Solitude is not good for me

by AshuraO

After Derek buries his sister he go's feral, letting his wolf take over. He runs in the preserve in full wolf form for days. He comes across someone in his territory a boy who smells of home, warmth and mate. Story is in Stiles P.O.V. Rated M for Language, Zoophilia, sexual acts and bodily harm.

2. Chapter 2

I hear steady beeping, I wake up groggy. 'Why did I wake up? I'm still sleepy.' I groan and pat my hand for Basior but his not there,
I my eyes snap open, blinking at the white room I find myself in, I can't see Basior. "Basior?" No answer. "Basior!" Still nothing.

My heart stop then starts up again too fast, my breathing is short I can't get any air,
I can't make out the room now only blurs of movement, I hear shouting but it's to far off.
'Basior, Basior don't go, don't leave me all alone Basior. Basior it will eat me if your not here. Basior!'

then I hear my dad's soothing voice and I feel slow hands on my back making small patterns.
"-ack, that's it come back. It's okay just breath son. Your okay." I match my breathing to dad's, then I catch up to whats happening,
I'm half way on my dads lap, he is rocking me slowly, kissing the top of my head. But Basior's still gone.

"Dad? where is Basior? Is he okay? In the woods he acted like he was hurt but the next day he was fine. Did some thing happen to him? Did he run-"
I'm crying and hugging my dad for dear life.

"Whoa slow down kid. Your wolf is just fine the vet was looking him over to be sure that he is fine and clean. He will be here in a bit ok?"
I nod into his shoulder, "So son how is it you found your friend anyway?" I nuzzle into his neck. 'Basior rubbed off on me I guess?'
"He found me and If it wasn't for him you'd ether have, one never found me or two found me dead... I'd be lost without him."

Dad holds to me tighter. "Ye-Yeah, after Scott showed up the morning after you two went into the preserve, we went looking for you that afternoon but Scott couldn't fined were you got separated from each other. So we had to start the search at the tree line, you where out there for five days when I-
I was heading the search when I saw your red hoodie moving, catching up to it, I saw it was a wolf, that scared me,
He spotted me, his ears flipped back like he heard something and run off. I followed him and found you."

Dad gives me a little shake. "Don't even think about scaring me like that again." I nod again.

"Hey dad, did Basior give you trouble?" Dad looks amused, I can feel him trying not to laugh. "He didn't give me any trouble but he won't let anyone anywhere near you. I had to carry you to the EMT myself, all the while your wolf was growling at everyone and anyone who tried to come closer to help me would get snap at."
I laugh as I imagine it.

"Then your wolf tried to get in the ambulance, that end badly. I had to stay with him till the vet came for him. your wolf- he was howling and pacing when they took you, he was really stressed." I feel bad and kinda happy that Basior wanted to keep me safe. Dad looks sadly at me and pulls me into a hug again.

I holed on to my dad till I hear a knock on the door frame we both look up.

I see Basior beside the vet "Basior! Come here, I missed you." Basior yips and bounds up to me, I pet him, his fur is a lot softer.

"Everything check out Dr. Deaton?" Dad asks, The vet nods.
"Yes and please don't call me doctor here. Because The animal is um half husk or so, you won't need a permit to keep him. You'll be able to take him home with you."

Dad looks shocked, but looks over to me and Basior his face softens, he start nodding. "Okay, thank you Alan. Aah what do we feed him?" the vet smiles
"Meat, I'll wright up a list for you." Dad nods more they shake hands and step out talking more.

"I guess you get to come home with me. I didn't think dad would let me have a dog let alone a half wolf." Basior looks at me and huffs,
I smile "I think your far more wolf than Dr. Deaton let's on." Basior nuzzles into my side at that, giving out a happy sound, I laugh a little.

Basior stiffens, he raises his head sniffs air and starts growling, turning to the door. My heart picks up,
I hear foot steps coming closer. Basior put himself in between me and the door, the door opens it's Scott.

"Scotty your okay?!" Both look at me, Basior lowers the growl but doesn't stop. "Your awake. Thank goodness your wake! Dude you had us worried! You've been out for two days!" 'Two days huh? I'm hurt pretty bad, honestly I should have been out longer.' Scott looks so happy just to see me.
"Oh and can you tell your wolf to back off or some thing?"

Scott gives me the kicked pup look. I smile. "Basior this is Scott my best friend and brother. He will not hunt me. Come on, come here Basior I what to thank you."
Basior gives Scott one last look before coming to my hand that I put out, he leans into it as I pet him, he puts his head down on the bed, as I continue to pet him.
'Basior looks heather, I guess two days at the vets and a bath will do that.'

