It was raining lightly when they both arrived at the top of the stairs, but they couldn't hear much besides that.
"It doesn't sound too bad." Jessie spoke what they were both thinking.
"Yeah, but that doesn't mean we are in the clear. For all we know, this could be the eye of the storm." Buzz cursed himself for not taking a radio with them downstairs, if anything happened to Jessie, it would be his fault.
"Stop bein' such a worry wart and let's find out." Jessie chuckled and reached for the remote, not sure why Buzz had turned so negative.
The both watched the news, waiting for a report on their area, and were pleased to find out that they were in fact out of the worst of the storm. They were advised to still stay inside and limit travel, which they were both happy to do.
"Well, now what?" Jessie knew what she wanted to do, but she wasn't going to offer that as a suggestion.
"Want to watch a movie?" Buzz offered cooly, he had the same idea as her, but again did not want to share.
"Sounds good to me." They both walked over to his movie collection, trying to find the perfect movie.
"I guess Twister is a bad idea." He chuckled, holding up the movie case.
Jessie laughed and shook her head. " Not really the best movie to take our minds off what just happened!" She smiled at him again, and his breath hitched in his throat. If Buzz thought he had strong feelings for her before, now that he knew his feelings were reciprocated they seemed to be taking over his every thought.
Buzz took a deep breath and forced himself to put the movie back in its place. He was beginning to think a movie might be a bad idea, if they ended up sitting close to one another, he wasn't sure he could keep his hands to himself.
"How about Lion King? I could use a little mindless entertainment." Jessie offered up the case, not sure how he would react to a kid movie.
"Pop it in." He smiled and turned to sit on the couch and grab the remote. He couldn't help but notice some of Jessie's assets as she bent over to put the DVD in the player. He wasn't sure why he was suddenly reacting like a horney teenager, but he knew he needed to get control of himself. Jessie turned to join him and part of him hoped she would sit on the other side of the couch, away from him and his unstable feelings. The other part of him hoped that she would sit close to him, so that he could wrap his arms around her again. His more romantic side won out when Jessie sat right next to him and rested on hand on his knee. He quickly wrapped his arm around her shoulder and turned to start the movie.
Jessie didn't think she could be much happier than what she was. She wanted to pinch herself to make sure she wasn't dreaming, but she didn't really want to do that in front of Buzz. Wasn't it less than an hour ago she was having a panic attack and swearing that her feelings for her best friend would always be unrequited? Yet here she was, in his arms and feeling more peaceful than she had felt in a long time. Without thinking much about it, she relaxed her arm that was resting on Buzz, pulling her hand further up his leg, and she began to draw lazy circles with her thumb. She didn't notice Buzz tensing next to her, but suddenly his worries were becoming a reality.
He forced himself to look at the tv and pay attention to it, and not the way his body was reacting to the woman next to him. He felt like he was doing a decent job, until the beautiful redhead to his side started singing along. It wasn't loud, and if he hadn't been so close to her, he might not have heard it, but it was there. He turned to look at her, to make sure he wasn't hearing things, and he instantly regretted it. His eyes focused in on her moving lips and all he wanted to do was kiss them again. As if to antagonize him further, his mind reminded him of what it was like to kiss her in the basement, and how good it felt. He gave into temptation, pulling her slightly closer and kissed the side of her head, hoping that would appease his racing thoughts for the time being. He finally managed to turn back to the tv, so he didn't see Jessie bite her lip again and blush at the contact.
Jessie rested her head on his shoulder, hoping to hide her flushed face from his gaze. She couldn't believe a simple kiss could sent her body into overdrive. He hadn't even kissed her on the lips, but here she was trying to calm herself down from wanting to pick up where they left off in the basement.
At this point, neither of them were paying much attention to the movie. Both their bodies felt like they were electrified, and they had a thirst for the others contact that they couldn't quite quench. Neither of them quite knew what to do from here, they both a had a limited dating history, and a small voice in the back of their head warning them not to mess up their perfectly good friendship. But friendship wouldn't be enough for them anymore. They had both experienced what it was like to be cared for by the other person, and their was no turning back now. Twenty years of friendship lead them to this moment, but it wouldn't get them out. When they left the basement, they left behind that friendship in lieu of something more. Here it was, just out of grasp, but well within their reach.
As Can You Feel The Love Tonight sounded from the tv, Jessie decided that the lions would not be the only one getting some action. If they could do it, so could she. She softly began to move her hand up and down the length of Buzz's thigh, daring to slip a little higher of every pass. She tried to keep the movements subtle, giving him the option to make the next move.
