Hey guys! Here's chapter two! I hope you guys liked the first chapter, I mean I lost the original copy that I was first writing, so yeah I had to re-write it due to my computer dying and stuff...I'm stupid sometimes. But anywho, I hope you guys like this chapter, it's super fluffy and hurtful, and I am also giving those Hisoka fans what they desire! SOME HISOKA! I like him too, he cool and awesome af, but Killua is my main bitch, Gon is my side bitch and Hisoka is my back-up bitch. RAWR!
Hisoka: Why am I not first? *licks his lips.*
Because you creep the hell out of me, but you cool and I love Killua and Gon more than you.
Gon: Killua is mine! None elses!
Bitch puh-lease! He's mine, and if you so much as touch a hair on his precious head, I will slit your throat and gut you!
Gon: I'm your side bitch tho!
And? Hisoka will become my side bitch and Kurapika will be my back-up bitch
Kurapika: Don't drag me into this!
BUT I LOVE YOU!
Kurapika:...
Anyway, let's get going!
In Yorknew city,
"Ok so I called Hisoka and-" Leorio stopped Gon mid-sentence.
"How do you have Hisoka's number?'' He asked, looking at the boy.
Gon looked up at him and laughed nervously.
"He well gave it to me a while ago, and said if I ever need anything to call him. He also said to call him when I'm feeling frisky, but I decided to pretend he didn't say that." He laughed, slinging his book bag onto his shoulder. "Anyway, Hisoka is gunna meet us at the hotel with Illumi. Illumi doesn't know about it, neither can Killua."
The two looked at the white haired boy, who was too busy looking in a candy shop window to know what they were saying. Kurapika was trying to pry him away from the dozens of rows filled with colorful candy.
"Come on Killua! We have to go to hotel!" He yelled, pulling the back of the ex-assassins sweater collar. "You can get candy later!"
"Just one piece!" Killua replied, breaking from his grasp and running inside the store.
"Killua!" He yelled, running after him.
"That'll keep him busy for a few minutes." Gon smirked. "Time for phase 1."
"What's phase 1?'' Leorio asked, looking at the boy.
"Getting to the hotel without Killua spending all his money." He shrugged, looking at Leorio.
"That's going to be hard." He replied, looking at the blonde and white haired boys inside the shop.
"KILLUA!" Kurapika screamed from inside.
Finally the two came out, Killua had three bags filled with candy and some was in his mouth. Kurapika had chocolate on his face and gummy worms stuck in his hair, he started pulling them out and growled.
"Woah, what happened?'' Leorio asked, holding back his laughter.
"Killua happened." Kurapika snapped. "He decided to almost buy out the whole store, and when I tried to stop him, he pushed me into a candy self."
"You were in my way." Killua growled, putting a lollypop in his mouth.
"Keep eating like that and you'll get diabetes." Leorio snapped, pulling the lollypop out of his mouth.
"Hey!" He cried. "Give it back!"
"No, you've had enough candy!" He snapped, taking the candy bags from him. "You'll get it back tomorrow."
Killua crossed his arms and frowned.
"Asshole." He muttered.
Finally they arrived at their hotel, and got a beautiful room with 3 large beds, a big window and a kitchen with a big T.V. and couch.
"I am never leaving this room." Killua sighed, throwing himself on one of the beds. "I'm also not sharing."
"You have to." Kurapika snapped. "And you owe me."
"But I always have to share!" He cried, kicking his feet.
"Too bad!" He snapped.
Then they heard a soft knock on the door, and Gon went to answer. Before he did, he gave Leorio and Kurapika a nod, and the two walked to Killua and started holding him down.
"H-hey w-what are you doing?!" Killua asked, trying to break their grasp. "If this is about using your toothbrushes, then I'll buy you new ones!"
"You used my tooth brush?!" Leorio and Kurapika yelled, glaring at him.
"No..." He lied. "BUT LET ME GO!"
"No," They replied.
"Let me go!"
"No."
"Let me go!"
"No!"
"LET ME GO!"
Finally Gon answered the door, and Hisoka and Illumi were.
"Now what's this about Hisoka?'' Illumi asked, glaring at the magician.
"You'll see." Hisoka smirked and licked his lips.
The two then walked in and saw Leorio and Kurapika now sitting on Killua.
"GET OFF OF ME! THIS HURTS!" He yelled, hitting the bed with his fists. "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS!?"
"Kil?'' Illumi asked, looking at his brother being crushed.
Killua looked at him and frowned.
"So this is why you're holding me down?'' He growled.
"Yeah." Gon smiled. "And it was all my idea!"