Scott pulls me out of my thoughts. "How are you feeling? What happen after we got separated?" I laugh a little "I feel kinda weird but not in pain anymore.
As for what happen in the woods we both need to tell our stores. I guess I'll start..."

I tell Scott about what happen to me, leaving out the parts when Basior got too friendly. "Wow Stiles, That- that's just wow." Scott let's out
a breath, looking overwhelmed.

My eye's are dropping, I yawn loud and long. "Well I'll let you rest your still got a lot of healing to do." Scott claps his hands together.
"Hey, wait what about what happen to you?" I slur, blinking up at Scott. He smiles.
"We can talk later, I'll go tell everyone you've woken and get some sleep bro." Clasping a hand on my shoulder.

I sigh and watch as Scott leaves. Then I look down at Basior who was quite while we talked. "Your not going to leave me huh?" Basior nuzzles into me,
"Good, I don't I'd be able to sleep with out you, your so warm." I nuzzle into Basior taking in his smell crisp winter air, giving out a pleased sound, Basior nuzzles back. I rest my eyes for a bit.

Dad comes back taping on the door. "I suppose I'll have to buy some stuff for him. huh? your wolf, what did you say his name was?" Basior huffs, I pat his head. "Basior is his name."

Dad nods "Okay son, well I think it's almost time for Melissa to look in on you. Do you want me here or are you good?" Dad looks like he's ready to bolt. I take pity on him. "I'm ok dad, you look like you could use some rest I'll be fine for a day, go sleep." Basior whines but I sooth him. "Alright if your sure I'll be back tomorrow. If you need me at all. Call." "'Kay dad see you." My dad brings me into a hug "Bye son." he kiss's my forehead and walks out.

When Melissa comes in and gives me a stern but relived look. "It's good to see you awake but what ware you thinking running off in the middle night?" Then she hugs me tight and sighs. "You worried us, your dad was frantic, Scott was blaming himself for you talking him into going and I was scared to death!" I cling to her. "I'm sorry." I whisper into her shoulder.

"Good, now let's get you some clean bandages." After Melissa leaves I feel drained.

I try to get some sleep but I keep seeing red eye's when I close mine. Basior whimpers and headbutts my arm. I move so he can be on the bed to.
which is kinda hard given my leg is in a sling but I wiggle to the left making room for Basior on the right side of the bed. and he jumps up, lays down next to me.
I feel safer feeling the warmth of Basior, I wrap a arm around him and sigh, soon I'm asleep.

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The next day I wake up screaming "Basior! Basior where are you?!" Basior is over to me in a instant, licking my hands I relax but still breathing a bit harder. One of the nurses checks up on me. "Everything all right Mr. Stilinski?" I don't even look up. "I'm ok. Bad dream." I mutter. The nurse nods and leaves.

The morning is boring, just us watching bad TV shows as nurses and my doctor come in checking on me. Two cracked ribs, one broken leg, head trauma, lots of bruising, lots of cuts and they had to pop my leg back in. Thank goodness I was out for that one. But the doctor says I'm healing fast and will be out in a week. Though I'll still have a cast for a month at lest.

In the afternoon Scott comes by. With a knock on door, looking up I see Scott looking unsure at Basior, the light in the room glints off Scott's eye's weirdly, for a second they look gold. Basior is watching Scott not even blinking.

"Come in dude, I want to know what happen to you, how did you get away from that big-" I'm waving my arms around to make my point.
but Scott stops me, Laughing Scott sits next to me on the bed and hugs me. Basior huffs." Dude, Whats up? Not that I don't like hugs but-" Shaking his head,

Scott let's go but keeps his hand on mine." Just good seeing you. Okay, so what happen to me. We were walking in the woods, when it-
I never got a good look at the thing, it attacks me dragging me off I hear you calling for me then a howl I hear you screaming my name, I don't hear you after that,
it keeps dragging me it takes me to a cave and after another howl it leaves, I pass out at that point. When I wake up the sun not up yet but it's getting lighter.
I make my way out finding a road, I ran into a deputy by then it's 9-ish and tell them about how your still in the preserve."

I nod taking in what Scott said, Scott's rubbing his thumb over my wrist. I start getting nervous leg bouncing, fingers tapping. And then it hits me.

"Scott how bad was I when they brought me in?"

Scott's face fell, he ducks his head and tightens his hold on me. "They thought you might not make it. You were so very cold, if-if you had been out there one more night y-you w-w-"

I grab Scott and pull him into a hug. "Hey, it's okay bro, I'm okay. We both made it back. And I'll be back to School in a week then it will all be back to the same old same old. we'll have video game weekends and hey maybe I'll finally get you to watch Star wars." That got Scott to laugh, I give him a playful shove and start laughing to.

