Lovino gripped the counter at this rate he would be late for school and on the first day two. But if he just left the pills there or threw them away his Grandfather would be angry. Groaning he let his head hit the counter with a solid thump and closing his eyes. He didn't want to take them, no he refused to take them. He could so clearly remember when he had gotten the forsaken pills so clearly.

FLASH BACK MODE ACTIVATED~

Lovino sat silently in a chair staring at the ground as his brother played with some toys in the corner of the room. Lately Nono had started taking Lovino to talk to an odd man who scared him. The man would ask about school, friends, and his relationship with Feli and Nono. And then the man would finally get around to what he was building up to his father. Lovino didn't know much about his father but Nono said he was somewhere where they could help him and that was enough for him. But the man didn't stop there he would ask about Romano . Romano didn't like the man and told Lovino not to talk to him but Nono made him so he had no choice. This made Romano angry and he had called Lovino names and pinched and poked him even pushing him down the stairs. Getting up Lovino edged toward the door planning to ask Nono if they could leave but stopped when he heard his father talking.

"Are you sure Roderich?"He heard Nono ask though his voice was slightly muffled by the door which was cracked open.

"That seems to be the case Romulus. It wouldn't be surprising things like this run in the familyhis father so its very likely."

"Feliciano doesn't have it though?"

"No he doesn't seem to show any of the symptoms like Lovino does...But we should still test him who knows."

"What should I do about Lovino though. He can not continue like this! He's being physically hurt by this I find bruises on him all the time and a couple weeks ago one of his 'friends' pushed him down the stairs!"

"If he's being physically then I'll prescribe him Haldol it's an anti-psychotic it should help as long as he takes it regularly. That's all we can do now if it gets any worse and the medication isn't helping we'll look into a hospital for a short period...for safety reasons of course"

"I don't want him to end up like his father..."

"Nobody wants that to happen to somebody that they care about. But it's unavoidable if he really is in need of that kind of mental care."

He heard a heavy sigh and the sound of chair against floor backing away Lovino strayed back to his chair and sat down. As he tried to decipher the adults confusing conversation he quickly shrugged it off and instead talked to his other friends.

FLASH BACK MODE DEACTIVATED~

Lovino heard a knock on the door and was brought back to reality as the door opened

"Lovi have you taken your pills yet?" His grandfather asked entering the room giving him a look that could kill.

"N-no" He said picking them up with shaking hands. The pills. Romano said that they hurt him he didn't want to hurt Romano. Scowling he was tempted to throw them across the room but then he would have to go to Roderich and talk it out again.

"Well hop to it and I'll give you a ride to" His grandfather winked leaving the bathroom for him to finish up.

"Okay Nono" He muttered watching the door close before quickly dropping them down drain and running the water.

'Thank you Lovino'

He heard Romano whisper followed by choruses of thank you that echoed through his head bouncing around. Romano wasn't his only friend of course but he was the only one he could see the others simply whispered to him when he felt lonely. But the other voices where mean and would often hiss insults at him. When he took the medicine they faded and the silence scared him because as bad as the insults where. The silence was ten times worse the silence scare him and made him angry.

He sighed exciting the bathroom and grabbing his bag waiting for his grandfather in the kitchen. A minute later his grandfather ran threw the room in his suit which meant he had to work so he wouldn't check the bathroom. That was a lucky break for Lovino sighing he trailed behind his grandfather climbing in the car. The car ride was silent due to the fact that his brother had chosen to ride the bus today. Once they arrived he climbed out of the car with a final wave toward his grandfather he faced the school dragging his feet as he entered the school.

It was safe to say that the day was boring just introductions and such. The only slightly interesting that happened was at the end of the day. As he packed his things up he felt someone tap his shoulder turning he came face to face with bright emerald eyes.

"Hola! My name is Antonio, you see I'm here to pass on a message from my friends! They told me to tell you to go back to the psycho house you came from." The boy snickered slightly obviously finding it somewhat funny.

Staring at him he felt tears well in his this made the other stop laughing and instead look slightly worried "H-hey they where just kidding! Don't cry it's okay!" He patted the other awkwardly and turned to run.

Of course Lovino was used to this so he simply let the voices lull him back into his happy place. Sighing the hurt still stung in his chest he didn't know why he had heard the insults so many times he could usually just brush them off but this time it was different he just couldn't. Sighing he grabbed his bag and made his way out of the school ending another day. He would push himself through another year somehow he would have to he would just have to.

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Okay these first five chapters will come fast they just need to be typed and edited and then posted. After that it will most likely take a little longer since I right in class instead of taking notes XD