A/N: I have decided to add more to this story. I have a few idea in mind. Just a quick run thru. Last chapter was of Leah's POV but this Chapter is of Jacobs POV 5 years later. He is thinking about Leah and the last time he saw her and that is where this chapter starts. I hope you like. it.

Faceless Moon – Chapter 2

Jacobs POV

It's been 7 years since the last time I've seen Leah. Ever since I left La Push she has been on my mind. I'm sitting here in front of the television watching nothing in particular and can't take my mind off of her. After all of this time I still loved and missed her. I missed her smile, her attitude, the way she told you what she thought of you, no matter if you liked it or not. She was my beta, my other second in command. Besides Seth, Leah was the only one I could really trust. Embry and Quil turned their back on me when I imprinted on Nessie, therefore deciding to stay in Sam's pack where they wouldn't have to be around the Cullens. I thought Leah would do the same but she stayed with me. In her word she couldn't stand being around Sam and his constant thoughts about Emily. With that she became my Beta while Seth was my Omega.

As the months past my feelings for Leah started to change. What started out as simple flirting and harmless playing, quickly turned into wanted lust for each other. Her touches were eager and her eyes were inviting as I tried my best to keep my feeling for her to myself. I failed to say the least. I had to have her. At that very moment I convinced myself that breaking the imprint with Nessie was and will be possible. By Nessie's first birthday I realized that I had lied. I lied to Leah and to myself. Unfortunately, my love for Leah was in full bloom. But I knew I couldn't give all of myself to her. So when the Cullens decided to move to Alaska, I found it best that I move with them. I hated leaving my family, but I knew it would hurt worst to be away from Nessie. I thought it was be better for Leah if I wasn't there to remind her of what couldn't be. So before I left, I made Leah alpha and Seth beta. They had the choice to go back to Sam's pack or not, but knowing Leah she nixed that idea as soon as it was brought up.

That was 7 years ago, when Nessie was 1 but appeared and acted as if she was 5. Now she is 8 years old and to humans eyes she is 17 or 18. I know what you are thinking. How could she look so old but only be 8 years old? Well, when she turned 4 her physical and mental growth start speeding at an alarming rate. So instead of looking 13 like we expected her to appear, her body and mind is of an 18 year old. She is now a beautiful, vibrate young lady.

Now with her changes, we have become more of a couple. It started when she turned 6 years old and I decided to get my own place. I couldn't stand living off of the Cullens anymore. I needed to have a place of my own where I could think about Leah alone. And not always have to worry about Edward picking at my brain. Needless to say, when I told him I was getting my own place he agreed and had the rest of the Cullen Clan to build me a house. Its small and quant like the one Bella and Edward share in Forks. A year later I decided to let Nessie live with me. But that decision is one that I sometimes regret. Not too long after Nessie moved in I found myself missing Leah…a lot. When I would kiss Nessie I would feel a pain in my chest. A pain that would only disappear when Nessie would leave or when I would phase and stare at the faceless moon. Something I did a lot now.

I know something is wrong. I shouldn't be feeling this way when I kiss my imprint. Nessie has tried to take it to the next level, but I can't bring myself to do it with her. I even tried to get drunk and high so we could finally get over that hump. I thought the burn of the alcohol and the affect this rare indigenous plant was giving me would help me get in the mood. Help me make Nessie happy for one night. Hell, I thought it worked one night when we woke up beside each other naked and dazed. However, Nessie's attitude that morning told me it didn't. What the hell is wrong with me? My imprint wants to make love to me and I can't even do it. What kind of man am I? As I stare at the television I hear Nessie run down the steps.

"Honey, I'm headed out. Did you need anything while I'm gone?" She walks over to me and greets me with a kiss on the cheek, waiting on me to answer.

"No, I'm fine." I force a smile upon my face trying to hind the slight jealousy I'm feeling at that moment. What? I never said I didn't love Nessie. I just don't have those same feelings for her as I did. It's almost as if the imprint has broken. I don't feel that urge to protect her and be around her like I use to. It's almost like the pull is coming from somewhere else, but where, I don't know. That jealousy that I'm feeling started when Nahuel started to come around. I know they have something going on but I just don't want to believe it. Even if they were I should be happy for them, because was it not too long ago that it was I that had something going on with my beloved Beta? I guess the imprint is still there because I suddenly have the urge to ripe that fucking bloodsuckers head off.

"You ok, sweetheart? If you don't want me to go then I'll stay…"

"No, I'm fine. I promise. You go and have fun. I think I might go for a run anyways." I got up to walk her to the door and kiss her good bye.

"Are you sure?"

"Yea, go, have fun." I graze her shoulder slight while she stares into my eyes. I stare back at hers only to see the false love I see every fucking day. As her lips meets mine, for that one second my thoughts race back to Leah.

"Ok, don't wait up. I'll be home late. Love you." With that she hurries to her car and hikes up her dress just a little so it doesn't rip when she gets in.

