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You lay down on the bed with your hand under the pillow and your arm over your stomach, just to imagine he's there.

You looked at yourself in the mirror placing both hands on your flat stomach, a small smile forming but you didn't know why. Looking up you see Beck's reflection behind you standing in the doorframe with a grin on his face.

"What's going on?"

Opening your eyes you looks out the window and see the night sky with the stars brightly shinning. You turn around and see that his side of the bed is empty. Squinting your eyes you look at the clock. 3:00am. Great. Kicking the covers off you pull yourself out of bed and walks out of the room and to the stairs.

He's sitting on the couch leaning forward elbows on his knees and hands in his hairs. You quietly walk down the stairs and sit down beside him. Running your hand down his back and he finally moves and lays his head down on your lap. He smiles lightly and plays with one of your hands that's laying on his stomach. His touch is calming and you just feel, safe.

"We're all going out today apparently." He murmured. You don't want to go, you really don't want to go. But you don't want to fight, you really don't. So you just nod your head slowly and kiss his forehead. You ignore the redness in his eyes and his tear stained cheeks. And that breaks your heart. Well even more than it already is.

The next morning you wake up from your not so peaceful sleep from the buzzing of your phone. Picking it up you blink a couple of times before rolling your eyes.

From;; André

Hey Jade, we're almost at your house be up and readY we're going to the beach.

You sigh and nudge Beck slightly before he opens his eyes with a tired "Hmm?"

"André just texted me. We're going to the beach apparently." He groans but nods because he was the one that told you specifically that both of you were going. No arguments were made, so he thinks you actually want to do this. Raising up he gets up from the couch and holds out his hand, you hold onto it letting him pull you up before both of you go upstairs and pack your bags.

Setting out your towel you look around and sit down. No one's really around because you all showed up a little early, but people would be here soon crowding the sand and going around in the ocean, well even more people than who's already here.

You run your hand up your pale arms thanking god that Andre put this umbrella up before they went to get drinks. You hear laughter and turn around seeing a young couple walking with their four year old daughter, well you suppose she's four. You sigh and turn around. Wishing, fucking wishing that you put up an argument with him just not to come.

"Excuse me." You look up and see a small boy staring at you with his big brown eyes and you close your eyes before opening them again.

"Yes?" You want to yell at him, tell him to go away- leave you alone. But you can't.

"I can't find my mommy. Do you know where she is? She's about your height but a little taller, blonde hair and tanned skin." You raise up and look around.

"Jade." Turning around you see the others walking towards you as Beck hands you your bottle of water.

"Who are you looking for Jadey?" You ignore 'Jadey' because you really don't want to hear Cat yell "What's That Suppose To Mean" and then go into a story about her brother.

"I'm just helping this little boy find his-" When you look down you see no one. Nothing, but sand. "Mom." The others look at you weird and you feel like screaming. You're not crazy, you are not fucking crazy.

"Jadey? You weren't even talking to a little boy. We didn't see him. Even when we were walking towards you." You glare at all of them before sitting down.

"Drop it." You ignore Beck's worried glances and how 'awkward' the group became. You feel Beck sit hisself behind you before pulling you into his chest, and it gives you- comfort. But you're still not fucking crazy.

The car rides silent. It bugs Tori. You let out a dry laugh when you look out the window and see a dad walking out of a store with his daughter.

"You know what's pissing me off?" Beck turns around quickly to watch you but you're still staring out the window.

"What Jade?" You snap your head towards Robbie before looking out the window again watching the buildings pass by.

"Kids. Fucking little baby's, and toddlers. They seem to be everywhere. Y'know? Every fucking where I look." You see Beck close his eyes and turn around. And you're pissed off even more. Why is it alway you that show's emotion? Come to think of it, he has never really shown emotion about any of this to anyone except his self!

"Jade listen. It happened for a reason, but because this happened it doesn't mean you have to be a BITCH all the time and hate us for everything! I think these past few weeks you've been bitter, way bitter than before." You don't know why but Tori's words hurt, but what cuts your heart even more- Beck doesn't say ANYTHING. Not a damn word.

"André stop the car." He looks up at you in the review mirror and Beck turns around quickly to look at you.

"Don't worry I'm not going to hurt your fucking precious Tori." The car comes to a stop about a mile away from your house so why the hell not? Opening the door you get out and make your way on the sidewalk.

You hear another car door slam but you keep walking because you don't care. He runs in front of you holding onto your arms as André turns the car around and leaves.

"What is wrong with you?" You look up at him with anger clearly in your eyes.

"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with ME? Oh NOTHING! Everything's just great and amazing in my world. Yep! I'm sure not upset because I had a son die a few weeks ago! And I'm sorry for showing my emotions about it to!"

"Showing emotion? What the fuck does that have to do with anything."

"A lot Beck. A lot. I've barely seen you upset over this! It makes me feel like you don't care!" Now you can see anger in his eyes, that burning fire that you barely ever see and you notice how his hands tighten around your arms just a little to hard.

"You think I don't care? You think I don't fucking care? Jade, I care soo much! So much that it's fucking killing me."

"Yeah? Well if it hurt you that bad, you'd be dead already." You push past him and begin walking only to feel his presence right beside you, and cue the safe feelings that run through out your body.

Authors Note;; Shorter than I wanted it but, oh well. I hope you liked it. Oh and don't worry I'm not one of those people who make Tori the bitch in the story. They're going to have a close bond- but she only said all that to get her to try and snap out of it but it hurt Jade a little. Don't worry they'll make up. If you even care.