"I just went because I wasn't feeling well and the doctor told me… I had a fever" I thought about revealing the miscarriage but its better he doesn't know.
"Well he made me miss my photo shoot, you okay babe because I got to go" he said rushing to leave and not even caring about what I just revealed.
"Why can't you stay?" I pouted once again.
"You know I got to go but I'll call you tonight" he said kissing my forehead and rushing to leave.
"He better not be here when I call" he said meanly eyeing Nicky.
"He won't" I probably lied; Nicky was a close friend her could stay in the guest room.
"Bye" he said meanly then he closed the door.
"Your lieing" Nicky said eyeing me immediately after Austin had left.
"No I'm not what are you talking about" I said walking away towards my room but he just followed.
"Kaylie I know you and you guys were already having troubles, so what's the problem" he paused "Tell me you're not cheating on him again" he asked wide-eyed about to give me a speech like my father.
"No! I never even cheated on him we were on a break" I yelled with my hands in the air I was tired of everyone accusing me of cheating.
Every time Austin saw me near a guy he would say that to me.
I made one mistake, and we weren't even together because we were having problems and I hooked up with one guy and I was honest enough to tell him and he still holds it over my head.
And that's his excuse whenever I see him with a girl he says "Et least I'm not cheating like you".
I was sick of it.
"So then what?" Nicky asked sitting next to me on the bed.
"If I tell you this you can't tell anyone and you definitely can't tell Austin" I pleaded looking away.
"Ok" he said, "Well this morning me and Austin got into a big fight over birth control because we'd had sex the other night unprotected and he was saying it was my fault because he told me he wasn't using a condom and I told him I had birth control but I forgot that I didn't take it that week and then we took a pregnancy test and Austin had found the one that was negative and he got excited and left and then I found all the other ones that read positive and I knew I was pregnant then me and Austin had sex and the doctor said we were too rough or something and the baby had died" at this point I was crying my eyes out and letting it all out.
"It's my entire fault I killed my baby, I killed me and Austin's baby" I sobbed into Nicky's lap.
"It's not your fault Kaylie how were you supposed to know" he said soothing my hair as I lay in his lap.
"No it was my fault I should've knew not to have sex right after that but I'm stupid and I don't know anything and I was scared to tell Austin because he'd be mad at me".
"Kaylie you got to tell him" Nicky said getting up.
"Where you going" I asked curious wiping the tears.
"I got to pick my sister up from practice at the rock" he said grabbing his bag and walking towards the front door. "Wait I'm coming" I said grabbing one of my Gucci bags and putting on a pair of Nikes.
When we got to the rock there were a lot of paparazzi waiting for me and Nicky.
"Hey Kaylie cheating again" one of them smiled and said; I turned around and was about to hit him when Nicky grabbed my hand and took me into the rock.
"Kaylie you can't let them get to you" he said looking at me seriously.
"I know I'm sorry won't happen again".
"Oww" I moaned from the sharp pain I got in my stomach.
"You okay" Nicky asked.
"Ya just cramps I guess" But this did not feel like cramps it was like a kick, but I ignored it.
As Nicky went to his little sister I walked over to Payson who was there with her daughter.
"Hey Pay, How's my favorite godchild doing" I said rubbing Cara's stomach who had just turned 3.
"Good, so how's it going with convincing Austin about having a baby, did you do what I told you" she asked whispering.
I laughed "Yes but he got really pissed and I can't do that again" I said remembering this morning.
"Well do it one more time and if you don't get pregnant then you can give up with tricking" she said carrying Cara up and walking out the rock and I followed behind.
The paparazzi had cleared out and I was alone to talk to Payson. "Payson do you feel this" I said putting her hand on my stomach she pulled away in shock.
"Oh my god, are you pregnant?" she yelled loud enough I thought for the world to hear.
"Shhh I think maybe, but I can't tell Austin" I said disappointed.
"You're going to have to tell him soon you're starting to show
"I am" I asked cradling my little belly bump.
"Oh my god I am what am I going to do" I asked panicking I had to go to a photo shoot for my album tomorrow. "Calm down just cover it I guess, I'm sorry but I got to go Sasha's waiting for me at Spruce juice" she smiled walking Cara along.
"There you are" Nicky said "I was looking all over, turns out my mom already picked her up" he said chuckling.
