I woke up with a throbbing arm, but I was use to it. I got up and brush my teeth, making sure to get all the way back. I open my server and went to the hunger games. Time to mess things up. I flew up to the mountain top and build a platform. I made sure that it look cool and made of silver. I went into creative mode and gave myself full silver and a enchanted silver sword. I tp all to the platform and watch them fight. I gave a random bacca a diamond axe and a bunch of fish. I watch as he ran around cutting people up with Betty. I laugh and let his oppenent have a diamond sword and a female Bajancanadian /fly. The people on my server never complains because they knew I always do this. I really hope that they try out my new map that I made myself. I made it not some random dude that I tell my ideas. I knew were all the chest were so I had the advantage. I watch as the bacca won the game and then went into my new server. I was the second person in it. I watch as more people came in. This was a big server, 30 people instead of 24. The last couple of people was the ones that caught my eyes. It was the youtubers! It was Bodil40, Deadlox, Skydoesminecraft, TBNRfrags, Bajancanadian, ASFJerome, Huskymudkipz, and Minecraftuniverse. This will be fun.

I crack my fingers and let everyone rush spawn as I watch the guys look around. Let me describe my server, it was a pretty small map for that many people. It had statues of team crafted and all of my favorite youtubers with special things behind them, like with Adam, butter mountains and squids in a huge lake. All of the statues had parkours around them, the difficulty was set on how much skills of parkour the youtuber had. Bodil's is the hardest and Kermit's was the easiest. Anyways, I could tell who was team, and how good they were together. Martin and Preston, Ty and Adam, Mitch and Jerome, and Quentin and Jason. I felt really sorry for Ty, I knew Adam was going to be annoying. Let me just help him. I turn into creative and the chat filled with people saying Code 21. I smiled and flew over to they pair, I gave Ty a potion of regen and Adam a butter chestplate. I made sure to visit the top of Martin's statue for the two double chests. I got my silver chest plate, silver pants and a silver sword. I threw a splash potion of invisibility on Mitch and Jerome to help them. I then I type /server 59 d 30 (not real comand) That started death match in 30 seconds. I got out of gamemode and waited for the 14 people d-match, Preston didn't make it. Mitch had killed 12 people and I had none. Time to change that. The others still haven't got any kills except for Jerome who got the others. I teleported and went into battle. I killed a team of 3 right off the bat. Mitch and jerome had jump and used the cake trick to keep alive. Ty charge at me and I jump out of the way. I ran around in circles, hitting him until he exploded. I chase after a team of 4, I was trying to be the top Bacca. I place a tnt and blew the 4 off plus Adam. Really? 9, now the others who where raiding the d-match chests. I look over the side and place a tnt over the heads of Mitch and Jerome. I hit them before the tnt blew the up so I could get the kills. 11, last two were pretty easy considering they both had full silver and diamond booties. I won 13 kills. The other didn't even fight each other. I'm surprise.

Anyways I really hope they like that and also the people who are about to see my video. I posted it with a small counter for each kill. I close the server down so I could record a quick run pan shot of the place and posted it with the video. I lean back and open my mouth to yawn. I almost fell out of my chair when the yawn came out. I open my mouth to try making a sound and a whisper came out. I guess my voice was back but I still not going to trust anyone. I rolled up my sleeve and pick up my razor, no not my razor gear, and slice the small scars again. How does it heal so fast, I have no idea. I went back to drawing my new picture I was going to use for my picture. It was going to be good. I check my in-box and saw a bunch of messages. I open one of the emails and saw it was for Minecon. It seems like I was going. I saw a car out front that was going to take me to my house. They had finish cleaning it. I pack up everything including my posters. But I did leave a picture and letter for them. The picture was of the "scary" monster. I left and got in the car. I lookout the window and took a 10 minute nap. I open my eyes when the car stop. I got out and look at my old house. It was now mine. I didn't cry but felt like it. My parents use to live here with me. I open the front door and step into the living room. It still smelt like my parents. I set my bags down in my room and jump into my bed. I took a deep breath to make sure I wouldn't cry. I wanted to get my head away from the sadness. I open youtube and watch Mitch's newest video, the hunger games on my server.

