Chapter 2

Feeling sorry

Stefan's pov.

When I saw his wolf bite I felt like I was about to burst into tears, I couldn't believe my brother is going to die. When he reached his room I quietly went inside closed the door and walked over to his bed. His skin looks paler than it usually does he has bags under his eyes I could see that he's starting to sweat. So I took off his shirt gently and went to go get a wet rag and placed it on his head. He eventually started to relax I kept on staring at his bite I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. I went to cuddle up next to him under the covers I layed my head on his chest and just cried. I wrapped my arms tired around him and just broke down and thinking why him. He's my brother my best friend I can't loose him he's everything to me. I felt something poke the sides of my stomach I turn around to see a small book that landed on the bed. I opened to realize it was Damon's journal I never knew he kept one and I stared at in shock because of what I read.

Dear diary,

It's been 2 days since the incident and im getting weaker and weaker by the minute. I try not to show too much emotion I may be very weak on the inside however I don't want to show im weak on the outside to. Because then people will start to feel pity which is what I don't need I can already feel the tears appearing in my eyes.

I didn't want to leave the world so soon; I still wanted to do a few things I want to find my soul mate. Settle down and get married even have a few kids. That's all I ever wanted was for someone to love me and feel loved. Since no one in this town even cares about me. The only reason I came back was because I missed my home. But when I found out Stefan was here I was happy because I wanted to be reconnected with my brother again. Ive missed him so much but things didn't turn out as plan he was only here for Elena he didn't want anything to do with me. But I got jealous and done some horrible things and everything changed when I fell for Elena only to realize I don't love her. Like that well diary this will soon be the end of Damon Salvatore.

Sincerely Damon,

O my god I didn't know he felt this way and it's all my fault everything is my fault. I placed the journal back on his dresser and cuddle back into him. I held him as tight as I possibly can "I will do anything I can to protect you" I whispered then eventually fell asleep.

Damon's pov.

For some reason I had a feeling that someone was in my room that's when I felt a pair of arms pulling my body. I eventually woke up to see Stefan holding me a light smile appeared on my face this is something I didn't expect. I looked down at my sleeping brother to notice a few tears coming from his eyes. He kept on whispering my name I shook his body softly "Stefan baby wake up" I said softly. He bolted wide awake looking confuse before taking a look at me then calmed down.

"Sorry" he whispered while getting up to leave my room "no please stay" I said.

I was so scared and I didn't want to be alone besides being in his arms I felt safe.

We use to comfort each other like this when we were kids and it just being in his arms again brought back memories.

He walked back over and I patted the empty space from where he was sitting and he layed back down. I pulled him close and he rested his head against my chest, I felt him tense up a bit.

"What's wrong" I asked with concern "nothing" I could tell that he was lying.

"Stef baby what's wrong please talk to me" I gently rubb the side of his face but felt a stab of pain go through my arm.

"It's all my fault im so sorry Damon im so, so, so sorry" he cried.

I held him tighter "baby what are you talking about" I asked.

"I should have been their for you I didn't know you felt like this at all Damon and now im going to loose you" I looked at him clearly confuse to what he was talking about.

Then that's when I noticed my journal has been moved I stared down at him with anger and sadness in my eyes he's only here cause of pity.

"You read my journal" I growled, "im sorry Damon I didn't mean to" lies its all lies. "Liar the only reason you're here is because you feel sorry for me you don't care nobody ever cared so just leave me alone" I snapped. Then dashed out of my room no one cares I should have known all along this was just game he was playing was just all pity and lies.

Hey guys sorry for any mistakes its really late and I could barley keep my eyes open. I know Damon is out of character reason being im trying to show the side of Damon that use to be nice caring. Like how he was when he was younger so I hope you like it.

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