle said putting a hand on my shoulder.

I stumbled as I turned, glancing over my shoulder at the wolves. Then picked up the pace, I really needed blood now.

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For two weeks after Jacob had gotten sick, he didn't come back to school, and I wanted to see him.

"Don't worry about it Monkey Man." Rosalie cooed tugging on my left ear as we sat in the lunch room.

I sighed and rubbed my temples. "How is it going for you?" I asked and she hummed.

"That girl's very stubborn." Rosalie crossed her arms and legs and leaned back in her chair. "But it'll be worth it." She tapped her foot in the air and I laughed. "What?"

I looked at her, she wasn't looking at me, but across the cafeteria at the girl she'd been chasing, the awkward brunette known as Bella.

"This is so damn stupid." Edward snapped getting up and stormed from the cafeteria, getting his fair share of stares, while the rest were given to us.

"I knew this was going to happen." Alice sang. She pecked Jasper's cheek then took off after Edward.

"He shouldn't be talking." Jasper said and I looked at him. "What? I'm not saying anything to you about what's going on with Ed."

"Why not?" I asked.

"He'd get embarrassed." Jasper said.

"Like I care." I said.

"He's got a crush on some guy in his year." Jasper said and Rosalie frowned, making both of us turn out attention to her.

"She not eating." Rosalie said brushing her blond hair behind her ears.

"We'll her friend has been out of school for two weeks. Jacob Black is the only person she really talks to." Jasper said and I looked at him. "Jake's got the hots for her too."

"We all know, there's no denying it." Rosalie said and pursed her lips then stood slowly.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"For a walk." Rosalie said nodding towards the door as Bella walked out it.

"Yeah, just be careful." I said.

"You don't have to tell me." Rosalie said and left.

"So, what are you going to do?" Jasper asked. "It's one thing to fall in love with a human, being like we are." He said. "But it's another thing entirely to be in love with a Quileute."

"You think I don't know that?" I growled

Jasper sighed, and I relaxed. "I'm not the reason you're angry, so don't take it out on me." He said softly and I looked at him. "You need to talk to Carlisle. I won't say anything, but he needs to know, all of it."

"I hate when you do that." I said.

"I'm barely doing anything." Jasper said.

"You and your special powers." I muttered. Jasper grinned and leaned back in his chair, putting his arms behind his head.

I walked to the edge of the territory line, I stayed a few hundred meters away, pacing, waiting. I knew that they could sense me, the wolves anyways. I wanted to know about that young one, the one that they all seemed to be protecting. The one who's scent almost caused me to be torn apart slowly and painfully.

It didn't take long, about fifteen minutes, and one of them was standing at the edge. Human, muscular, taller than Jacob was, but the same dark skin. He was the one who had picked Jacob up from school that day.

"What do you want leech?" He asked.

"To talk." I said.

"We have nothing to say to you things." He growled at me.

"Just tell me what that was the other night." I said.

"The solution."

"To what?" I asked.

"Do you really have no brain? Can you not figure out what we could possibly want to get rid of?"

"We've done no harm here." I said.

"You've done no good either."

Footsteps made both of us fall silent.

"Sam."

He turned at the call of his name, and I looked to.

"Jacob, you should be resting." Sam said and I stepped towards them. "Come any closer and I tear you to shreds!" Sam snapped, a vicious growl adding seriousness to his warning.

I looked at Jacob, he'd gotten taller, but was still shorter then me. His muscles were more defined now, his body was wet with sweat or water like he'd just gotten out of a bath. He was shirtless, and wearing only a pair of black sweatpants rolled at his hips. God, did he look so good in the moon light that was peaking through the tree tops.

Jacob looked at me, noticing me only after Sam had spoken, and his entire body tensed visibly. He bent down into a defensive stance, but the look in his eyes was more confused then anything else.

"Snap out of it Jacob." Sam said and Jacob flinched. "It's alright, you need to get home, Billy must be worried."

"I was restless." Jacob said dazed, what was wrong with him?

"It'll pass, come on." Sam said.

"Wait!" I snapped stepping closer again, then froze hearing a loud bark.

It was Jacob, his eyes staring at me intensely, then they calmed, turning to the same dark deep pools I loved to stare at when he didn't know I was watching. His brow furrowed, and chaos filled his eyes and he took off running away.

"Smart move leech." Sam chuckled and I looked at him. "Come to him when he's most confused, make my job easier." He grinned and I growled.

"What the hell happened to him?" I asked.