Buzz pressed a kiss to the top of her head. "If you keep doing that, I'm not going to be able to finish the movie." His lip were still against her hair as he spoke, and his voice was deep with desire. He tried to keep his tone playful, but he doubted it really came off that way.
"Who says I want to finish it?" Her voice was teasing, filled with as much desire as his. Her hand continued her motions, but she added raking her nails along his jeans to the pattern.
A shiver ran down Buzz's spine, but he wasn't cold. He slowly trailed the back of his fingers up her moving arm, causing a matching shiver to ripple through her. As he reached the top of her shoulder, he reached to her chin, gently turning her head so he could see her. He could tease her all they wanted, but he needed to be sure of one thing before he could put any action behind his teasing. Her eyes gave him confidence, even if she would be the one rejecting him. She always seemed to be the one that could put him at peace.
"Jessie, I want you to know, I'm not looking for some, one-night stand, especially not with you. If we…" He couldn't bring himself to say the words. Have sex, sounded so vulgar, even giving their current ministrations, but could he really bring himself to say make love? Doesn't that imply love? And could he admit his true feelings for her now? "... I'm in it for the long haul. It's not gonna be so easy to get rid of me." He may have sounded playful, but his eyes were begging her not to break his heart.
Jessie darted her eyes to avoid his gaze, she could tell his words had more meaning than what they were letting on. She had so many thoughts racing through her head, she was having trouble deciphering them, but one seem to stand out among the others.
"Buzz, I… I think I'm in love with you." She couldn't look at him, even with his confession of wanting to be with her for the long haul, she was afraid of rejection. Afraid that her confession had just lost her one of the most important people in her life.
Buzz was silent for a long time, if she looked at him, she would have seen that he was shocked, almost unable to move, aside from the smile on his face that seemed to be growing exponentially. But she did not look at him, and she read his silence as rejection. He heart dropped into her stomach and she felt like she was about to throw up. At that moment, she decided her best bet was to drag herself to the bathroom, in case she did throw up, and so that she wouldn't have to face Buzz telling her that she wasn't good enough.
Looking more like a sad puppy than a woman, Jessie pulled herself from his grasp and stood, desperate to push away the feeling that leaving his arms left her cold and lonely. She had been rejected before, but it had never hurt this bad.
Feeling her stand snapped Buzz out of his reverie. He quickly grabbed her wrist, stopping her from leaving. He stood and placed himself in front of her, so they were face to face, and tucked a stray hair behind her ear. "Sorry, you ah… caught me a little off guard there." He let his fingers rest against her cheek.
Jessie could feel the beginnings of hope start to bubble within her, but she couldn't bring herself to want to hear what he was going to say. Sure, his words were tender and his motions even more caring, but she had just told him she loved him and he hadn't responded. "It's alright Buzz, I don't expect you to feel the same. You don't have to say anything." She turned to leave again but was stopped by a gentle hand on the small of her back. She willed herself to look at him.
"You are right, I don't feel the same." He paused for himself, begging the words to come out of his mouth, but she read his hesitation as something painful, and she felt the tears start to build behind her eyes. "I know I'm in love with you."
The tears that had building behind her eyes spilled over, but with new meaning behind them. Tears of joy washed away any doubt and fear she had been holding onto. She didn't have words to express what she was feeling, or how much his words meant to her, so instead she flung her arms around him and pulled him into another warm embrace. His arms wrapped around her, pulling her close to his body, taking in her scent and enjoying the fact that they seemed to fit together like puzzle pieces.
In his love-filled haze, he forgot that his body was still reacting to Jessie's previous actions. They both felt his not so hidden desires between them, and while Buzz moved to push away, slightly embarrassed that his arousal was still so present, Jessie held him tightly. She rolled her hips against his, trying to let him know that she was in no means upset by what she had felt, and groan against her neck let her know that her message had been received.
Before she could think of anyway to respond, his lips found hers and once again they were battling for dominance, not unlike their kiss in the basement. But unlike their previous kisses, this one had new meaning behind it. Their other kisses had been lust filled, sloppy kisses from two people desperate for some form of affection. This kiss was passion filled, and while still sloppy, they aimed to show the other just how much they loved the other with each stroke of their tongue. When they finally came up for air, both their eyes were dark with desire.