I close the front door as she pulls off and head up the stairs to find my rope that held my close to my ankle while I phased. Fortunately, my back door was only 30 feet away from the woods and 2 miles way from the next house. So phasing was no problem. I ran back down the stairs, grab my cell phone from off the bar and headed out the back door. I needed to run. I need to get Leah off of my mind.

As I hit the forest line I started to strip out of my clothes only stopping to take off my pants and tie my cloths around my ankle. I then let the heat take over my body as I quickly turned from a man to a giant russet wolf.

I started to run then, letting my legs guide me to nowhere in particular. I couldn't hear anyone in my head. Even with me being so far away I was still able to hear the thoughts of my pack. Over the years I've found out a lot of things has change since I've been gone. Two more people have joined my pack…or shall I say Leah's pack with Paul being one of those two people. Out of all people why did Paul want to switch to Leah's pack. I can understand Embry switching because despite all of Leah's bitchiness, Embry was the only one that actually got along with her while she was in Sam's pack. But Paul? Paul and Leah hated each other. They fought more the she and I did. I also found out that Sam and Emily just had a baby. I sent them a card congratulating them on their new addition. Sam just thanked me when we were both phased.

I then wondered how Leah felt about that. How was she dealing with Emily being a mother and knowing that could never be her? I felt sorry for her. I wish one day she could have a child of her own…or even my child. Damn, how I missed her.

"What's it to you?" Leah's voice stopped me in my tracks sending me into a tree truck. I get up shaking my mussle surprised to hear her voice in my head.

"Leah? Is that you? I haven't heard from you in a while. Uh…h-how have you been?" Just hearing her in my head makes me nervous.

"I fine thank you and why the hell do you care how I feel? You didn't seem to care when you left or when you thought it was ok to not hear from you for 7 long fucking years. Why all of a sudden care now?" her anger was vibrating through me.

"Leah…I…do care. I…just thought it was best that I move with Nessie. It was the best decisions for both of us. I've always cared about you Leah. I…lo…"

"Don't you dare say you fucking love me! You never loved me. Your love was to that fucking leech spawn. You left us for her, so do us all a favor and stop phasing no one wants to hear your fucking thoughts any more…especially me." I can feel the pain in her thoughts now. Images of me and her suddenly surrounds my thoughts. The nights in our special little clearing while we patrolled the Cullens house, the faceless moon lighting up our small area and her eyes while I thrust slowly into her. I then feel a low growl interrupt my thoughts.

"STOP IT! There is no more us. I loved you and you left now I have some else that is here for me. Some else that is even better than you ever was. Some one that will NEVER leave me or his family and that someone defiantly isn't you so fuck off, Black." As the words left her lips they slowly pierced daggers through my heart. The pain was unbearable.

"Leah, I'm sorry…I never ment to hurt you. I thought I was doing the right thing. I now regret ever leaving you or my pack. I hope you will one day forgive me." I stopped for a second deciding whether I should tell her about Nessie and me or not.

"My imprint with Nessie is dying. I don't know how nor do I know why but I know it isn't as strong as it was. Hell, it's to a point where when I kiss her it hurts." I felt a sting of pain that I knew was not from me. As I continue I walk upon a cliff not too much different from the ones in La Push.

"It hurts, Leah, because she's not you. You're the one I want to kiss and hold at night. I have ever since I left. Leah, I never stop loving you or thinking about you. I'm sorry it took me so long to finally realize that." I was interrupted again by Leah.

"Fuck you, Jacob. You think you can just tell me this now and I'm suppose to sit here and listen to this bull shit. I don't want your fucking explanations or your sorry. I've got enough sorrys to last me a life time. So, I defiantly don't want or need yours. Just go away Jacob. Be with Nessie and have your little spawn children and leave me alone. I'm done crying over you. You are no longer my stars."

"But Leah…"

"NO!" My thoughts were once again silent. What did she mean I was not longer her stars? And more importantly who was she dating now. Has she imprinted and not tell me? I suddenly wanted to find the guy and tear him to pieces.

The pain started again but this pain wasn't because of Nessie. It was from Leah. Her words cut me like a knife only to leave me bleeding in the distants. My legs then became weak making me drop down on my belly. 'Just go away Jacob', her words played on repeat in my mind. She hated me.

Just then I felt someone else appear in my thoughts. Being flooded by images of Leah and some else, I slowing felt my anger rising. Who was doing this to me? Who would torture me with these images? The man in the images looked familiar. He looked kind of like an old pack brother. Who the hell is this and why are they showing be these pictures? Then one image came across my mind like a bullet that wouldn't leave. Whoever was showing me these images really wanted me to find out who Leah was dating.

"What the fuck?" It couldn't be? The image was of Leah lying on her back while she looks into the eyes of none other than my former pack brother. The one person I would have never thought she would be with. The one person I would've never thought of seeing love in their eyes for my Leah. The one person who I thought would never betray me no matter what pack we were in. That one person being…

PAUL!

A/N: Please Review I hope you like.