"So how did your date go?" my brother asked as I walked in. Of course he was still up. It was like 2 in the morning, but Dean is nosy as Cas. "It was… better then the first." I said as I walked in and tossed my jacket on the edge of my bed. "Does that mean it went well?" Dean asked as he took a bit of a cheeseburger. "I've never been out with a guy before, so I don't have anything to compare it to… we did kiss." Dean grinned "Right on man" he said with a mouthful of burger. I sighed "It didn't feel gross, but it was a lot different than kissing a girl." Dean nodded "Well I can't help you there…." I gave him a look "Well maybe you should go out with a guy and let me know."

Dean laughed "I'll do that as soon as someone actually hits on me." "You have never gotten hit on by a guy?" Dean shrugged "I exude straight guy fumes". I laughed and kicked my shoes off "Well we made plans to go out again before we leave." Dean nodded "Well maybe you'll figure out how you feel this time." I shrugged "maybe". I headed to the shower and thought of nothing except the kiss and John. I decided a second kiss would have to happen for me to make sure I knew what I felt. If it turned out I was into it at least I knew Dean would be for it.


We had decided to just go to the movies. It wasn't traditionally a place adults would go, but dinner hadn't gone well either times, so a movie it was. We decided on watching Friday the 13th. I bought the tickets and he covered all snack expenses. Wasn't that how it went anyways? I have to say seeing a scary movie with someone who didn't scream at ever scary scene was great.

Dean could handle real life monsters but when it came to scary movies he was a pansy. John on the other hand was calm. In a way it made me like him more. Right as the credits started to roll I stood up, but John pulled me back down. Before I could ask him what was up he kissed me. It caught me off guard so it got my heart pumping faster. It was exhilarating. I kissed him back and even did that cheesy move where you place your hand on the other's face. It surprisingly made John more into the kiss.

The kiss most likely would have continued if it wasn't for a group of teens coming by and suddenly shouting "oh nasty" or "oh gross". They had several versions of that phrase. I didn't care, and when I saw John's smile I could see he was above commenting. We stood up to leave as the group continued to make gagging noises at us. John reached out to grab my hand. We walked right by the group with smiles on our face as we held hands. Things were defiantly falling into place.