Dad knocks on the door, walking in. "Looks like your both feeling better huh?" Looking up at my dad I breath out a "Yeah."

Scott talks about school and how there's this new girl, who by Scott description is nothing less then a Disney princess. Dad and Scott stay till it's time to change my bandages. Good nights and hugs exchanged. After everyone leaves I move over for Basior who jumps up and nuzzles me.

"Hey, Basior you've been quite today, too many people?" Basior looks at me tilts head to the side like he's thinking then he gets up licks my wrist and puts himself carefully on top of me. 'why is he-' I huff out a breath. "Really, are you trying to brake me?" Basior whines and licks my cheek. "Alright, but I don't think the nurses will be happy with me." I pet Basior and sigh feeling content.

XxXxXxXxXxXxX

The nurses ether never saw Basior on me or didn't care. No one said anything about it. Which I'm okay with. I sigh is I flip thought channels, Leg bouncing.
I'm getting really anxious laying in bed all the time. I need to have dad or Scott bring me my laptop from home or some thing.
by noon I'm twitching badly, Basior whines. 'I've not had my Adderall for nine days, of course I'm jittery.' I face-palm.

Basior puts his head next to my hand I pet him as I reach for the phone on the bed side table calling the sheriff's office, I get putted thought to my dad. "Hello kiddo, what's up?" I smile at his voice. "Hey Dad, I need some stuff from home, think you can pick them up for me or should I ask Scott?" Basior nuzzles into me. "I can stop by the house. What do you need?" "I need my laptop and Adderall." Basior tilts his head. "OH! How are you holding up? When's the last time you had some?" Basior whines, I look at him, he look worried. I sigh petting him as I answer my dad "nine days ago, I took some the morning me and Scott went into the preserve. so more like ten days?""Yeah, Should have thought about that sooner." I can hear the wince in his voice."Okay kid, I'll bring it over when I get off work alright." "Yeah, thanks dad." "see you soon kid."

I put the phone back, falling back into bed I sigh. "Nothing like pain and being lost in the woods to take your mind off your ADHD, huh?" Basior whimpers, his front paws on the bed he inches closer me to. I reach out to pet him but all of a sudden I'm tired, blinking I try to stay wake but I yawn closing my eye's and I'm out.

I wake up face buried in Basior's fur. I hear Scott talking to my dad in shushed voices "-ink it's really okay for him to keep It?
it doesn't seem healthy- I mean he- every time he's woke up he is screaming for It."

I keep my eye's close, my breathing even 'Are they talking about me?'

"Scott he just spent five days alone and from what you and Stiles told me, Basior saved his life and kept him alive out there.
It's normal to form an attachment to a animal when they been thought all that with you."

'Definitely talking about me.' I hear Scott sigh. "I just don't like it, It growls at me whenever I walk in the room or stares like It going to eat me if I get closer."
'Okay might have to work on your people skills there, Basior.'

I'm don't want to eavesdrop anymore so I make a showy yawn and stench I blink over at them "Hey Scott, Dad did you bring my stuff?"
I smile. Basior nuzzles me, I nuzzle back, he hops off the bed and looks at Scott like it's his fault.

Scott laughs nervously, dad smiles. "Yes son, I got the stuff you wanted, here." Dad takes my school bag off the floor and hands it to me."Thanks." I nod and take out my laptop powering it up
"So~ Scotty anything cool happen at school?" Scott gets a doe-eyed look on his face. "Allison- the new girl you remember? Well she's really good in class and-" I tune out. I don't intend to but, all Scott talk about yesterday was the new girl.

I check my favorite sites for news I've missed, then start on research on canine behavior.

A hand falls on me. I fail about, I look at the hand on my shoulder fallowing up the arm to Scott's face. "Well, I'll see you tomorrow Stiles."
I'm feeling guilty now. "Sorry, Scott I-" Scott laugh and waves me off.
"I know, I know. Just take your med's tomorrow bro and get better soon." I nod blushing a bit "Bye Scotty." Scott leaves waving.

"I guess dad left when I was down the rabbit hole huh?" I look at Basior, he stares at me. I sigh, having miss out on them being here. 'It's lonely even with Basior here, he can't talk back or maybe it's just the first time being in the hospital since the time I was here for mom...'

Melissa comes in to change my bandages and I'm glad for the distraction. We talk about stuff, Okay it's mostly me complaining about hospital food and how nothing's on TV but it's fun and I got her to laugh at a few of my jokes. She leaves going back to her rounds. I feel more alone. 'Did mom feel this way whenever dad and me left her here?'

