Entry 2

Kingdom Hearts how you haunt my dreams. I will have you completed so that i can obtain the thing that was lost so long ago. The time will come when i can actually feel the warmth of the sun and smile. It is truly a beautiful night,with Kingdom Hearts shining in the backround. This is the perfect moment to have a lover to do things too in the moon light. Now who do i think is worthy enough to share my bed? Hm Marluxia...no too gay and out there, Demyx....no too child like, id feel like a pedophile. Hm Vexen....no too cold i like body heat, Zexion... no too short but i guess some like there partners small. Hm Luxord... no we both have to be drunk for that to happen. Xigbar would just gross me out just like Xaldin,Lexaeus,and Axel. It will be like rape if its Roxas,and Larxene is the most unattractive woman i have ever met. Hm why not Saix.. o yea the sharp teeth and claws. But then again that is rather sexy,all the biting and scraching. I wonder what hes up too. I know hes been pretty moody lately, i wonder why? Mayb its cause Xigbar made fun of him again. That reminds me what am i having 4 dinner tonight? Man im straving. Hm did i eat yesterday....yea i think i did.. no..no i didnt, mayb i should start snacking? No i have an image to maintain. This perplexs me why was Saix staring at me today like i was a peice of meat? Then again i am very sexy. Hmm i wonder what it would be like to....damn i have to stop that thought.