A/n: Have been listening to this song for a while now. Tell you what if you haven't listen to this song you're missing something amazing in your life.
This write-up is inspired by a song. It's called Secret Love by Little Mix ft. Jason Derulo. Y'all give the song a chance, won't regret it, I promise.
Rated: M
Imagine whoever you like.
I'm yours
When you hold me in the street
And you kiss me on the dance floor
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
I excuse myself from the group I was talking with. Crossing the back lawn with long strides, I enter the house and go up to her room. I know everyone is down in the lawn, celebrating her engagement. Every face, I look around to see, is illuminated with happiness. Joking around, dancing and drinking away their one night they got off from their jobs. Jobs that leave no space for them to enjoy their life.
We keep behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more
Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls
It'll never be enough
Suffocated. That's what I feel when I see her with him, laughing. Why can't I be the one to make her laugh and feel loved? Where did I go wrong? Wasn't my love enough to make her feel safe?
It's obvious you're meant for me
Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly
Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep
But I'll never show it on my face
But we know this.
We got a love that is hopeless.
All these questions swims around my mind. But I find no answer. 'Inseparable Duo', that's what others named us. Every where we go, we go together. Spending 13 hours of everyday together doesn't really help your feeling for someone, does it? It only helps to grow your heard fonder of the one that it really wants. We always had each others back. And I thought we will always have, always in future. But I was wrong and she proved it.
I reach the balcony of her room from where I can see her dancing with him to some song and giggling. The way she giggled when she was only with me. Yeah that hurts, I'll admit, and hurts real bad . Stolen moments of us remains today behind those closed doors.
When you're with him, do you call his name
Like you do when you're with me? Does it feel the same?
Would you leave if I was ready to settle down
Or would you play it safe and stay?
Girl, you know this.
We got a love that is hopeless
I see him twirling her under his arms ever-so-flawlessly making my heart die again. Every time she holds his hands, hugs him or kisses him feels like a knife being twisted in my heart.
Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
I look at her again, looking effortlessly beautiful in a dress that I gifted her few days ago, before she dropped the bomb of her engagement. She looks around and just as if she knows where I am, she look up to her balcony. Just right into my eyes. She smile and waves her hand. I wave back at her. She gestures me to come down and join her. She put her right hand, making a fist over her heart and points her index finger towards me. I chuckle. And I do the same to her. A sign language of us, meaning 'I miss you'. That was meant only for two of us.
And nobody knows I'm in love with someone's baby
I don't wanna hide us away
Tell the world about the love we're making
I'm living for that day
Someday
She turns around to attend the guests. Her one arm sling over him. The door to her balcony opens and I see the servant.
He look at me and say "Ma'am, Dinner is ready"
"I think I will pass." I tell him. He nods and go away. I look at her for the last time, place my fingers on my lips and then towards her even though she can't see me, and went down to the parking lot to my car.
Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftop
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Why can't we be like that?
Wish we could be like that
My love for her being untold. Kept deep inside my heart for all my life now.
A/n: I can do magic sometimes. Lol. Because I wrote this piece in an hour too. But it was like words came to me naturally. This song I mentioned here can do magic. It's really most beautiful song I think. The feels it give, I tell you. Every word just radiates 'Love'. Listen to the song please.
This write-up was kind of a challenge for me to write, being not written anything of that kind before. It is so special and close to my heart. One of my few favourites.
QOTD: Which was your favourite part? Mine was their sign language, where they meant "I miss you". Do let me know yours.