Just so you know, this is not going to be very similar to the series or manga. In this one, nothing happened between Usami and Hiroki. There's the crush of course but nothing has happened. I changed the ages a little too because I really like doing things like that, so please do not be confused. Remember, this is supposed to be nothing too similar to the show.
It had been a few days since Nowaki had saved Hiroki from himself. Since then, Nowaki hadn't come to see Hiroki. Nowaki had dropped Hiroki off at his house and said he would come to visit him the next day. He never came. Hiroki, age 25, had never felt so alone while lying down on his roof and staring at the starry sky. He had pushed all suicidal thoughts out of head and once again became Kamijou the Devil. He swore to himself that he would never feel that way again. He ashamed of himself, that he had ever come to that. He swore to himself that he would never surrender himself to the feeling that made him feel weak.
'I hope that I never see him again.' He thought, but knew he was only lying to himself. He closed his eyes, letting the cold air cling on to his skin. 'I feel betrayed.'
"Hiroki, you on the roof again?" A voice asked from below him. Hiroki rolled over on his stomach and dragged himself over to the edge and peeked over. Usami Akihiko was standing a few feet in from his door and was staring up at Hiroki.
"Get down." Usami commanded, but jokingly said. "Gonna jump?" Hiroki glared at Akihiko, but slid down the pole that connected to the roof. When he reached the ground he brushed off the dust that coaxed its self all over the front of Hiroki's shirt.
"What do you want?" Hiroki demanded his brow furring.
"I brought you a new book." replied Usami. He pulled a book out his bag and handed it to Hiroki. Hiroki stared at the cover. "A True Collection of Suicide Letters." Hiroki felt his heart sink as he thought of his own attempt at suicide. He had certain urge to throw the book and grab the razor from his bathroom.
'Stop this.' He commanded himself. 'You need to get over this No more thoughts like this.' Usami stared at him intently with confusion.
"What?" Hiroki commanded. Usami reached out and gently touched Hiroki's cheek with his finger. When he brought his hand back, a single tear rested on his finger. Hiroki, ashamed of himself, handed the book back to Usami and ran into his apartment. Usami knocked on the door.
"Open up!" He shouted once, but gave up all too soon. Hiroki made his way to his bedroom and collapsed in the bed. The voices started in his head again.
"You ugly person, thinking such things. The only reason that man saved you was because he doesn't want anyone to have to clean up the mess you'd make if you ever did die. Just give up already. What's the point of you meaningless life? You have no one. No one. They all died because they didn't want to see you anymore. They crashed the car on purpose so they wouldn't have to live with the shame of ever having you. The only reason you Uncle come to see you it hurt you. He hates you for what you've done. You're nothing but a little….."
Hiroki wouldn't let it finish. He got up and started throwing the books on his shelf at the wall.
"Shut up! Shut up! Shut!" he screamed as he threw a book at the lamp next to his bed. He stormed through the house shouting shut up and throwing the many book that piled up in house al the walls. The voice yelled back at him.
"Worthless. Worthless. Worthless!"
The bell rung and both the voice and Hiroki stopped. Hiroki made his way to the door and unlocked it slowly. He sighed and opened it.
"And who might you…" Hiroki started but stopped. "N…Nowaki?"
What did you think. It may be a little boring right now, but I'll do my best to get better. I'm not really planning this trough. Whatever idea that pops into my head will usually be used. If you have any ideas, please do tell me them and I'll do my best to see if I'd like to use them in the story. I was thinking of using the other characters from the show, but I will probably be mostly focused on this one since it's my favorite. :p Probably won't be using Shinobou or Miyagi, and if I do they'll be totally different from their original characters so chill out.