This is another songfic for Bade. The song is Ever Fallen in Love by The Buzzcocks.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own neither Victorious or the song Ever Fallen in Love.
However enjoy i know its abit OOC but i still enjoyed writing it.
'You spurn my natural emotions
You make me feel I'm dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
And that's worse'
Jade's POV
Beck was standing across the hall surrounded by girls like normal; I could feel the pain swell in my chest. Why wasn't I good enough, why did he have to flirt with all the other girls? He knew how I felt, how I compared myself to them. They were slimmer, prettier, better liked and the thought that most of them were a better match for him was never far from my mind yet he continued to let them drool all over him. If I didn't scream and shout at them to remind them he had a girlfriend he sure as hell wouldn't remind them. No-one realises the pain I feel when he acts like this how I feel like dirt and inadequate. Shocker – the wicked witch has a heart and she can be hurt. Ya well its true I do I may be a colossal bitch at times but I'm still human so I am vulnerable when it comes to love. No-one doubts I love Beck they just don't realise how much that love hurts me. I only overreact because I don't want to show any one my weakness. I continue watching the scene in front of me for a matter of minutes debating what to do. Beck looks up and as he catches my eyes and holds my gaze I make my decision. Instead of going over and trailing the hair of every single one of their heads like I would normally do I simply turn and walk out the doors of HA.
Beck's POV
I'm getting my books from my locker surrounded my girls praising me on various things from my acting to my hair. I would say this is just a normal day but it's not because there has been no screaming yet from my beautiful yet overly jealous girlfriend Jade. I don't feel the need to remind the girls about Jade because I expect she will show up soon and remind them herself in her own typically bitchy way. That's just how it works between me and Jade, Im the calm and collected person in the relationship and she is the angry, jealous over the top one. However it's surprising she hasn't shown u yet we both came from the same class, even if she was held back by an over-excited Cat who was literally bouncing with joy at her new purchase from the sky store, a new and improved pair of moonboots. Don't ask me how they are improved I didn't stick round to hear. I look up to see if my girlfriend is near so I can be ready to tackle hurricane Jade when it attacks only to find her standing staring straight t my locker and the girls surrounding me at it. I lock eyes with her and see the hurt that she never lets others see. To others Jade is an impenetrable person who can't be broke, she is just seen as an utter bitch. No-one understands why I feel in love with her, no-one thinks she is right for me and they all feel our relationship is dysfunctional and unhealthy but I do love her. I love her with every fibre of my being and it because I'm one of the very few people that get to see the real Jade West that I know it isn't wrong for me to love her. Others think she's someone I shouldn't have fallen in love with but I disagree. I expect the full reign of her anger to start as I look in her eyes but instead of the hurt being covered by anger I watch as those beautiful eyes fill with tears and then break away from my gaze as she turns and walks away. This is not typical behaviour from my girlfriend so I push through the girls to chase after her.
'Ever fallen in love with someone?
Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love? (Love…)
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with'
Jade's POV
As I walk away I allow the tears to rain down. Lately I had been thinking about Beck and I and our relationship. Its true no-one quite understands why we are together and I had always dismissed that but now part of me questions if they are right, if we are in an unhealthy relationship. Clearly I'm not good enough for him and on the other side it's become apparent to me that whilst I love Beck with all my heart he is out of my league, I don't deserve him. I feel like I'm holding him back from being happy, he belongs with someone like Vega and I'm just prolonging the inevitable by sticking around and continuing this messed up relationship of ours. I'm lost in thought of how I'm going to break up with Beck so as he can have the life he deserves when I feel a hand grab my arm and spin me around. My instinctive reaction causes me to swing my left arm as I'm spun round and hit the person a left hook. Through my tear filled eyes I watch my punch connect with the side of a familiar face as I hear Beck cry out in pain. He shouts at me asking why I punched him as I apologise profusely telling him he shouldn't have randomly grabbed me. Beck pulls me close to him and I inhale his scent, as I melt in his embrace that makes me feel so secure. I'm going to miss it when we break up which I guess I may as well do now it seems a good time. Beck asks me why I didn't act like normal back at school and I decide to take the plunge and tell him we should break up. He stares at me in shock as I ramble of my reasons about our relationship and how he deserves better and how we both just fell in love with someone we shouldn't have fallen in love with.
Beck's POV
After catching up with Jade and receiving a painful blow to the side of my face. What can I say my girl is a badass. I ask the question I have had stuck in my head whilst running to catch up with her. The answer however is unexpected, Jade is full of surprises today and my heart breaks as she says she wants to break up. My mouth dries up and all I can do is stare at the love of life as she tells me why she wants to break up. I can't believe I never noticed she felt that way like she didn't deserve me and I could do better. She had it all wrong it was the other way she was out of my league and I couldn't find anyone better than her. When she said we both just fell in love with someone we shouldn't have fallen in love with I finally found it in me to speak. I told her yes that's true that we both fell in love with someone we shouldn't have but not because of what she said or what everyone else thought. We fell in love with someone who was our opposite in every way and in my case I fell in love with the most beautiful and talented girl who was by far out of my league she was the opposite of my image of the poster child that's why I shouldn't have fallen in love with her because she didn't fit the mould of the girlfriend I was supposed to have according to typical clichés. But clichés are boring and who wants to be a cliché anyway. I love her for a reason and none of her reason for breaking up are true and I won't accept them. So maybe we shouldn't have fallen in love with each other but I'm glad we did because my life wouldn't be the same without her and the only way I would want our relationship o end was when one of us was dead because over my dead body where we breaking up. I watched as she continued to cry and I pulled my gorgeous girlfriend in for a kiss as I whispered that the only other girl I could love as much as her would be our daughter.
'Ever fallen in love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with.'