sorry it took so long...but here it is and thanks Edward.love.of.my.existance for helping me out. If it wasn't for her this chapter wouldn't be here give her bunches of thanks :) and sprry for da bad grammer...I think I forgot to send this to my beta..ANYWHO! READ AND ENJOY :)

BPOV

I haven't seen Edward for 3 whole days! While everyone else has their boyfrieds and stuff! It's not fair! I have no one to do nice stuff for me! Like give me their lolipop or their chipies!

"Hey Bella are you hungry sweet heart? I made you favorite. Mac and Cheese with bacon bits." My mommy said

"NO! I DON'T WANT THAT! I WANT TO SEE EDWARD! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yelled and stormed off towards my room. I can't believe them, they know how much I'm hurting, how dare they try and place food in my mouth. Wait did she say mac and cehhse with bacon bits?

I stormed out of my room and ran as fast as i could back towards the kitchen. I bumped into mommy making her about to drop my favotire food dish.

"Mommy, I would most certainly love some mac and cheese with bacon bits pwease." I was willing to beg if I have to. She looked at me with all the love in her eyes and gave me the food.

"Thanks mommy, I love you!." I began digging in. It tasted so yummyful. I enjoyed every bit...but someting just wasn't right...someting in it was off...I decided to finally look at what i was eating...SHE MIXED PEAS IN MY MAC AND CHESSY USED TOO BE YUMMY BACON BITS! I started hypervnlating. during this whole ordeal mommy was just sitting there laughing at me. her face was red and she was bout to burst into tears.

"What's so funny? If it's this nastyfying green stuff you call food it ain't that funny." I said trying to figure out why she was laughing so hard.

"O..o sweet heart it's not the peas it was your face! It was totally priceless! I wish I could have caught it on camera!" She exclaimed tryiing not to laugh while saying her sentence.

"Oh mommy please." i said while rolling my eyes. Than I just got up and walked off, I didn't see a point in staying there much longer. Obviouisly my presence wasn't wanted as much as I thought it was.

What was i thinking about earlier? I know it was something of vital importance...But what? Ugh! what was it?! Or...who was it? since I wasn't getting anywhere I decided to go and ask mommy what I could have possibly been thinking about.

"MOMMY! I NEED HELP! HURRY COME QUICK!" I yelled. A few seconds later I heard mommy running as fast as she could...hum...I wonder why.

"Baby, baby what is it? are you okay?!" she asked clearly out of breath and her face filled with worry.

"Mommy what's that matter? And of course I'm okay, I only have a question. Silly mommy." what is her problem?

"oh sweetheart, don't call my name like that anymore okay? Unless your hurt, sick, or somebody you dont know if looking at you funny." she said with sterness I have never heard her use before.

"Sure, anywho! I have a big dilemma here! Okay, like, what was i thinking about before you gave me my dinner? I know it was important, but I just can't figure out what it was...Hum...What was it mommy?"

"Oh...uh...let me think...I have no clue! I'm sorry sweetheart. I guess that I'm going to go now. Get ready for bed now, see ya in a minute." She quickly left the room. To quick, leaving me without a chance to say anything to her. Hum..odd.

I quickly took my bath and climed into bed, mommy and daddy came in and said good night and than that quickly I was in dreamland. I had an ocward dream. I didn't want to have this dream. But I now do remember what I was thinking about earlier.

I'm running, why am I running. I want to stop, I'm exhausted but I can't. I keep running forward. It seems as though I'm in a forest, I look to my right I see someone...Very tall, bronze-hair and was so beautiful. Probably around 16, or 17. I can't really tell. The angel had striking green eyes. He seemed as though he didn't have a care in the world. happy. I look behind us and I man that looks just like the angel standing next to me. we're far ahead of him though.

This is all too weird. why are we running from that man? Why hasn't a word even been spoken? Well I guess it's time to change that. When i did decided to talk for some reason I started moving my hands in really weird ways. I didn't even seem to understand what I was doing. The angel looked at me. His eyes imidently showed sadness. No! why did I make this angel sad? What did I say?

"Bella..." That voice...so familiar. But where have I heard it?

Than I woke up to the sound of my door opening. Daddy walked in, I guess to wake me up.

"Good morning princess, how did you sleep?" he asked groggily.

"fine daddy. Um...what should I wear today?" he pointed towards one of my regular blue jeand and a beautiful lime green shirt, with flipflops. Hum...I guess that's what I'm wearing.

After I had gotten dresses and ate breakfast, I went to school, today Daddy drove me. as we pulled up I saw a black car in front of us. and the one and only stepped out. I couldn't believe it, I quickly kissed daddy goodbye and ran out of the car. I caught up to him and gave him a huge hug.Edward.I thouht as I coutinued to cut off the circulation in his body. I looked at his face and saw a slight hint of pain on his face and eyes. I immmidently let go. He started breathing heavily.

He looked at me and smiled. I'm so happy he's back. He gave me a small hug in return. Since I membered that I couldn't talk to him i took out a piece of paper from my bookbag as we walked into the school. We went into his classroom, We sat down at his desk and I began writing.

(Bella,Edward)

So. where did you go? I quickly and illegibly scribbled down. As he read it he picked up his pencil and began writing.

Um...I was hurt so I stayed home. He wrote in his beautifully legible writing.

What hurt you?

My dad. As I read this I was so confused. Why did his dad hurt him? My daddy doesn't hurt me.

(a/n) Sorry this took so long guys. Since school started, I'm pretty sure this is my only weekend without any real homework..lol. anywho! please review and forgive me...i know its short. I will be forever loving you guys! :)

Jesus wanted me to tell you that he loves you and don't let go ;)