Basior whines and nudges me so he can climb the bed. I start to move but my chest feels so tight, rubbing my chest I try to sit up to get more air in my lungs but
it's awkward with my leg up, it's hard to lift myself in to a sited position, my heads feeling dizzy from not enough air.

Basior jumps on the bed behind me pushing me forward as he nuzzles my neck. I gasp as air is finally returning to me, as my breath evens out, I whisper. "Thanks."
Basior whimpers softly lick my back slowly relaxing my tense muscles, I slump farther fully relaxing my body 'That feels good.'

I sit up twisting around to look at Basior. "Why do you know just what to do to make me feel better?"
Basior eyes shine in the low lighting, he makes his way to my side, I lay back down watching Basior intently.

He put his front paws on ether side of my head, I gasp softly, leaning forward he licks my neck slowly but puts a lot of pressure behind it,
my head falls limp to side give the wolf more skin to mark. I bite my lip to hold in a moan. "Stop it, we can't do this. Get off."

Basior licks his down to my chest licking at my nipples "S-st'p, dow-wn! T-they'll fin-d out. P-Please stop-p they'll kn-hAaah."
Basior gives nip at my chest and go's down moving the sheets out of the way, reaching the hem of my hospital gown.

'Now I wish I had thought to ask for cloths along with my laptop.'

Basior ducks under, I feel his hot breath on my already hard cock. 'Fucking teenage hormones!'
I take a shaky breath as he lick from the base to tip, the full length of me. 'It feels good, so good, to good. It feels great.'
I feel more than hear Basior growl the vibrations have me panting and grabbing on to Basior's scruff but I don't think stop him.
All I can think is.

'More.'

"B-Basssior." I whimper. As Basior licks he opens his jaw and I can feel his fangs as he engulfs me.
I tighten my grip on him and throw my head back as I bite my wrist to muffle a scream as I cum hard into Basior mouth.
Basior licks he stout clean, I'm still shaking from the force of my orgasm as Basior starts cleaning me.

I'm completely dazed I don't even feel it when Basior starts to lick my ass, When I do feel him. I pull my good leg up blocking the wolf from going any farther.
Basior huffs and growls at me. "No your are not doing that again." With a snort Basior sits down his hard pulsing cock stark red against black fur.

I put my left arm around him pulling myself to him I nervously put my right hand on his neck rubbing in small circles. Slowly oh so slowly.
Moving my hand to his shoulder then to his chest. I make my way to his stomach I still, hesitating. I'm unsure if he'll bite me for this. 'No animal likes there junk touched.'

Basior put his nose just behind my ear and gives little licks, taking that as encouragement, my trembling fingers find his burning hot cock.
I take a sharp breath and shiver as I wrap my hand around him, he's so big I can't even touch my fingers together. 'This was inside of me and his knot is even bigger.'
Basior becoming inpatient nips my ear and rocks forward. I get the hint and move my hand, pumping at good pace.

Basior whines, I pet him. "Shush I got you. Just be quite, it's okay." Moving my hand faster as Basior's precum starts dripping.
Feeling flushed I bury my face in his fur, Basior licks the back of my neck and makes a sound that hums in my chest, my cock gives a twitch trying to get hard again,
I feel his knot filling up I tighten my grip around it, as it expands I moan into his fur. pulling harder on him, After a few more tugs Basior cums whimpering,

I stay still for while as Basior continues to cum in little bursts. Basior nudges me I let go he licks his cum off the bed and lays down cleaning himself off.
I lay back down, blinking. "I can't believe I just did that." I grab a tissue and clean my hand of cum, I toss the tissue in the bin next to the bed.

I sigh feeling tired, I curl around Basior, eyes closing. I feel him move closer, Basior licks the hand I wrapped around him. I fall sleep with a small smile.

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I wake up looking at the clock it's 5:30 a.m. But I'm not tired, so no going back to sleep. I stench and reach over Basior for my laptop. Basior moves but doesn't wake up. Turn on the lamp, then my laptop, getting settled. I poke about the internet and go over some of the school stuff I've missed, then more canine research.
I still can't find much on sexual attraction between wolfs and people. Chances are that Basior had contact with humans at lest went he was a pup.

I sigh looking at the time it's 9:46 a.m. now. I hear a nurse coming, I hurry and exit out of more questionable the sites I was on, blushing a bit.
Going back to my school stuff as the nurse comes in. "Awake today? I hope your feeling rested." The nurse dose the rounds and leaves.
'Why ask that I'm awake-' Looking more closely at the time and date my eyes widened. 'I've slept straight though yesterday.'

