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I wake earlier the usual considering it is Saturday. I gaze at the alarm clock but the red light is to bright for my eyes. I blink hard three times trying to adjust to the light but nothing changes. I glance around the room in the dim light. Some light is pushing against the martial but it is blocking it like a shield. I rub my eyes then look once my at the alarm clock. 10:10. I groan and roll back over trying to sleep.

When I open my eyes again what seemed like ten minutes is half an hour has crept by. I stumble out of bed, entwining my toes with the sheepskin rug underneath me. I spend a few minutes enjoying the pure pleasure before striding over to my wardrobe and picking out an outfit with care. I pull out a pair of frayed jeans, the metal hanger clanging it's way out. I pick a soft David Beckham shirt in a light cream colour. I spray myself in Joop Go aftershave. I walk out of my room and slip down the stairs like a snail.

'Morning' Charlie whispers from the kitchen.

'Morning' I reply in a friendly manor.

'You going to Billy's today?' Charlie asks curiously, I can tell he wants me to say yes by his high pitched tone of voice.

'Yeah, yeah, totally' I say nodding my head encouraging myself.

'Okay well can you pick me up a book?' Charlie asks sheepishly.

'A book?' I question back

'Yeah, he asked to borrow a book on... I can't remember, but I accidentally gave him some important documents, they have identical covers see.' Charlie explains

'Right' I nod

'He will know what I mean, I rang him' He says biting his lip.

'I thought you did not have his number?' I ask rolling my eyes trying to remember our conversation last night.

'Yeah, yeah I found it' He says quickly trying to cover an obvious lie up.

'Dad' I say in a harsh tone of voice.

'What?' He says laughing but inside going as red as a tomato

'Why did you tell me you lost the number, it's no biggie but...why lie' I say

'Biggie? Is that what you teenage kids use now?' He says trying to change to subject.

'Yeah, I guess' I say. 'But why did you lie?' I ask shaking my head trying to remind myself what we are talking about.

'Because, you've just got hear, and I dont want phone calls every minute, it's not good for billy' Dad explains.

'Fine, dad. We would not call all the time, I hardly know the girl for crying out loud. Damn, is that what you think of me. We later' I say walking out of the kitchen into the hall. I slip on some grey pumps and don't even bother tying the laces I just fling open the door and dive into my truck. I unzip my jacket pocket and pull out the folded piece of paper. I follow the 'instructions' Charlie has supplied me with. Within an hour, due to bad hand writing and wrong instructions, I reach the house. I drive up the muddy path and park a few yards from the house behind a shed. I open the door and trudge through the thick mud. I knock on the door and Billy greets me with a smiling face.

'Edward, This is a...' He pauses for an awkward moment biting his lip 'Surprise' he says as I pass through the house. 'Jess is just through the second door on your right' Billy says pointing with his thumb. I walk through to find jess slouched on the couch resting her legs up high.

She has long black hair going down beyond her back, really tanned skin, almost orange. She sits up in her chair quickly noting that I have entered the room, her dark brown eyes look into mine within them I can see love and loyalty. She runs her fingers through her side fringe scraping it out of her eyes.

'Edward' Jess explains gob-smacked.

'Jess' I reply startled by her goddess looks, nearly as beautiful as Bella Cullen I think to myself drifting of into a day dream.

'Edward?' Jess questions in a strange voice.

'Yeah' I say flicking back to life. 'What?' I ask

'Doesn't matter' She laughs. 'So why you come here?' Jess asks puzzled.

'Charlie, he needed me to pick some book up of your dad and I found it as an excuse to see you again' I smile. She laughs loudly her voice deep for a woman.

'So, hows that truck?' Jess asks, talking about it as if it's a human child.

'Fine, fine' I laugh scraping away hair from my eyes which the gel could not hold any longer.

'Good, well I was planning on seeing you tomorrow' Jess begins smiling

'No way' I say

'Yeah' she nods. There is a long silence, this conversation is awkward or feels it at least to me.

'So what do you do in your free time?' I ask trying to start a conversation that can possibly last five minutes.

'Fix motorbikes' Jess mutters under her breath, somehow ashamed of it.

'That's, that's really cool, for a woman and that' I say smiling encouraging her to talk to.

'Yeah, you think so' Jess asks sheepishly

'Yeah, so you ride?' I ask. I have always wanted to ride, I like the speed, adrenaline, noise of the engine.

'Yeah, of course when I'm not busy and that' Jess lies.

'Well, I've always wanted to ride but never had the guts, going eighty in a car once is about the most excitement I have had, that and skydiving' I say laughing

'Skydiving?' Jess explains.

'Yeah' I begin scratching my brow slightly 'My Mom set me up on a one week adventure course, I never new I was going to be doing to lot, jumping out of planes for one' I laugh. Jess chuckles under her breath, she moves her head back and forth just like Bella did the other day.

'So you said you wanted to ride?' Jess asks showing her gleaming white teeth

'Yeah but, Charlie would kill me, he just about lets me drive to school on my own, it's like being a five year old all over again' I say coughing halfway through mid sentence.

'Right, yeah, it would be cool, going on a motorbike with you though' Jess says half flirty half disappointed.

'I would fall off' I say quickly. She laughs, she seems to always laugh.

'So, you needed a book of Billy?' Jess asks trying to get me out the house, I think both of us know this is kinda...uncomfortable.

'Yeah some book he said Billy knew...where is Billy?' I ask turning my back to Jess.

'Just go to the kitchen, you know where you come in' Jess directs me. I walk into the kitchen to find Billy, slouched over a bowl of cereal.