We got into my car and drove off.
What I hadn't noticed was the one paparazzi kneeling behind a car.
"This is going to be good, Kaylie Cruz pregnant with Austin Tuckers child this will be good for the magazines and I'm going to get them all out before tonight.
I dropped Nicky off at his house and drove to mine as soon as I walked through the door I took my clothes off and got into the hot tub, and then the phone rang.
"Hello" I answered calmly.
"What the hell Kaylie, are you pregnant" the other guy on the other line asked.
" It's not yours and how do you even know" I said into the phone.
"It's in the magazines everywhere; singer with child, so then it's your little boyfriends" he asked.
"Look tom what I did with you was a mistake and you promised you wouldn't tell Austin" I pleaded.
"I'm not but I'm pretty sure he known's you're pregnant, so bye" he said hanging up.
I swear to god if tom tells Austin that it was him I cheated on Austin with this relationship will be over.
Of course he's going to tell him I thought he's, his agent. All of a sudden the phone rang "Hello" I asked frantically.
"Yeah Hi Babe" he said calmly.
"I'm sorry I was going to tell you I just knew you'd be mad" I said shutting my eyes waiting for the yelling.
"Tell me what" he asked lost.
"You don't know" I asked lost he hadn't seen the magazine yet.
"Kaylie tell me what" he repeated louder this time.
I took a long pause "I'm pregnant" I said quietly.
He didn't talk for what felt like forever "No because I saw the test" he said confused and sure of himself.
"That wasn't the right one" I corrected quickly.
"How many weeks are you" he asked curious and sad at the same time.
"I don't know we've been having unprotected sex for the last couple of weeks" I said feeling bad for lieing.
"You told me It was just that once that you lied to me" he said feeling no sympathy at all.
"I lied" I said as I began to cry.
"How the hell am I supposed to trust you when you cheat on me, and trick me into a pregnancy" he said sad now.
"I'm sorry babe I don't know what I was thinking" I said crying a river.
"Do you ever think babe" he yelled into the phone.
"I'm sorry I got to a photo shoot now we'll handle this when I get back" he said hanging up.
I got out of the tub wrapped myself in a towel lied on the bed and just cried myself to sleep.
The next day I woke up early for my photo shoot got dressed quickly and drove myself to work as I got there I was a little late and the Miriam my good friend the fashion designer told me to take my clothes off.
As I did she looked at me in awe "Kaylie baby we told you to wait to get pregnant she sighed looking at my little baby bump."
I'm sorry it just happened" I said looking at my stomach and the size zero dress she threw at me.
"You know Ronald's going to be mad darling" she said touching my stomach at that second the baby kicked to the cold touch of her hands and she covered her mouth I amazement.
I laughed "Has daddy felt your killer kick yet" she asked laughing. "No but I feel it" I giggled.
"Ooo that's right he's in San Diego" she said rubbing my stomach once again.
"What's that" a familiar annoying voice asked."Kaylie we told you to wait you couldn't keep your legs closed for 1 month or at least use the rubber (condom) or go on the pill" Ronald asked touching my stomach.
" I'm sorry he hadn't been using a condom and I forgot about birth control and it's my entire fault" I said sorry.
"It's okay but we have to change some stuff around though, wow your baby is going to be adorable with Austin's eyes and you hair" he smiled rubbing my stomach.
All of a sudden my phone rang "Hello" I asked "Hey babe it's me I just wanted to see how Ronald took it with the whole baby thing" he said soothing me through the phone.
"Fine, so you're not mad anymore" I asked.
"A little mad but I'm going to be a dad can't stay mad at you I got to go but I love you and baby Ashley" he said laughing.
I laughed "You still thinks it's going to be a girl" I asked.
"I know it is" he responded.
"I think it's a boy he's got a killer kick" I laughed. "I missed her first kick" he sighed "Well I got to go I love you" he said. "I love you to bye".
Everything was slowly getting better things were turning around for me.
"Wow" a familiar rock star voice said. "Hey Damon, what are you doing here aren't you supposed to be on tour" I asked confused.
He walked over to me "I'm recording a single with you and I guess this little guy to" he said pointing to my stomach.
Just as I thought things were getting better, I and Damon had a lot of sexual tension hopefully this baby would stop me.