"Well that's one way to get out of the hospital faster."

Reaching over Basior again for my Adderall. Basior stirs I pet him, he leans into my touch. Waking up fully Basior yips and nuzzles me.
"Was yesterday awfully boring without me?" Giving Basior a cheeky smile. Basior stops nuzzling and turns away huffing.
"Hey don't be like that! It's okay to miss me, I am pretty awesome." Basior looks back at me. Oh man, if looks could kill.
"Well, I think that all that physical exertion you put me though, is why I slept the day way." Basior snorts and his ears lay flat. But ducks his head like he's guilty.

"Not that I didn't need the sleep." I sigh and run my fingers though my hair. 'Wait my hair?' I puck a hair out and look at it blinking it's a lot longer now.
"I guess no one's cut my hair since I've been here." Basior look confused, whining he licks my hand then licks my head making my hair stick up.
"Alright already, back off I don't need you to clean my hair! Get down, off!" I push him off the bed. knowing full well there's no way that I moved him.

Basior go's to the end of the bed lays down and broods. I pull up my laptop again, I finish two subjects before Scott comes in looking really happy.

"Stiles good to see you up bro!" Scott Comes about four steps in before he see's Basior, Basior's siting up looking at Scott, Scott frizzes swallowing hard eyes shining gold. 'What, why are his eye's doing that? It doesn't seem like just a refection of light.'

Basior start moving closer to me putting himself in between Scott and me. "You okay Scotty?" Scott shakes his head. "No I-ye-no, Yeah I'm fine I just don't think your wolf likes me?" 'Okay he dose not sound fine.' Looking at them. "You two just need to get to know each other more that's all. Hey! Why don't we go for a walk today? well more of a wheel for me but-"

Scott holds up hand and smiles. "Sure bro I need to train more if I want to get off the bench and be first line." I nod, while Scott gets a wheelchair.
'I hope I get back to 100% before to many games past or couch will never let me off the bench.' Scott comes back smiles wheelchair in tow setting it next to the bed.

"So you know Lydia's party? Guess who's going." I get in the wheelchair with Scott's help. "Everyone but us?" Scott start moving Basior on my left.
"No~ I'm going with Allison this year and you can come with, if your up to it. It's in a little more then two weeks. Are you going to be standing by then?"

We make it outside in the small garden's around the hospital. "Maybe, my doc said I'm healing up nicely. Thoth I'll still be in a cast by then."
"Wait, you have a date. How? When? Dose she even know your not cool?" Scott stops at that, Basior puts his head on the arm rest.

Scott comes over to my right and looks like a kicked puppy. "Dude, what's that about? aren't you happy for me- for us, we're going to the best party of the year?"
'I fucked that up.' Swallowing I fidgeting. Basior lays his head on my lap."Yes I'm happy for you bro. It's just that- that I've not even meet this Allison person,
what if she's just playing you? What if she's really nice in front of everyone but evil when you turn your back? I don't want you hurt bro.
And we are not cool we're far better then that."

I give Scott a cheeky smile at the end of my rant, Scott smiles like he doesn't know what to do with me and puts his hand on my arm.
"Okay bro, when you get back to school first thing your meeting her alright?" I nod, we get back to our walk around talking about how hard homework is and
if we were getting off the bench for lacrosse this year.

I start nodding off here and there, Basior whines and push's me back to entrance "Okay I think you have had enough sun for today let's get you back to bed."
I groan. "I'm not done talking to you, don't th-i-'yawn' th't- think that you c-'yawn' can dump me for this Allison girl 'yawn' we're brothers for life-e."'yawn'
Scott snickers ruffling my hair as we make it back to my room. Scott puts me next to the bed and scoops me up putting me on the bed. 'Scent when has Scott been able to do that?'

Though heavy eye lids I look at Scott his not even breathing hard. Scott gives me a hug and leaves calling back. "Night bro!" I about to pass out when the phone rings,
sighing I reach over for it. "Stiles that you?" Blinking, Basior jumps on the bed. "Yea-'yawn' Dad. Whats up?" I Hear a heavy sigh. "A case has come up.
I won't be there for a few days or more. You holding up all right?" I try not to let my disappointment in my voice. "Yeah dad I'm good. Be safe love you."

"Love you to kiddo."

Hanging up the phone I lay down, Basior lays next to me. I pull him closer hugging him tightly. I feel the sting of tears in my eyes. 'No, no crying stop that no crying.'
I hear a whimper, I can't even tell if it's mine or Basior's. I bury myself deeper into Basior's fur, I feel Basior licking the top of my head.
I fall into a uneasy sleep.