The two got off of him and held his arms.
"Can the two of you let me go?'' Killua asked softly, looking at Kurapika, then he started fidgeting. "I WANNA KILL GON!"
"You can kill me later, right now, you and your brother need to work things out. Alone." Gon smiled. "Leorio and Kurapika, when I leave, you may let him go, then you two and Hisoka will follow me."
He then walked out and the two let Killua go, and then Hisoka and them ran out, locking the door. Illumi sat on the couch quietly, Killua stayed on the bed and looked out the window.
"YOU TWO BETTER BE TALKING IT OUT!" Gon yelled from outside the door. "RIGHT NOW I HEAR NOTHING."
"SHUT IT GON!" Killua yelled back.
Then it was quiet again.
"Why are you here?'' Killua asked, not looking at his brother.
"Hisoka brought me here," Illumi replied, not looking at the white haired boy. "I really didn't have a choice."
It was quiet again, not that awkward silence, but the kind of silence when you don't know what to even say or just that hate silence.
"I don't think you should even be here." Illumi sighed, still not looking at the boy. "I worry about you all the time."
"Yeah right, sure you do." Killua scoffed.
"I'm not lying." He replied, looking over at his brother.
Killua didn't say anything after that, he sighed and kept looking out the window.
"You've grown up alot Kil," He looked away and sighed. "And I know you probably don't want to talk to me."
"You're right," Killua smiled, looking at his brother. "I don't want to talk to you."
"Kil-"
"No Illumi, don't even talk to me." He snapped. ''I don't know what Gon was telling you or what you're thinking, but I don't want to see or be near you."
"Kil-"
"Let me finish!" He snapped, glaring at him. "And I surely don't wanna hear that 'Kil' shit! You always try to lecture me, like 'Oh Kil, you're not qualified to have friends,' or 'Kil, you will never make a good hunter!' Just stop!"
Illumi sighted.
"Kil." He directed, trying to stay calm. "You have to understand, I am an assassin."
"Yes I know that brother." Killua snapped, rolling his eyes. "Not everyone can be a perfect one like you."
''Let me finish." He replied. "You know I was trained to be who I am, you know we're not supposed to have friends and you KNOW that I had no say in anything."
"I know." He sighed, looking out the window again. "But I don't even know what to think about you anymore.''
Right there, Killua felt like crying. Crying for being betrayed, left alone in the arena for years, and mostly because his older brother, no longer was his older brother. He didn't even realize the tears slowly falling down his cheeks.
''I wanna forgive you,'' He sniffled, then looked at his brother. "But I can't."
"I don't even know what I did!" Illumi lied.
He remembered what he did to Killua, mostly what his parents did to him and Killua. He never told the ex-assassin what happened after he got home, or why didn't go back to the arena to see him, he just couldn't bring himself to do it.
"Of course you don't," Killua sniffled, his voice getting high. "You feel nothing, your an emotionless asshole who cares about no one but himself."
"I care about more than myself Killua!" Illumi yelled, standing up. "Honestly, I don't know why you think you can talk to me this way."
"Because you do the same to me!" He yelled, getting up and glaring at his brother. "You always talk down to me! Telling me what to do and making sure I do it! I don't know what word you're living in, but right now, neither of us are on the same side of the fence!"
Neither of them said anything after that. Illumi turned around and sighed, 'I might as well tell him the truth...' He thought, sighing.
''Kil," He started.
"Don't." Killua snapped, turning away.
"I didn't abandon you Kil," Illumi snapped. "Mom and dad told me I couldn't go see you. They said I have to continue training Alluka, and that I couldn't leave. I tried to get them to change their minds but they wouldn't, eventually I tried sneaking out but got caught."
Illumi tried holding back his tears, but continued.
"I wanted to go and watch your matches, I wanted to see you win. But I couldn't, and the day you came back, and the way you looked at me Kil, it crushed my heart." He sighed.
"Assassin's don't have feelings, assassin's can't have friends, assassin's don't have HEARTS!" Killua snapped, tearing streaming down his face. "They're cold, heartless people who kill to get what they want...and I'm one of them."
"Kil," Illumi replied, turning around. "Come here."
"Why, so you can lecture me about your fake story?'' He snapped, wiping his eyes with his sleeved.
"No," He shook his head. "I want you to hug me."
Killua turned around and looked at his brother, shocked.
"How do I know this isn't a trap? Something to get me to come home and become an assassin like you?!" He snapped, backing away.
"No, but I want you to tell me the truth." Illumi ordered.
"About what?'' Killua snapped, glaring at his brother.
