Chapter 2 ( Edward's POV ) :
It was getting out of control , my relationship with Bella was getting worse , she had been acting weirdly these past weeks , we have been fighting a lot these days , whenever I talk with her it's more like as if I'm talking with my-self when we spend our time together at her home or at mine it wasn't fun anymore , I don't feel connected with her anymore , it was as if I don't know her anymore , anyway I decided to go to her house and have a heart to heart to know what's wrong with her . talk
I was so close to her house when I didn't see her track which means that she wasn't there , I took my phone from my pocket and tried to call her but she wasn't answering , I didn't know what should I do , should I wait for her at her room or should I take this chance and talk Charlie who was clearly at home to know what was wrong with Bella I big part of me knew that talking with Charlie won't help so I've decided to go to my home and spend some time there until she comes back .
I went back to home to find that Rosalie was the only one there , Carlisle was at the hospital , and the rest were hunting , she was at living room watching a fashion show even thought that Rosalie isn't into fashion she watches those shows a lot .
" why are you here early ? "
" maybe because this my home as much as it's yours "
" I didn't mean it like that , why aren't you with your pet ?" even after her heart to heart talk with Bella she still hates her she only did that to me .
" I didn't find her at home "
" Edward I wanted to tell you something from a long time but I don't want you to get mad at me "
" and since when do you care about me getting mad or not ?! "
" Edward you know that I care deeply about you "
" whatever what did you want to tell me about ? "
" I don't like your relationship with Bella I know that I told you that a lot before but I want you to meet other girls go on dates and know what you truly like … I think that you are dating Bella because she accepted who you are not because you love her or find anything in common with her .. there are many girls out there Edward maybe you should talk to other girls more know more about them who knows you might find your other half "
I wanted to shout at her and tell her that me and Bella are perfect together , tell her that she was my other half that we knew each other better than anyone else but somehow I knew she was right , of course I had some relationships before but they were only to full my sexual needs .
" as much as I hate to say it but I think you are right " she didn't seem surprised when I said that .
" I know that I'm right .. she isn't good for you , first of all she is nothing like you , you two have nothing in common , the only thing you have in common that both of you like the same kind of music , she doesn't seem like that kind of girl you would pick , it's summer time Edward why don't you go out meet some girls and have fun "
" I can't rose I'm still dating her "
" so what breakup with her , just please think seriously about it "
" can we just change the subject know "
" ok , sure .. what do you think about this dress ? personally I loved it looks amazing what about you ? " she was pointing at a red short dress on the screen .
" seriously ?! … ok I think I should leave now "
" where are you going ? please don't say you are going to your pet's house "
" Rosalie don't call her by that name … and no I'm going for a walk "
"ok then , have fun " I was walking fast I didn't know where I was going to all what I knew that I was in the middle of the forest , I don't know what happened to my relationship with Bella all what I know that it wasn't same anymore and that I had to do something fast about this .