Sam raised an eyebrow. "Nothing." He said and vanished into the trees. I swore, and gritted my teeth.

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"Where did you go last night?"

I looked up at Carlisle, I felt like a teenager getting in trouble for sneaking out past curfew.

"For a walk, I needed to think."

"Thats a first." Edward said.

"What?" I growled.

"You don't think." Edward said.

"You know what twerp, I'm gonna tear you in half!" I growled and lunged at him, but he had always been faster then me, plus being able to read my mind, he knew what I was going to do before I did it.

"Enough boys, now sit down." Esme said and I growled sitting back down.

"What's this all about anyways?" Rosalie asked.

"The Quileutes." Carlisle said and my body stiffened.

"What about them?" I asked quietly.

"Apparently some things have been happening with some of the younger males, they've been really aggressive. I've seen them in town, so I want you to keep a farther distance from the territory line then normal, understand?" Carlisle said.

It was an silent answer of 'Yes' from all of us. What Carlisle said, went. Always, no matter what he said, we did it.

But I didn't want to agree, I wanted to be close to Jacob, his scent was such a turn on, Jacob himself was so tempting to me. It was intoxicating; a mix of the most addicting drugs in the world, with the best taste, the best smell all rolled into one and put into a container that just screamed 'Eat me!'.

Edward looked at me, and I swore loudly, making the entire family look at me. I got up from the dinner table which had never been used for a meal before and headed from the room.

"Emmett." Carlisle smooth voice hit me like a ton of bricks and I sighed. Carlisle was like my god, ever since he saved my life I devoted myself to him, following him without question. I still did, but something was extremely wrong with me, it was driving me insane, it shouldn't be. There should be no question about what to do, Carlisle said stay away from any Quileute, Jacob was one, so I should stay away from Jacob. But every fiber in my body was screaming at me to get closer, to let him consume me entirely.

"Emmett, I cannot help you if you don't allow me too." Carlisle put his hand on my shoulder, for some reason it felt heavy, and I felt guilt swarm in my gut even though I hadn't done anything wrong.

"Jacob Black." I said, those two words, that name in it's simpleness and plainness, it was so beautiful to me, alluring, and left a sweet taste in my mouth. I really must be loosing my mind if saying a name left a taste in my mouth.

"What about him?" Carlisle asked and I ran my fingers through my hair, then scrubbed my face with my hands, trying to figure out the right words to say.

I was never the smart smooth guy like Edward. Never the charismatic mysterious one that Jasper was. I couldn't compare to Carlisle smooth words and soothing smile. I was the goofball, the jock who was all brawn and no brains. I wasn't supposed to be like this.... I was just supposed to be vain and self centered, but I found myself caring more for someone who didn't even know how I felt, then anything else in the world.

"Emmett," Carlisle said again and I looked at him. "Talk to me." He finished slowly.

I inhaled deeply and shook my head. "I..." I closed my mouth, my jaw snapping loudly and I turned again.

"Calm down, Em, it's fine. What ever you've done, what ever happened, it's fine." Carlisle said and I laughed, but it was hollow, nothing like my normal laugh. Carlisle frowned, something he rarely did, I glanced up at his face, and he stared at me.

I turned away again, looking out the large window. I inhaled deeply and ran my hand over my face once, then crossed my arms over my chest. "I think I'm in love with him." I said bluntly and closed my eyes, waiting for the backlash to come from Carlisle. Falling in love with one of the people who knows that you're not what you say. The person able to ruin your life, and the life of the people who were you family, that have taken care of you for years, it was taboo.

But it never came, like always Carlisle remained calm and collected, but the look in his eyes was serious. "It's a problem, but nothing serious, just control yourself Emmett. I know you can, you're strong." He put both hands on my shoulders and I sighed. "This would've been easier the sooner you told me."

"I know, but at first I wasn't sure, then I was afraid." I admitted.

"That's unlike you." Carlisle said.

"Tell me about it." I said rubbing the back of my neck as he let my shoulders go.

Carlisle sighed. "If you start to struggle, tell me." He said and I nodded.

End of Chapter Two

Alright here we are at the end of the second chapter, and no crazy fan girls have tried to blow me up, so I guess I'm doing alright. Now I don't know if every chapter will switch from Emmett to Jacob's view point or not, it might just randomly change from one to the other, but you should be able to tell if it's Emmett or Jacob within two lines, if you can't then I'll make sure to remind you it's changing perspective.

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