Jessie bit her lip and looked towards his again, enjoying the site of his wet lips glistening with the mixed passion they shared. Buzz had never been one to give into his primal instincts, though he was finding a new side of himself today that he was happy to oblige. While his head told him to stay calm, his heart, and a third organ that felt the need to give input on his actions, told him to let go and just act on instinct. So he did. Seeing her bite her lip made him want to do the same, it drove him wild and made him want to do things to her that neither of them ever thought possible.
With a possessive growl he reclaimed her lips, grabbing her ass and picking her up off the ground. On instinct, and not wanting to fall to the ground, Jessie wrapped her legs around his hips and settled against him. They both moaned at the new pressure and the wave of desire that threatened to engulf them. Now that he had free reign over their movement, his feet quickly carried them to his bedroom. He kicked the door shut behind them and turned around to press her back against the open surface. She let her legs relax from his hips to find purchase on the ground, but was very glad she had been pressed against the door. His lips ripped from hers and quickly resumed their talented attack against her neck; had she not been against the door she would have surely crumbled from being weak in the knees.
Jessie slid her hands down his back and once again found their way under his shirt. As he kissed and nipped at a particularly sensitive spot, Jessie raked her nails of her his back, causing another groan to escape his lips.
Buzz pulled away from her, but before Jessie could question his actions he had ripped her shirt off and replaced his lips on the exposed skin. A whimper escaped from her as he continued his assault, and for a moment she could do little but stand there and let him whisk her away into a world of fantasy. After regaining some coherent thought, she pushed him away so that she could rid him of his shirt and pulled him back into another searing kiss. Placing her hands on his chest, she slowly started to push them towards the bed. His knees backed into the bed and he pulled her with him as he fell down onto the mattress.
Now it was Jessie's turn to assault the sensitive skin around his neck and shoulders. Leaving a trail of kisses wherever she went, she seemingly left no skin unmarked by her soft kisses. Buzz took the time to catch his breath and unhook her bra, though breathing was becoming difficult as she nipped at more and more sensitive places. Jessie left a trail of kisses all the way down to the hem of his waistband, before shedding her bra and moving her way back up to his lips, making sure to drag her now bare nipples along his chest.
Jessie wasn't sure where this sudden vixen in her was coming from. She had only had sex once before and she had been nowhere near as forward or seductive as she was being right now. With Buzz, she felt the need to drive him wild, wanting him to know just how much he turned her on. As her lips settled on his again, she carefully moved to straddle him, more than enjoying the feel of his hard bulge underneath her.
Buzz groaned as her hips made contact with his throbbing shaft, and his hands flew up to take hold of her breasts, flicking his thumbs against the nipples she had just teased him with.
"Oh Buzz." She moaned out, unable to keep kissing him at her current level of breathlessness.
Hearing his name moaned from her lips like that snapped something inside Buzz, like he was finding deeper and deeper layers of desire and primal instinct. He quickly and skillfully flipped them over and took one of her breasts in his mouth. He was suddenly very happy they were alone because of the loud cry that came from her. His tongue swirled around her pert nipple as his hand continued to massage and play with her free breast. After a while he switched his attack, wanting to make sure both breast got equal amounts of attention.
Jessie's hands had been digging into the comforter, trying to keep some sort of grips with reality. What she didn't notice was Buzz's hands moving to the zipper of her jeans, until he hand slipped his fingers inside and was skillfully pulling them down. She lifted her hips to assist him and tangled one hand in his hair, needing to feel more of him against her. His make quick work of her panties, like he had done with her pants and she realized now that she was completely naked in front of him. A blush rose over her body and she looked down to gage his reaction. His tongue flicked over his lips, like she was the most delicious thing he had ever seen, and her blush made her feel as if she were on fire. She closed her eyes and tried to control her breathing, so she didn't see him closing the gap between his face and her lower lips. As his tongue flicked against her soft folds for the first time, her eyes flew open and another cry flew from within her.
Buzz wasn't sure what had driven him to taste her. He had never gone down on a woman before, but when faced with the warm inviting folds in front of him, there was nothing he wanted to do more. Judging by the sounds coming from above him Jessie had no problem with what he was doing to her, so he continued several more times. Her breathing was becoming rapid, and while Buzz would have loved to drive her over the edge with his kisses, he knew there would be more time for that later. Right now his own needs were growing painful as they pushed against his jeans, begging to be let free. With one last flick of his tongue, he promised himself that he would return to her sensitive lower lips again and trailed kisses back up to her waiting mouth.
