Disclaimer – Not mine, never will be, but how I wish I owned Sam and Dean.

A/N – This is my first Supernatural fic so please be gentle, constructive criticism is welcome but please no flames.

This story is set sometime during season 1, so John is still alive.

Warnings- probably some swearing, and mentions of abuse it later chapters but not too detailed. And of course the usual violence that comes along with writing a Supernatural fic.

Summary – A hunt reveals secrets that were never meant to be revealed. When secrets are discovered will the Winchesters ever be the same again? will Dean ever be able to look up to his father again? angsty!sam, angsty!dean, hurt!sam, mean!john.

I Never Knew

Previously

"Aah little Sammy Winchester!" Said the demon smirking evilly, "I've been looking forward to meeting you."

"Yeah, well here I am, what do you want from me?" Sam replied.

"Revenge."

Chapter 1

"Revenge!?" repeated Sam incredulously,

"I haven't done anything to you!"

"Maybe you haven't done anything to me personally but you have sent many demons to Hell, and boy most of those demons were my friends!" the demon replied angrily.

"But the last straw came when you sent my son to Hell! You will pay for that! and I know just how to do it."

"Oh yeah? How's that?" Came Deans snarky reply from across the room.

"Patience Dean, I'm getting to it." The demon said casually not taking his eyes off of Sam.

"You see, I have some special abilities you could say. I can reach deep into your mind and pull out your darkest, ugliest, most feared secret, and show it to the world." The demons lips curved upwards in a smirk as he gazed at Sam, noticing the widening of his eyes.

'Oh god!' Thought Sam, 'he wouldn't, he couldn't know THAT secret, the one he had never told anyone not even Dean! the only people who knew where himself and his dad and he had planned on it staying that way until he died. God, I beg you please don't let Dean find out, especially not now, not like this!'

"That's all?" Dean laughed unaware of Sam's inner turmoil, "Surely you can do better that that!?"

"Maybe it doesn't matter much to you if your secrets are told, but Sammy here? Well I think he's a whole different story." The demon turned to look at Dean stepping away from Sam to give the older Winchester a clear look at his little brothers face.

Dean's forehead creased in concern at he noted the white pallor of Sam's face.

He wondered what terrible secret Sam must have, to make him look like that?

Well, maybe he was about to find out.

TBC

A/N: So there you go, chapter 1. Sorry for the cliffhanger and that it's so short. I should be able to post Chapter 2 within the next week hopefully, thanks for reading and thanks to the people who reviewed the prologue.

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