A/N: I'd just like to awknowledge a mistake in the previous chapter, where Bella describes her attackers eyes and she says there gold, I meant to say black, considering the extreme thirst he was feeling, his eyes would have been pitch black.

And I would like to thank those who put my story on alert, I'm glad people other than myself are getting some kind of enjoyment, at least thats with the assumption you didn't put it on alert to get a kick out of me humilating myself with a horrible story.

Disclaimer: I'm still broke, I still don't own the characters. I'm a sad panda.

That blissful, dark, numbness didn't outlast the pain unfortunately, however, it was slightly more... endurable than before. I didn't have enough stength to open my eyes, but I knew things had changed. I was laying on top of something softer, a bed most likely. Then I heard the voices. Much clearer than I had heard my attacker talking to me earlier.

"What happened? How did you have the strength to stop. Why did you stop?" The voice sounded familiar, but I couldn't place where I knew it. I was in to much pain to try and think.

I was wondering and came upon Washington, and figured it would be a good place for a while since I could be outside during the day for a change, made my way to Forks. I decided I should hunt before going anywhere heavily populated. I didn't think a human would be in the woods, so I let my senses take over. Her blood was soooo strong, so sweet, like... freeshia... it was mouthwatering... the beast took over, and the next thing I know shes in my arms with her blood streaming into my mouth. When I realized what I did I shoved her as hard as I could away from me. I killed three deers before I went back to her... By then I didnt know what to do... whether I should kill her, or let her become one of us... I kept changing my mind back and forth and then back again, then You, Alice and Edward showed." Edward? My Edward? Came to rescue me? The first one talking had been Emmett! Edwards massive brother.

Then the rest of words sunk in. Become on of them... A vampire. Oh God I was dying, just... not in the way I thought. I was going to have to kill people... sleep in a coffin! I can't sleep in a coffin! I'm claustrophobic! Blood, the smell of blood makes me sick, what kind of vampire am I going to be. Was it supposed to be this painful? maybe something was going wrong and I really was going to die DIE! oh god.

Before I had anymore time to stew in my own hysteria, the pain once again overwhelmed me. It seemed to come back with a vengence, and with new friends. I started screaming again, and I could feel myself thrashing around.

I felt cool hands hold me still and whispering words of calm to me, I could barely make out the words, or the voice, but it instantly calmed me. I forced myself to open my eyes then. Staring back at me from golden eyes was my own person greek god, Edward. I tried to open my mouth to tell him that I was glad I could see him one more time before I died. Whether it be a temporary death or not, but to see him in my final living moments meant more to me than anything else.

"Shh Bella, don't talk, you've screamed your voice to almost non existant, It'll be very painful." I was only able to move my head a fraction to show I had heard him.

With him there the pain was the last thing on my mind. Yes it was still agonizing, but not at all important. Edward had moved from holding me down to simply sitting there holding my hand. I was suddenly very tired, and I fought for awhile to keep my eyes open to continue looking at him, but eventually the black numbness over took again.

I woke again, and now the pain had reached a whole new level. Surely something went wrong and I'm entering hell... no one could survive something this painful. It felt as if my entire body was being folded in quaters and then systematically lit on fire. I could feel someone cold hands on me, and breifly wondered if it was still Edward.

I heard humming coming from someone around me. I tried to focus on that instead of the pain. It helped a minuscule bit, but it was enough to keep my sanity. I focused on that voice as it hummed different songs. Then the voice started talking. It was Edward who was still holding my hand.

Oh Bella... Beautiful Isabella! How I wish this wasn't happening to you. You deserve so much better, than eternal damnation. Too kind for the monster we become. You'll be like Carlisle and Esme... His compassion and her love all into one. With A bit of Rosalie mixed in, with all the beauty you possessed as a human... you'll truely be astouding as a vampire. I hope this ends soon. It tears me up to see you in so much pain, you should never feel an ounce of pain and what you're feeling right now is the true defination of hellish torture as if designed by satan himself.

Isabella I must tell you something though, in all selfishness, Part of me is thankful for you to be one of us now. Its restored my faith that vampires have souls... surely someone as beautiful and pure and caring as you can't lose their soul, there is no way an angel such as yourself would never be allowed heaven, even after living for eternity. Oh Bella. My sweet sweet Bella. I guess you really should Never bet against Alice... She saw this happening. You being one of us. I vowed to not let that happen, so I ignored you. It was the exact opposite of what I wanted to do. When I couldn't hear your thoughts, I was immediately intrigued. Then when I got that first smell of your scent, it nearly drove me mad, never had I smelt anything better. I started watching you from others minds, I was completely entranced by you. Never saying what I thought you would. Even without mind reading most people are completely predicible, you never were though. I fell in love with you, and started watching you on my own in school, never known to you. I saw how the first thing you would do was search for me, once you found me, you would relax, how my dead heart swelled with that, although I'll never understand why.

He sounded absolutely tortured. He was pouring his heart out to me. His words had completely driven all thoughts of the torture my body was going through out of mind. I still felt it, there was no way I couldn't but my mind was to focused on Edward to register it fully. I wanted to speak so badly to tell him not to be so sad. An angel should never be that sad.

Just as I had finally gathered my strength to call his name, the flames burned white hot. A boiling point of my body, and if the gates of hell had opened and swallowed me whole. I let out a piercing scream, I felt my heart accelerate, thathumpthathumpthathump, and then slow down thathump--tha thump--tha--thump--tha--thump. With that final beat the pain stopped completely, and my heart didn't start its beating again. A rush of air escaped my mouth and I opened my eyes.

Everything was incredibly vivid. The first thing I noticed was seven vampires had their eyes completely focused on me.