Two months have passed since my birthday, it was September now and everything was as boring as usual. A knock on my door woke me from my dreams.

"Who is it?" I asked with sleepy voice.

"Mama, honey" I heard my mother voice at the other side of the door.

I opened and let her in, "good morning my sunshine" she said standing in front of me. Since my birthday we haven't hugged because I was still afraid.

"Good morning mama" I said rubbing my sleepy eyes.

"I have great news" she said happily putting her hands together and close to her chest.

"Oh yeah what is it?" I replied with a curious tone.

"It's my sister Isobel" she said with a big smile in her face. I was disappointed because I thought she would tell me something like 'you are free to leave your room whenever you want' but I guess not.

"What about her?" I asked, I remember my mom telling how my aunt got sick when she was pregnant with my cousin Rapunzel, they gave her a special kind of medicine from this magical flower and it cured her. The baby was born with long beautiful blonde hair. One night some thug entered the castle and took her away, and 18 years have passed and there's no sign of her. I kind of feel bad for my Uncle Robert and Aunt Isobel, besides I've only met them once in my life, when I was little.

"I received a letter from her, saying that Rapunzel is back!, oh I'm so happy for her, having her baby back, I know she's now 18 but it's still her little baby as you and Anna are to me, I'm just so happy for her" she said putting her hands in her heart.

I smiled "that's great Mama" I said.

"So, there are inviting me and your Dad to the welcoming party for Rapunzel, we're leaving in 4 days" she told me.

"What? No Mama you can't leave me, what I'm I supposed to do without you? How long would it be?" I asked her with a sad face.

"My dear you'll be fine, it will be 2 weeks and I promise we will come back to you and you're sister" she said putting a hand in my cheek.

"Okay then" that's all I said.

Today was the day my parents will go off to Corona for my cousin welcoming party. I heard someone running outside my door and just thought was Anna going to our parents room to say goodbye. Kai knock my door to let me know I could come out to say goodbye. I stepped out and waited for my parents at the end of the stairs. They came and stand in front of me, I bowed at them.

"Do you have to go?" I asked

"You'll be fine Elsa" he replied

I watched as they left and then I return to my room safely.

1 week had passed since my parents left, and my life was the same, having lessons with Kai in the library. Someone knock the door.

"Sir, we have and urgent message just delivered from Corona" the voice said. I looked at Kai worried.

"It'll be fine your Majesty, you can return to your room now" he said standing up.

As I exit the room I saw the guard that was outside, with a worried look he bowed at me "Good morning your majesty"

"Good morning, excuse me" I said as I turned away and walked to my room wandering what this urgent message from Corona might be.

At 3 p.m., Kai came to my room telling me he had something important and private to tell me so I let him in. He had a very sad face and I became worried.

"What's wrong?" I asked nervously.

"Your Highness, I don't know how to said this..." He said as his voice broke..."your parents, they found pieces of the ship and their bodies in the coast of Corona, t...th...they're dead miss" he said.

I couldn't think straight, my heart sank at the words that came out of his mouth and then it began beating so fast I thought it would come out of chest, I felt like I wasn't able to breath, I felt a horrible pain in my chest that I thought I would faint or die. It can't be possible, it can't! It can't!

"No!" Was all my mouth was able to pronounce.

"I'm sorry your majesty" I heard him said

Then I felt it, tears...tears streaming down my face, as I realized I was crying, I broke and started to cry uncontrollably. I didn't care if Kai saw me that way, I just needed to let all out.

Snow started to form inside my hiding place, icicles forming in the roof. "If you excuse me Princess, I will give you some time alone, and I'm sorry for your loss" he said stepping out of my room.

I collapsed in my bed sobbing like I never done before, letting al out.

"They promise to be back home, the...they pr...ro...mise" I yelled, not caring if someone will hear me.

I spent hours crying, not able to stop, there was a storm in my room and I couldn't control it. 'Oh shit' I thought, knowing that language wasn't appropriate for a Princess but I didn't care.

Suddenly it hit me, Anna! I stepped out of my room looking for Kai, tears where still streaming down my face. When I find him I asked him.

"Where's Anna? Does she know?" I asked him heartbroken

"Yes your Majesty, I informed her after I told you" he said with a sad tone, I turn around but the hand of Kai stopped me

"Your Majesty, you can't talk to her, not in this condition, your powers are out of control with all these emotions" he said quietly

I looked around and saw all things freezing, he was right I couldn't go talk to Anna with my powers like this, I could hurt her. "Okay" I said turning around.

I stopped at Anna's door and put my ear on it. And I heard her crying uncontrollably, just as I did minutes ago, my heart sank as her crying became louder and louder. All I wished was to go inside and hugged her. 'Shit' I mumble to myself again.

That night I didn't sleep at all, all I could think of was my parents and how Arendelle doesn't have a King and Queen anymore. Oh god I can't be Queen now! I'm not ready, my powers! What am I going to do? Oh no...

Five days have passed since the announce of my parents deaths, all Arendelle was faded into sadness all people wearing black at the lost of their rulers. Today was the day of the funeral and earlier Anna knock my door asking me to come out so I could attend. But I can't, my powers are still out of control and I can't risk going out like this. As much I will like to attend and show respects to them I just can't and I know the will totally understand.

The sun was going down when another knock brought me out of my endless thoughts.

"Elsa, Please I know you're in there
People are asking where you've been
They say, 'have courage' and I'm trying to
I'm right out here for you
Just let me in

We only have each other
It's just you and me
What are we gonna do?

Do you wanna build a snowman?"

I heard Anna sang as I dropped my back to the door and hugged my legs. I buried my face between my legs staring to cry...again. Why am I supposed to do...

3 years have passed since the lost of my parents. I wasn't a Queen yet, the Council members decided that on my 21th birthday I should become Queen of Arendelle. In these 3 years all I did was to sit on my father's desk and sign papers and agreements with other kingdoms, without coming out of the castle.

So today was the coronation day and I couldn't be more nervous. I had my gloves on, and I had decided to keep them up all night. But that night everything went wrong
But let's say if night never had happened my life wouldn't be as it is now...