knock knock knock

I got up from my movie, hoping that was my pizza.

"What are you doing here?" I said in a shocked tone as he kissed me.

"Babe, I didn't wanna leave you sitting here alone. I saw Lita rush out, and I know that match was hard on you two... So, here I am. I got movies!" Johnny smiled at me, knowing I'd let him in.

"You are so evil!" I said as I let him in. In a way, I was happy to see him. Movies are always more enjoyable when cuddled up with someone special.

"So, whatcha watchin?" He asked.

"City of Angels."

"Oh, coolness! I like Nicholas Cage. I prefer Ghost Rider personally, but, this will do."

I giggled at his response, and walked back over to the bed. He had already made himself at home, so I laid down next to him, cuddling carefully into position. Once we got comfortable, he hit play. At this point, I don't even remember a single thing that happened in that movie. Sure, I was watching it, but I was very much so lost in thought. Johnny or Drew... Drew or Johnny... Part of me is very glad to be cuddled up with Johnny right now... but the other half, it wants Drew. It wants me to kick johnny out of my room, out of my bed, out of my life... But, we all know that can't happen. The WWE is a small world. As long as we were both signed, we'd always be near each other, making this love triangle that much more confusing.

knock knock knock

Johnny slid out from under me and answered the door. It was just my pizza. He payed for it, and brought it in, setting it on the foot of the bed.

"Hungry babe?"

"Starved!"

We ate that whole pizza in about ten minutes. Wrestlers are known for their hearty appetites, after all. Laying in bed with Johnny once more, I find myself lost in thought. I feel his hand running through my hair, his arm around me, and I feel safe. I'm content. It's not how it should be. But, it could be a lot worse. My eyes start to burn from my exhaustion, and I give in, closing them and cuddling into the warmth his body is giving mine. "He is an amazing guy. Millions of girls would die to be where I am right now," I thought to myself. I pondered on this until I felt myself slowly doze off. In his arms, not in my beloved's.