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I got out of the carriage after a silent ride, tears now openly falling, Undertaker slightly waved his hand goodbye with obvious despair in his eyes, "bye." signaled the driver then left. As the carriage was leaving, I just stood there watching him leave knowing it was the end. Later that night, like a child I cried my heart out into the sheets and somehow I ended waking up the morning, 'right…I cried myself to sleep'.

Its been a week now…

I slowly walked at one of the rooftops hoping to ease up the lonliness I was feeling in my heart, finding the soul to be reaped, it was in an attic of an old abandoned building, I looked at the corpse then at the record for verification,

'Benjamin Martinez,

age 29,

birth date July 21 1821,

details of death :'….hmm todays date…'Sept 28, 1850, multiple stab wounds, 11 to be exact, looks like a small pocket knife, I scribbled as I collected the soul using my scythe.

Not interested at all in looking at his cinematic record and just hoping it finish quickly. After a minute it was done, I left and jumped out thru the window meeting my partner, who collected the soul of the perp who killed my guy apparently he regretted his deed and picked a fight with a few thugs that ended with him stabbed by the weapon he used to kill the other guy.

Undertaker he hasn't even contacted me at all, he just simply vanished out of my reach just like that, right after our activity, as of the moment I feel so empty inside, I would once in a while glanced at Ronald my partner, after every mission he would always come with me, and he would say that he wanted to court me, make me his forever and always or sometimes he would just say random sweet nothings to me like I was his soul mate or something of that sort

"William, I'll take you to your apartment" he said happily

I looked at him, although he had pure intentions of me I couldn't hurt his feelings and say no, so I just continue to say 'I'll think about it' he asks whether or not we should date,

I smiled at him as I answered 'But Ronald isn't your place so far from here?" I agreed anyway then looked down while I made it look to him that I was 'counting' my footsteps thou my mind was partially zoning out.

"Naah~ its still early, besides if I can just phase directly in the doorstep of my apartment"

I looked at him wide eyed, then laughed knowing that it was actually easier than walking to my place, 'Oh well, old human habits don't die easy' "You…why don't you just give up on a boring person like me"

"Nope! I don wanna~ besides I love you"

I fell silent, then my thoughts flew to memories of Undertaker then back to Ronald and then I realized something to myself, 'I really loved Undertaker but he didn't love me back and as of the moment Ronald Knox loves me…but I don't love him'. We just talked for a while about our soul collection, missions to look foreward and whatever came up.

Goodness me, maybe this is just life, maybe its telling me to move on. Maybe there are just things that can't be yours no matter how hard you try to get it. ''woah that was deep…maybe", but to be honest that's all I seem to be thinking about since Undertaker said he doesn't love me.

I laughed. Ronald looked at me in surprise. "Oie, I…er….William, Are you OK?"

"Yea I'm just fine, Ron, its nothing" thankfully he bought it and just shrugged it off.

And just like that walking alone didn't feel that long when you have someone around, we arrived at my apartment building, Ronald and I just said our goodbyes outside since the landlady didn't want any publicly displayed affections in her buildings' halls, besides it was night time and and he didn't want any sex related incidents going on in the wee hours of the night.

"You know what…"

"What?"

"I really thought well, more like hoped that this little fling of ours will blossom into something deeper Will, as you know I was going to be fine if at first there's no love so long as you say you say you'd wanna date me."

"I-I well…I really want to Ronald, I really want to love you its just that I- "

" I really wanted to love you, I really do, you're so honest and pure. And you really love me, its just that I cant bring myself to lie to myself and think its true love when its not, I'm sorry"

Deepen our fling? How come when my and Undertakers and my love didn't 'blossom' even though we have known each other for a long time, in my hopes that our love will deepen.

Is it a bad idea if…I make Ronald my 'band-aid' so I can move on? And hopefully forget my affections towards Undertaker? I'm …. I- I don't know what to do anymore.

To be continued...maybe

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