AN: Ending 1, in my opinion this is the good ending. Once you read the second ending you'll understand why


I pulled a pack of smokes out my coat pocket and took one out. I let it sit between my lips as I replaced the pack in my pocket, but I didn't take out my lighter. I'd kicked the habit years ago, and yet here I am with a death stick between my lips. It's that brat's fault, or was it mine? I needed the comfort of it, the calming effect it held on my nerves particularly after getting off the phone with Mikasa. Never in any of my many lives had I heard her cry, no not like this time. Our sun, the only thing that made both my life and her's bearable was gone. Eren's light winked out too soon, and it was our damn fault. I looked down at the ground, at the dirt not yet covered with grass after being filled in, my eyes scanned every inch of it, but never touching the cold grey stone standing crossed from me, never reading the words our friends picked to honor Eren's life. It was almost funny how if the young man had waited just one more hour all his wishes would have been achived, I could have seen him, but the universe seemed to decide Eren and I should never be together. I was almost inclined to agree and stop searching for Eren life after life, but my heart hurt at the thought. I had to be with him, even if he's a brat sometimes. Eren is my brat, he belongs in my arms so why then is he always taken from me too soon! Finally my eyes rested on the stone, but I was unable to read it past my stubborn tears "You broke your promise kid" I whispered to the cold stone.


AN: Are you thinking how bad could the next one be if this is the good ending? Don't hate me yet!