He had to pause before he kissed her again, taking in the sight of the woman before him. Her eyes were closed but a look of bliss covered the rest of her features. Her lips were swollen from where he had kissed her and her hair was wildly sprawled out on his pillow. In that moment he was sure he had never seen anyone so beautiful in his entire life, and he vowed to make sure that she knew it.
What he didn't realize is that his hesitation had given her time to catch her breath, and before he knew it, he found himself on his back again with the beautiful woman he was just admiring above him. Her hands were instantly on his zipper, no longer able to take much more of his teasing. Taking both waistbands in her hands, she carefully pulled them down over his sensitive arousal and tossed them across the room. Her eyes went wide, taking him in for the first time, and like him, she couldn't resist licking her lips. She pressed a soft kiss on the tip of his penis before opening her lips to take him in her mouth. The groan that escaped him was almost animalistic, and Jessie fought hard not to smirk.
Suddenly his hands were under her arms as he pulled her off him with a 'pop' and he possessively shifted them so that she was underneath him again. "Save that thought for later. Right now I need you." His voice was deeper than she had ever heard and his words sent a shudder through her spine and a new wave of juices coated her already wet folds. As if to prove his point, the tip of his penis slid along her awaiting folds, and she wiggled below him trying to get more of this delicious feeling.
"Buzz, please." Her words were barely above a whisper, and were more of a moan than a sentence. With a deep kiss, he slowly pressed into her, pushing himself into her warm core. A shared moan was swallowed by their passionate kiss, and her back rose off the bed as he pressed himself all the way inside her. Shifting his weight so that he was on one elbow, he placed his other hand at her waist and started to pull out of her again. Jessie bent her knees so that her feet were next to his hips and soon he was pushing inside her once again. That was when they both started to see stars. And as his motions picked up their speed, they both could have sworn they were flying through space. Jessie began to roll her hips to meet each of his thrusts and is wasn't long before they could no longer kiss. Buzz wrapped one of her legs around his waist and she took the queue from him and did the same with her other. The new angle had him hitting her just right, causing her to moan out a mix of 'ohs' and 'ahs' every time he thrust inside her.
Jessie was sure that she was going to reach her peak at any moment, but she wanted to make sure he fell with her. Pushing against him and unwrapping her legs, he took the hint and let them roll over. She took control of their love making and Buzz was sure that he had never been more turned on in his life. The sight of her bouncing above him, and his cock repeatedly being enveloped within her, had Buzz ready to explode in a moment. Placing both hands on her hips he used them as leverage to thrust into her from below. Within a couple thrusts he could feel her walls clamp down around him and the scream that erupted from her let him know that she had just fallen over the edge. With the added friction of her tightened walls, it only took him a couple thrusts to join her, moaning out her name as he shot his load within her.
Jessie collapsed on top of him, unable to hold herself up in her post-orgasm bliss. His arms encircled her protectively, holding her against him as they came down from their high together.
"Wow." Jessie mumbled after a few minutes, finally able to form a coherent thought.
"That's what I was thinking." Buzz softly chuckled below her, becoming increasingly aware that he was still inside and that he couldn't pull out with their current position.
He pulled the covers back next to him and rolled Jessie off of him so she could get underneath, and then pulled them out from underneath him so he could join her. Buzz pulled her to his side again, not wanting the lose the contact he was so quickly becoming addicted to. Jessie rested her head against his chest and draped her arm across his body, feeling the same draw to his presence.
"So, remember what I said before about not letting another guy kiss you if I had my way?" Buzz playfully added to the silence.
"Yeah?" Jessie had no idea where he could be going with this.
"That's definitely not happening any time soon. I don't think I want to share." He mused, hoping he wasn't making her uncomfortable.
Jessie giggled and rolled over onto her stomach so that she could look up at him, resting her chin on her hand so she wouldn't hurt him. "The moment you kissed me I knew I was ruined from ever kissing another guy again. A kiss like that doesn't happen with just anybody." She kissed the skin of his chest in front of her, as if proving her point.
"I'm glad you agree. Trapping you in my bedroom for the weekend would have been really awkward if you didn't." Buzz surprised himself again with how forward he was.
"For the weekend, huh?" Jessie raised an eyebrow his direction.
"I mean… unless you don't want to… we don't have to I just…" Buzz suddenly felt very unsure of all the overly forward stuff he had just said.
"Oh no, I had a thought I was told to save for later. You aren't getting out of it that easily." It was Jessie's turn to be forward as she smirked and slipped below the covers...
