Enough
Pissed
It was the next day when Rachel walked over to Puck at his locker. She was wearing blue jeans and a purple hoodie.
"Hi, Noah", she said smiling.
"Hi, Rachel, how are you doing?" He wanted to be careful with her after what happened with Quinn yesterday.
"I'm good. Listen, I'm sorry about what happened between us. It was cruel of me to use you like that. I was angry and upset, which doesn't mean it's ok, but I'm just…sorry about it."
Puck smirked and said, "Its fine. I can understand. You know, I'm liking this new you. Not saying the old you was bad, it's just interesting to see you this way.
Rachel blushed slightly. He secretly felt a little sad, though, because he actually did like sometimes when she voiced her opinion and asserted herself in the club.
"Old me was pushy, bossy, and bitchy. I want to stop all that. Do you want to walk with me to Glee Club?", she asked.
"Sure", answered Puck. They walked into the choir room where everyone except Mr. Shue was present.
Santana saw them and said scornfully, "Wow Berry, you just can't help yourself, can you? Going back to the guy that caused you losing Finn."
Finn looked embarrassed. Puck was going to open his mouth in defense, but Rachel silenced him, looked Santana straight in the eye and said angrily, "Santana the next time you open your Goddamn mouth, I will knock you so hard on your back you'll think you're on a date."
"Oh snap", Tina said in shock. Santana looked as if she was shot.
"Nothing to say? Good, keep it that way", Rachel added.
"Rache-uh…", Finn tried to say, but with cold eyes Rachel turned to look at him slightingly and said,
"Go to hell."
Finn just stood there. Rachel immediately walked out of the room, shaking. She wanted to scream but could only sing.
Rachel:
I'm out of character I'm in rare form And If you really knew me You'd know its not the norm Cause I'm doing things that I normally won't do The old me's gone I feel brand new And if you don't like it **** you The music's on and I'm dancing I'm normally in the corner just standing I'm feeling unusual I don't care cause this is my night: I'm not myself tonight Tonight I'm not the same girl same girl I'm not myself tonight Tonight I'm not the same girl same girl I'm dancing a lot and I'm taking shots I'm feeling fine I'm kissing all the boys and the girls Someone call the doctor cause I lost my mind Cause I'm doing things that I normally won't do The old me's gone I feel brand new And if you don't like it **** you The music's on and I'm dancing I'm normally in the corner just standing I'm feeling unusual I don't care cause this is my night I'm not myself tonight Tonight I'm not the same girl same girl I'm not myself tonight Tonight I'm not the same girl same girl In the morning When I wake Up I'll go back to the girl I used to be But baby not tonight I'm not myself tonight Tonight I'm not the same girl same girl I'm not myself tonight Tonight I'm not the same girl same girl
Rachel found herself in the auditorium on stage. She sat down, taking deep breaths. That's when she noticed Finn in the wings.
"What are you doing here?", she asked annoyed.
"I wanted to talk to you", he said, stepping into the light.
"Not interested", she said, walking away.
"Rachel, wait", he pleaded.
She turned to him.
"Is this your way of getting back at me? The whole new attitude and clothes?"
Rachel's face twisted with a look of angry disbelief. "God Finn, you're vain! My life doesn't revolve around you; not anymore, anyway."
"I know that, but you don't have the right-" She stopped him with a glare.
"Don't have the right to be what, Finn? Pissed? Is that what you were gonna say? Like I didn't have the right to be pissed before that? Goddamn it, Finn, I know what I did was wrong. I'm frickin reminded of it every time I look at you, but I'm not entirely at fault here. You screwed up too buddy!" She was at the point of yelling.
"Can you let me-"
She cut him off once more. "No, Finn! You don't get to speak. I am talking, so shut up. I am truly sorry for how I wronged you, I truly am. But it's not easy hearing someone tell you they screwed your boyfriend out of nowhere. It wasn't easy when you broke up with me the first time because you were embarrassed of me, and it wasn't right for you to lie to me and seduce me into going back to Glee Club when I so easily would have come back to help you with Quinn and her baby. But Frickin no, you had to trick me, so that's three strikes for you Finn, not Frickin me."
Finn just looked at her, unable to pull the odds in his favor.
"You know what?", Rachel said, pulling out a gold chain with Finn's name on it. "Take your piece of crap back." She threw it on the ground, and by utter impulse she stepped on it.
The necklace was smashed under her foot. Rachel broke out of her wrathful trance and realized what she had done. Finn looked as if Rachel had stepped on him instead of the jewelry.
"Oh God Finn, I-I" Her look of remorse grew angry. "THIS IS HER FAULT HER EFF-ING FAULT."
She ran out of the room, racing down the hallway. Kerofsky was walking down the hall and, taking the opportunity to be a real ass, said, "Hey Gleek what's your hurry?
Rachel slammed into him, knocking him spread eagle to the ground, as she ran towards the choir room. Santana was standing in front of everyone (about to sing a solo) when Rachel came into the room looking like a crazy woman.
"YOU BITCH!", she said in a harsh tone. It was then she pounced on Santana. Both girls rolled over the Piano and fell off the edge, Santana on bottom. Everyone in Glee came to stop the catfight. Rachel threw Sam and Brittany off her, both of them falling on the floor. Quinn managed to yank Rachel off, and Santana managed to stand up. Rachel was just able to yank herself free, raised her hand and slapped Santana hard across the face, causing her to fall backward into the stands.
"EVIL, HEARTLESS BITCH, I HATE YOU! I WISH YOU WERE DEAD, YOU BIG-BREASTED COW!" Quinn had her middle while Tina and Mercedes held either arm, dragging her out of the room screaming.
Part 3/ the end coming soon
