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Chapter 1

Routine

I must admit I'm a little bit jealous of the people who brag about how their lives are amazing.

When I say this to my team mates, they laugh, leaving me speechless.

Yes, because I, Hyuuga Hinata, have a… boring life. Well not boring, just…

Every day I wake up, I take a shower, I brush my teeth and my hair, I say 'good morning' to my sister Hanabi and my father, I take my breakfast and then I train all day, until it's time for dinner.

I mean… why can't I have an exciting life, full of colours and joy?

If some one hears me, they will definitely laugh at my face. I'm a kunoichi, a female ninja, so I should have an extra exciting life. But I don't.

The problem's my father, Hyuuga Hiashi. I am now 16, but when I became a Genin, a junior class ninja, I failed a lot. So my father has forbidden any type of dangerous missions, until I become a Jounin, an elite ninja. I am, at the moment, a Chuunin, a medium class ninja.

So, I only have easy missions, like babysitting or clean up houses.

It's not like I bother doing these things, but what hurts the most is the lack of confidence my father lies on me.

My cousin Neji always tries to cheer me up, saying that I will be a Jounin really soon. He is one, and I'm telling you, he is one of the greatest Shinobi that I have ever met in my life.

Him… and Uzumaki Naruto.

There's other thing that I hate in my life… my weakness.

Every time I see him, I stutter and blush a lot. And it's rare, but sometimes I even faint.

Brilliant, isn't it?

The last time I spoke to him, he asked me why wasn't I allowed of being part of difficult missions. I explained that my father had spoken with Lady Tsunade herself. And I reminded him that my father was the leader of one of the most old and respected clans in Konoha.

He nod and said a "well that's too bad… our missions were fun!"

Yes, I did have some missions with Naruto-Kun, when I was a Genin. They were truly difficult, but so fun!

But let's face it: he will never… look at me.

I don't think I'm ugly, I really don't, but I'm not… as alive, as Sakura-Chan or Ino-Chan…

I'm tall; I have long, indigo hair and big lavender eyes. My eyes are precious to my clan because of my Kekkei Genkai: the Byakuugan.

I'm just… plain. I'm not like Sakura-Chan, with baby pink hair, brilliant green eyes and a huge smile. She's really pretty.

And Naruto-Kun thinks the same way, since he loves her since he was little.

At the moment, Sakura-Chan and Naruto-Kun are only focused in one thing: To bring Uchiha-San back.

It is a sad story, one that I never did quite understood, but all I know is that Uchiha-San left the village to seek power, in order to avenge his clan.

I feel sorry, although I never talked with him. Of course I saw him a few times, but he was always so… scary.

I remember he was beautiful; you could ask any girl of Konohagakure. But his eyes were always so full of… sadness and sorrow… And he was so cold to almost every one…

Sakura-Chan loved him. She tried to keep him in Konoha, but he left any way.

If the thing I'm about to say wasn't so selfish, I would proclaim it out loud:

I hate Uchiha Sasuke for leaving the village. For letting Naruto-Kun feel miserable.

And… for breaking Sakura-Chan's heart.

I hate Uchiha Sasuke so much… because it's obvious that Sakura-Chan is starting to love Naruto-Kun!

I was surprised at myself with these thoughts.

I hate myself right now.

'I love him so much… and that's why I should let him be happy. With Sakura-Chan on his side.'

That was quite an ending. I started by talking about my routine, and I ended with my pillow soaped by my uncountable tears.