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Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?

She is so lucky, but why does she cry?

If there is nothing missing in her life

Why do tears come at night?

And they say,

She's so lucky, she's a star

But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinkin

'If there's nothing missing in my life

Then why do these tears come at night?'

(Brittney spears-Lucky)

1. Chapter.

Bella (pov).

I stared at the Seattle times and gave an annoyed little huff. My eyes wandered to the colored photograph on the page. It was a colorful photo of girls and boys dressed in Disney characters, attending the Seattle Hospital Charity Pageant, which was organized by the Seattle socialites, "sleeping beauty my foot, I look like a dwarf," I muttered.

I moved my irritated gaze to the others. The caption under the photo had the names of the children in the picture- five girls and four boys. They all looked like as though they walked out of the fairytale. Whereas I looked as though I had stepped out of someone's worst nightmare.

My eyes wandered to the to the handsome face of the Jacob Black. The Blacks are the long- time family solicitors of Swans, so you could say over the past few years I have developed a teeny crush on him. He is what the books are written about, with his dark good looks and his twinkling eyes. The picture didn't do him justice. Reluctantly, I tore my eyes from the paper and started reading the copy of Pride and Prejudice in front of me, trying to forget the humiliating event from my mind.

There was a slight knock on my bed room door and Mrs Uley, our housekeeper, came in to my room.

"Bella, aren't you going to come and have your dinner?" she asked smiling.

"Not hungry Mrs Uley,"I replied.

"Don't tell me you are on a diet, child, don't even try it! Next thing I know you will look like a ghost!" She eyed me from the door way.

"You are way too skinny! You should put on some weight instead!" Was her next comment.

In Mrs Uley's opinion girls should look like girls with some flesh on them, rather than looking like walking sticks covered in flesh.

I got up from the bed and pointed at my self "Look at me Mrs Uley! I look hideous! I look like a barrel- no hips, no breasts, I feel like a waddling duck! No wonder no one likes me."

Mrs Uley looked amazed "Why do you say that? People do like you, my child."

"No, they don't Mrs Uley. If people like me, how come I don't have any friends? Nobody likes me, but it's okay I guess "I shrugged. "I like being alone, and after a while you get use to it."

Mrs Uley looked disbelievingly at me "I thought you had friends at school?"

"I don't fit in there, . Other than that, everything is fine." I sat on my bed playing with my hands now.

"There must be something wrong with the kids"Mrs Uley stated.

"It's not them, it's me! I am a typical plain Jane; there's nothing interesting about me."

"You are not a plain Jane, dear!" Mrs Uley started to argue with me "You have very beautiful eyes and very nice hair, long and thick"

"Yeah, dull brown" I scoffed "Brown, yuck!"

"Brunette"

I looked stubbornly at Mrs Uley, and walked towards the mirror and stared at it "My eyes are too big and my lips they are out of proportion! Nothing fits, see!" I pointed crossly at my face.

"I look like a mouse, but you know what? I'm going to change that. I'm going to change all of me. Not just how I look, I'm going to make a friend. There's this new girl coming to our grade tomorrow, and I'm going to go and make friends with her."

"How are you going to become friends with her?"Mrs Uley was now little bit intrigued by my outburst.

"I'm not going to tell her who I am. I'm going to behave just like the others."

Mrs Uley's brow puckered with confusion.

"There's a lot to it Mrs Uley; it's something to do with my average being 98.7 and me being driven to school in Rolls Royce with a chauffeur."

"Well, people tend to get jealous when you have brains and privilege!"Mrs Uley replied.

"Ha...You would think that, How about that half of the fathers are working for my father and most of children are walking to the school or taking the school bus?"

"So how are you going to avoid this situation with the new girl?"Mrs Uley cocked an eye brow.

"Well, that's what exactly I'm going to do. Avoid that being happening, and take my my life time I might get lucky, who knows."I smirked at her.

"Well, destiny has its way of making everything better, so let nature take its course." With that parting shot I watched Mrs Uley leave the room.

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