I am posting this next chapter so quickly so people can pick up the story more and what I am aiming at. Enjoy and please review would love to hear feedback...=]

We arrived at Foster's house; I turned to Effy and saw her face drop because she started to actually believe me about Freddie. I left her at the front door and told her to wait there, I went round the back and entered the house the same way I did when I killed that stupid idiot Dr. Foster, and proceeded to the front door front there to let Eff in.

"Eff, we don't have to do this right now babes, look I'm not saying you don't have a right to see what that man did to Fredster, but I don't think you're ready for this Eff,"

"No, Cook we are here already, might as well get it over with," her bottom lip starting to shake as she said this,

"Alright if your totally sure, but as soon as you get freaked out tell me, and there is some blood down there, be careful yeah."

We were both silent as we walked down the stairs into the basement, I held on to Effy tightly around the waist to tell her I was here. She was shaking, in some ways I wanted to show her but in others I didn't want to put her through this, not my Eff. She then hit me on the shoulder and said,

"What the Fuck, why is John on the floor, Cook" Effy asked in shocked tone,

"Oh yeah, forget to tell that little detail Eff, I came in to find the bloodstain clothes of Freddie and then Foster turned up didn't he; Eff he was gonna batter me as well, he was fucking in love you Eff; telling me that really you loved him not Freddie and that you should be his, that what fucking really got me annoyed, so I told him who I was and then beat the fuck out of him, you gotta understand Eff, he killed our Fred, my best mate, my fucking brother from another mother," I cried out, "He killed Freddie so I killed him, out of spite and revenge, and it fucking felt great!"

I burst into tears and leant my head on Effy's shoulder, Effy turn' t and wrapped her arms around me and whispered,

"And I am meant to be the mental one!"

I wiped my tears away quickly and composed myself trying not to shatter anymore of my pride in front of Effy. I walked over the box were I found Freddie's clothes before, I picked up his t-shirt, Effy saw it and then she just burst out crying, I dropped the t-shirt and ran to comfort her. She struggled away and reached for the baseball bat and swung it in all different directions whilst screaming,

"No my Freddie can't be gone and that son-of-a-bitch took him from me that bastard…I would have killed him myself, I trusted that motherfucker, oh god," Effy stop and she had a devastated look on her face, she drop the bat,

"Oh god what did I do, this is all my fault, if Freddie wasn't my boyfriend he would still be here with us, oh shit; John killed him because he was in the way of him getting to me, I KILLED FREDDIE!" she cried out, and grabbed hold of her tightly,

"Eff, Freddie loved you too, Foster is a knob-jockey who is sad, lonely and desperate, this isn't your fault, it is John's, nobody but his; now you are safe cause I killed Foster, so he can't get to you or anyone else you love, alright, and Freddie died knowing that you loved him, as long as he knew that then this isn't your fault, ok babes."

"Cook, I feel so guilty, if I could just keep my hands to myself for one second Freddie wouldn't have got involved with me, I would rather have him alive than for me not to be with him,"

"Eff, you should remember and cherish every last memory you had with him, you was the one he was with on his last days, you was the person he saw last, because you and him were in love, and nobody or nothing could come between that; not me or not Foster, because as long as you remember him and your love for him, the love will still be alive,"

"As cheesy as that is Cook, thanks, can we go now," Effy asked with a tone of despair of her surroundings of blood and Freddie's clothes, we walked passed John Foster's body and Effy spat on it,

"You selfish cunt!" she snarled at the dead body.

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