Chap 2: Business Of Paper Stars by Hawthorne Heights
When I think
of paper stars I think of fake people. People who have way too much
time on they're hands but still think its okay to bug those around
them…did I mention I hate these people? Yes and sadly me and Raid
were surrounded by them and with them comes all those people who
agree with them. Pretty much it happened so that I and Raid were in
the same classes but sadly in those was 2 people I didn't like. One
was Mello who I had taken a strange disliking to mostly because he
treated me like crap. First day he tripped me…later at dinner I
'spilt' my soda on him while walking. Good luck buddy. The other
person was a short, white haired boy. He had large dark eyes and
always wore pajamas, that was the only thing me and Mello could agree
on…we hated him. But strangely Raid adored him, she thought he was
adorable, adorable my ass (it is cute). And so it was another day
that I had to endure and it had only been a week of being here…
"Raid can you pass me that shirt?" I asked my friend who was
leaning over a book. She looked up, "sure which one."
"The
black one." I answered.
"There's like twenty! Which one!"
she said puzzled.
"Give me that you nitwit!" I said grabbing
one from her hand.
"Your welcome too good buddy." She said
rolling her eyes. I finished getting dressed and quickly grabbed my
books from the table and we rushed out the door. Immediately I felt
some thing hit my back, I looked back and saw Mello holding a soccer
ball.
"Opps, I guess it 'slipped'." He snarled. I went up
to him, smiled and kick him in the shin. As he was crouching on the
ground I whispered in his ear, "opps I guess it…slipped?" and
ran away with Raid huffing behind me.
English was boring but
I was good at it. I sat 2 desks behind Near, on my right was Raid, on
my left was Mello and diagonally was Matt. I liked Matt he was cool,
and really nice though Raid joked that he had a thing for me. I tried
to brush it off as best as I could. It didn't work, it wasn't
that I didn't like him but not in that sense.
"Psst,
Akira…what's question three?" I heard the red head ask. I
looked at him and smiled.
"Matt your number three in line and
act like a nitwit…" I said.
"I'm number three but my
brain won't work. Other wise I am smarticle." He smirked.
"Since
you said that word your not." I laughed back. I heard a snicker
beside me and saw Mello trying to cover up his benevolent smile. I
narrowed my eyes at him and whispered.
"You shouldn't smile
like that; people might think your thinking perverted thoughts…"
I laughed.
"Ha ha Akira your funny, go jump off a cliff." He
deadpanned.
"Fine maybe I will!" I said. A bunch of people
turned toward me including the teacher who sent me to Roger's
office for disruptive behavior. Fuck my life.
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Dinner was boring, I and Raid sat
alone. Discussing the day's events.
"I hate him, god look I
got a pink slip!" I showed her the narrow strip of paper Roger
handed to me.
"Calm down Akira you got suspended three times
before Wammy's this isn't something new." She explained and bit
into her apple.
"But by him,
by that chocolate eating, blonde haired, over crazed idiot! He told
me to jump off a cliff!" I ranted.
"Now now, we wouldn't
want that happening now would we?" and then suddenly her eyes
clouded over and I looked to where she was staring. Albino
boy I hate you,
I thought and rolled my eyes.
"Go
ahead…" I sighed. Raid went back to reality and looked at me
unsure.
"Is that okay with you?" she asked and I nodded. She
picked up her things and bounced away. I was left staring at the
table when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked up to see three
girls; two blondes and a brunette.
"Yes?" I sighed again. One
of them giggled then sat down.
"Ummm you're like new so we
just were wondering where you come from…" she spoke in a British
accent.
"I'm from Canada, born September 24, 1989…happy?"
I deadpanned.
"Why do you dress like that?" the brunette
asked. I looked down at myself. I wore black skinny jeans, a black
band t-shirt, black converse, a blue studded belt, had eye liner on
and mascara and not to mention the tiny lip piercing I did myself two
days after we got here.
"I dress like this to express myself."
I explained.
"Oh well girls don't dress like that here!"
she laughed and I jokingly laughed with her too.
"Oh my god
you're hilarious, you know to you guys I may seem funny but where I
come from you guys would be the idiots." Then I called them some
thing in my native tongue, picked up my things and left. I didn't
give a crap about these perfect princesses. The halls were empty and
those that weren't I avoided, I didn't need this crap and that's
when the tears formed in my eyes. The hurt spilled out and I dropped
my bag off and left, the building altogether. I grabbed my hoodie and
ran out the front door, there were still some people there but I
walked by them holding back the scream of agony I wanted to unleash.
I quickly made my way to a tree standing alone in the far off corner
of the Wammy's house property and sat down. I must have been there
at least 15 minutes when I felt a shadow flicker over me, I looked up
and saw the blonde haired idiot towering over me, in his right hand
he held a chocolate bar which he snapped a piece from and in the left
hand he held a book.
"You know crying may help for I while but
not forever plus it's getting chilly out come on let's go
inside." He said somewhat gently and I picked myself up. My head
rang from all the sobs and they still racked my body.
"Y-yeah…"
I trailed off and he followed me. I could still hear him chewing the
chocolate but it was strangely comforting during this time. I got to
my room and found Matt, Raid and Near sitting around. I wiped my eyes
and entered. The room got silent and I saw a pair of turquoise eyes,
green eyes and dark abyss eyes on me.
"A-Akira are you okay?"
I nodded and sobbed. I went into our bathroom and cleaned myself up
then I proceeded to curl up in one of the corners with a book. I
dared not make eye contact with anyone, it hurt too much to see the
weakness in they're eyes. It wasn't until I felt a light hand on
me, Mello. His eyes were sincere and he gave me something, I opened
my hand and saw that it was a little metal heart on a chain.
"Its
good luck charm it looks like you need it." And with that he got up
and left the room. I stared at it and put it around my neck, my heart
hurt but I didn't want to speak…not with those paper stars
sitting there…
