I'm dead and I always thought dead peoples have no sins, but I can officially tell that I'm stalker. Month passed and one thing I can do is follow Peter everywhere ( I can control my spirit now pretty well and then he is in toilet I leave him some privacy.) But hey I'm still stalker I'm watching him sleeping every night. I have no body but I still have physical attraction to him, don't judge me but I'm always peeking while he is putting clothes on.
After long month Peter finally are getting better he often listen my graduation speech, but I think it helped him find a way back as spider man - city hero.
I finally found my first way to help him as guardian angel. Every day he is a hero with mask, not only his spider mask but also with emotional mask. He is trying to smile around aunt May, but night comes and his mask always leaves him like sun leaves city. He is chasing bad guys, but after job is done he goes to sleep and every time he is having bad dreams, so I just always leaned to him and put my ghostly hand on his cheek and then he calmed down and smile. I don't know how but I can send him good dreams about times then we were together.
And now is night like always, I'm watching him while he sleep. And suddenly I heard myself saying something:
- I love you Peter.What? I just spoke? I't sound so real...I suddenly stood and accidentally kicked chair and it made noise. What's happening? I slowly touched chair and push it and that noise woke up Peter. He opened his eyes:
- Aunt May? Is it you?
He didn't hear any response so he went back to sleep.
I sit on chair. It's strange...First I can't move, now I'm speaking and touching things. What's that supposed to mean? And only one thing is going in my mind: Maybe I'm slowly going back to life, back to him. I slowly put my hand on his hand:
- Peter? Peter can you hear me?No response- Peter!I shouted in his face. Maybe he can hear me. Not Yet. I have idea! I leaned to his face and slowly kissed him on lips. He smiled.
- Oh God wake up you sleepyhead I just kissed you! I poked him in face- Wake up. Wake up.
- Aunt May leave me alone - he murmured in sleep.
I pat his face and he finally woke up. But sadly he can't see me. But I'm not giving up. I can feel that longer I'm with him faster I could make him see me.
- Oh you gonna see me Peter Parker- I said as loud as I can. - And prepare because I'm going to speak with you my bug boy.I looked in ceilings- And hey God, Do you heard that? I'm going to brake your rules, sorry but I love him so much so I can't give up.