'Dad said you had a' I begin. I pause for an awkward moment before continuing 'Book'

'Oh, yeah he told me about that I will just get it for him' Billy says leaving the Kitchen and heading into the living room. He returns with a big leather book. Charlie said it looked like important documents, that's not what it looks like to me.

'Thanks, well I'll be going now' I say

'Bye Edward' Billy softly replies

'Bye' Jess yells.

I head back out to the truck and open the door, throwing the book onto the passenger seat. I sit in the car for a little while and weigh the book out in my hand, it feels really light for a nine-hundred page book so I carefully open it noting the thin pages and fragile spine. I gasp in shock, the book is hollow but inside there is a small black voice recorder tucked inside. I clip it of the black connecting tube and slide the switch to on. Mine and Jess's conversation replays before my eyes, has Charlie set it up so he could here everything we said, did he think we were going to...? I can't even think about it why would he go behind my back like that. Did Jess know? So many questions are in my mind and I am filled up with anger I just want to scream. I start my engine my hand wrapped around the clutch so tight my knuckles are white. I drive home faster the usual. I fling open the front door and drop my coat on the kitchen tiles.

'Edward, hi, your back early,did you get the book?' Charlie asks smiling.

'No, Billy said he did not know anything about it, are you sure you rang him?' I ask trying not to give anything away, the book now tightly wrapped inside my bag.

'Really' Charlie exclaims, I nod going along with everything

'Maybe you should ring him, was it really that important?' I politely ask.

'It can wait, so how are you and Jess, friends?' Charlie asks trying to change to subject.

'Yeah, yeah grate' I smile 'I might go see her next week, you know get to know her a bit more' I continue.

'Good, well listen I got some urgent work to do down the station, can you get your own tea?' Charlie asks

'Yeah sure' I say shaking my shoulders.

'Well, be back in a few hours' He says grabbing his coat, strangely enough not his police jacket. It's obvious he is going to Billy's I just have to play along with the hole thing.

I head upstairs and shower, the hot water splashing rapidly on my head like rain. I come out and wrap a warm towel of the radiator around my body inhaling the steam. I dress into a new fresh outfit of some comfy D&G jeans and a red baggy top. I slip on some warm socks and an Addidas hooded jacket, it takes a little adjusting to be just to be used to such a cold temperature from a brutal one. I walk downstairs and place a pack of noodles in the pan. I stand and watch them for five minutes before scraping them all into a bowl. It's not the most ideal meal in the world but I am starving. I head back to my room and pick out a small green leather bound book from under my pillow.

Diary, Saturday 12th march,

Today I went to see Jess Black, she is obviously amazingly beautiful but I feel a bit, weird, around her, I would like to be friends but I feel like I am constantly being watched, I mean, Charlie but a damn voice recorder in the room for crying out loud, but somehow I want Bella, I crave Bella, I need Bella. I don't give much thought to things, like the way I am going to die, but I have thought about one thing some much It's driving me crazy. I need to be a Cullen. Edward

I stay with the pen pressed down to the page for a few moments, my hand creasing the paper. I sit there absorbing the words I have wrote into my head, what affect they have on me. I don't even know Bella and by the impression she gave me she does not want to get to know me, and they have already said nobody is good enough for her, but the presence of her with me, it's amazing, like fire and powder waiting to consume.

The door rattles and I can here Charlie come in downstairs, I quickly lift up the wobbly floor board I invented to keep things in my self when I was nine and place the book in there.

'Edward' Charlie yells from downstairs in his bold angry voice.

'Yeah, Dad?' I ask sounding confused 'Why did you not take your uniform?' I ask softly trying not to push it to far.

'Because, it was urgent, like I said' He explains his cheeks turning red.

'Okay' I smile showing my white teeth

'So, on the way home, I popped into Billy, about the book' Charlie begins

'So did you find it?' I ask excitedly

'Edward?' He says his eyes narrowing.

'Yeah, what? And why did you want me?' I ask innocently

'He said he gave you the book' Charlie explains.

'People say these things, you know old age' I say trying to make it as believable as possible 'And Dad, ewww, what's that smell of steak?' I continue

'Well...' Charlie begins

'I thought you had urgent work to do, not go eating at the diner and visit Billy' I say

'Yeah, Billy, that reminds me, he gave you the book?' Charlie says trying to joke and be a fun dad.

'Dad, people can forget with old age, even you said it could wait' I say 'And Jess said that he can be forgetful' I bite me lip suddenly, remembering there is a record of our conversation.

'Edward, why bite your lip, your bleeding now' Charlie sighs 'And okay I will go look for the book on Monday, when he's not busy' Charlie continues

'Owww' I say running up to the bathroom the get a wipe for my lip. The rest of the day trails on like a snail. watch the sun dance it's way down to the final curtain and prepare to become a moon and gleam and shine in the show of life, or that's how Grandma always described it, everything with her had to be more then ordinary, more to say, I loved her so much, I bet she was as beautiful as any of the Cullens once. I lie on my bed thinking about today, Jess, how boring it's been, I actually want to go back to school, see my 'friends'

I head downstairs and say night to Charlie

'Night Dad' I say

'You going to bed, this early?' He asks sounding shocked

'Yeah?' I question

'It's Saturday night, aren't most boys out?' Charlie asks

'Yeah, well I go out most nights, but I have only just moved here' I reply

'Okay, well night, I will be up in about half an hour so' Charlie says

'Okay' I say lightly shutting the door behind me.

I walk into my room, and indulge into my mattress where then I find sleep.