"Hey dood, welcome back to the Hunger Games! We are here with a new map made by InfinityMidnight. My servers are down for some fixes and alot of you doods requested that I check out this girl. Any ways welcome Sky, Deadlox, Jerome, Bodil, Preston, Husky and Jason! So we gonna win the hunger deans." the video proceeds and this picks up at death match. "Biggums! lets do the cake glitch! on the count of three. 1 2 3 GO! We are safe." "Hey Mitch look at the feed, some ones about to top you as top bacca." "No, Jerome I'm sorry but I can't let anybody top me. Come here! No. TNT!" the message board said Bajancanadian was blow up by InfinityMidnight using TNT JeromeASF was blow up by InfinityMidnight using TNT. "Lets get back into the call with the others. Hey guys so that was a special edition og hunger games and I have to say this map if really good. I really like the statues." Ty mumbles"Yeah but she cheated." "Anyways I hope you doods enjoyed this special hunger games and slap that like button with your forehead. Check out everybidy's channels in the description below and the server. Goodbye."

I smiled and open up minecraft. Time to get on with the third video today. (She has a random upload schedule. One a day at 10 and if she feels like it, more but not always) I wanted to do hide and seek but didn't have any one to record with. I instead recorded some sprint map. "Hello my Starlights! I am back. My voice have came back some how. It will be a bit quiet but bear with me. So in honor of this wonderful moment, I have gotten a sprint map. I however do not have any one to record with. All of them are gone and I haven't been in touch with them a year. Let get started." I ran through the usual things and the map ended 6 minutes later. "Thank you for watching and bearing with me for a whole year as I struggled. I love all of you. Thank you my Starlights and until next time see you later." I ended and posted it. I stood up and place my laptop on my desk and look at the equipment on it. A lone tear finally slip out of my eyes. I went down stairs and open the refrigerator, I saw that the people had refilled it. I grab a bottle of water and open it. I sat down on the couch and look at the old photo albums. It was filled with pictures of me and my parents. I slammed it shut and curled up in a ball at the end of the couch. I place my head between my knees and cried. It hit me so hard that in the year, I lost the little friends I had and everyone close to me. At least in the orphanage there were some people who cared but here there is no one. After half an hour of crying, I laid there staring at the wall. I didn't feel like doing anything. I fell asleep after awhile, my head blank as a sheet of paper.

(listening to Skelly heart right now. Such a good song.)

I woke up and went to the bathroom. I look into the mirror and saw a contact case. It held my contacts that was colored. The color that I always love. I only wear it because I hated my eye color. It was ugly. I comb my hair and cover my left eye, leaving a silver and green eye. I put on a emerald green shirt and my silver jacket. Last I put on silver-blue jeans. That change who I look like completely. I lifted up the sleeve of the jacket and shirt to reveal the cuts. It was a light pink against my pale skin. It was throbbing still. I rolled it down and pack for Minecon. I pack my favorite dress, which is saying some thing cause I hate dresses, a couple of shirts and some jeans. Tomorrow I was going, really late email. I laid down on the bed and look at the roof, I still had the picture of the sky on there. I painted the sky and clouds so it look like I was laying outside. I sat back up and check my youtube. I got more subscribers than before, at least by 20,000. I was 10 thousand away from a million. I shrug and check who I was sub to. There were a couple more videos. I open one of the videos that I have already recorded and posted it. It was a speed art. I watch the video until it was 10 at night. I had to wake up at 5 so I went to sleep. I didn't want to go and see people but I always wanted to go to minecon. Two sides were fighting with each other. Oh well, there is no choice, I have to go even if I didn't want to go.