"About you and Gon. What's the real story?'' He asked, taking out his needles.
"You know the story! I met Gon, we became friends, you tried to kill him and we stopped you. I never got my Hunter's license with Gon, and I went home, while Gon came after me. Then we started traveling, and here we are!" He yelled, gesturing to the room.
"Not that!" He replied. "I mean feelings wise!"
"We're best friends!" Killua yelled.
Illumi nodded and smiled slightly.
"Keep it that way." He ordered. "Nothing more, nothing less; ONLY best friends."
"BUT I LOVE YOU KILLUA!" Gon yelled from outside.
The two ignored him and went back to talking.
"I don't have to listen to you." Killua growled.
"I don't want you too," Illumi replied, his small smiled disappearing. "But I just don't want you to get hurt."
Killua narrowed his eyes at Illumi.
"Why do you care all of a sudden? You never cared before." He asked, backing away slightly.
"Kil, I love you. You're my brother, and I've always wanted the best for you." Illumi stepped forward. "And if Gon makes you happy, then I say stay with him and travel."
"Eh?" Killua asked.
"I know I never came back, and that's because of mother and father, they told me that I couldn't go visit you. So they made me wait until you came back to see you, but I knew you wouldn't talk to me, so I didn't bother." He explained. "Killua for 9 years I've hated myself for not apologizing, or even being a good brother."
"..."
''Killua, what I'm trying to say, but obviously failing is, I'm sorry." Illumi sighed, and looked away. "I've been a terrible brother to you."
"You just realized that?'' Killua asked.
"No, I've always known that. With Milluki, Alluka and Kalluto too." He nodded. ''Now can I get a hug?''
Killua looked at him suspiciously, but hugged him. Then he felt something sharp go into his neck, he touched it and felt Illumi's hand. Then it was pulled out, along with something else.
"Kil, years ago I put a tracking chip in your neck, so I knew where you were. But I don't think I'll be needing it anymore." Illumi then tossed the chip into the trash can. "You are old enough to take care of yourself, and I expect you to do so."
Then he let Killua go and unlocked the door with one of his pins, and left. Gon, Kurapika, Leorio and Hisoka walked in looked at Killua.
"So...How'd it go?'' Gon smirked.
Killua opened his mouth to speak, but closed it.
"Gon, we were listening through the door." Leorio replied, looking at the dark haired boy.
"You know, I was kind of hoping Killua would admit his love for Gon to Illumi." Hisoka licked his lips and laughed at the thought.
"I was kind of hoping too." Gon whispered.
"I wanted to see some boy love, you know?'' He laughed, smirking. "Maybe there still can be?''
"Really?" Gon asked, looking at Hisoka.
Hisoka smirked and pushed the boy over to Killua, who was looking down at the ground. Gon smiled, and put an arm around his friend.
"Hey buddy, you ok?'' He asked smiling.
"Yeah, I'm fine." Killua nodded. "Just mad."
"Oh then is this a bad time to tell you that Illumi left you something?'' Hisoka asked, taking out a small box wrapped in blue wrapping paper.
Killua took it and opened it, he frowned when he saw what was inside. When a Zoldyck is born, they give the baby their own personal necklace, Killua's was a sliver cracked star. The crack wasn't there before, but when he first left the mansion, he ran over it with his skate board and made sure it cracked.
"Why in the world would he give me this?'' He growled, putting it back in the box, and tossing it to the side.
Kurapika picked it up and saw the necklace.
"Killua, this is 100% unbreakable silver, how did you break this?" He asked, looking at the big crack.
"I ran over it with my skate board, and then I crushed it with my foot." Killua shrugged. "Took a while."
"Wow," Leorio replied, taking the silver star from Kurapika. "I didn't know this kind of silver could be broken."
"Neither did I." Kurapika replied, looking over at Hisoka, who was smirking at Gon and licking his lips. "Hisoka, control yourself."
"Whatever." Hisoka chuckled. "I have to go find Illumi, make sure he doesn't...do anything rash."
Then he walked out and closed the door.
"Do you wanna keep the necklace?'' Gon asked, taking the necklace from Leorio.
"Heh no." Killua lied, making a pokerface.
The three saw right through it.
"Ok yeah, I do." He sighed, putting a hand out.
Gon gave it to him and smiled.
"So I hope things with you and your brother are good?'' Leorio asked, sitting on the couch.
"I don't know." Killua sighed, laying back on the bed.
"Well, if not, we'll try again." Gon smiled.
'No, I don't wanna try again. He doesn't understand, this isn't fixable.' Killua thought, closing his eyes and welcoming sleep.