AN: Okay remember I am German. My English isn't perfect and I had many difficulties writing this chapter. Thanks for reading Dream a littlen Dream chapter 2 And thanks for the interest in this story to you all on tumblr and on fanfictionnet I hope you like it!
Blaine and Kurt stared at each other. Unknown what the other one felt. Okay, if Kurt was right, Blaine just felt hatred but how could he ever tell Blaine that it wasn't the same for him.
He liked Blaine from the first moment he saw him. It was just a big misunderstanding and now for a full year he had to endure the hate he received from Blaine. He wanted him so bad in every way he could think of. He got bad grades in the classes he shared with Blaine because just having Blaine in the same room wit him made him crazy. The only class he was okay in was French but French was like his native language. It was out of the question he would ever fail French. His worst subject was Calculus, he sat behind Blaine and he could count the curls that wasn't gelled and when he leaned forward for whatever reason he had in his lovesick mind he could even smell him. Blaine's aftershave that had a scent of pepper and something like sweet gingerbread made him crazy.
Kurt knew that Blaine thought they both hate each other and tried to get along with the act but fact was that Kurt had always a caring eye on Blaine and when Blaine got knocked out that morning it didn't took Kurt a second thought to rush over to his unconscious body and get him help.
He was so worried, what would he do if Blaine was really badly hurt?
He laid his hand on Blaines forehead while waiting for Rachel and had many thoughts wandering around his mind. What would he do if Blaine would wake up now? What would he tell him? Would he declare his love or would he just have to play this stupid hate act farther? As Rachel came in and saw Kurt's hand on her brothter she smirked a bit. Of course she would. She was the only one who saw through his stupid act. Okay Finn knew too but that was Rachel's fault.
Wich reason should a Kurt Hummel have to hate an innocent guy like Blaine Anderson-Berry?
He took his hand back and placed an icebag instead on Blaine's forehead. Then Blaine groaned and Kurt's face flushed pink. He had to get out of here as soon as possible. Suddenly afraid that Blaine really would wake up.
And now he was in Rachel's room alone with Blaine. And without really realising it, he touched Blaine again and spoke to him and it felt like his heart shattered in 1000 pieces after hearing Blaines answer.
He shifted uncomartable back to the edge of the bed and broke the eye contact. He couldn't endure any moment longer to look in those hazel colored eyes that gave him a look like he was the worst guy in the world.
Rachel came back into the room and was surprised to find both guys sitting on her bed. "Did-Did I disturb you or something?" She asked without thinking what she could had disturbed.
"No," Blaine said getting off the bed. "I was just getting back to my room. "Night." He said.
As fast as possible after steppig out of Rachel's bedroom he run back into his room, farther to his bathroom and sank to the cool ground hanging his arms over the sink.
WHAT WAS THAT? His heart pounded like crazy and he couldn't steady his breath anymore. That was 100% not the normal way Kurt acted. Maybe he is sick or perhaps the others told him to be nice because of whatever reason. He had goosebumps and couldn't get Kurt's eyes out of his mind. And more the touch. Those cold fingers, the feeling they left on his skin didn't want to dissappear no matter how often he rubbed over this part. Everything on and in him began to curl, his toes, his stomach, even his curls felt more curly.
Was that a new stage of hate? But why did he feel so bad and nervous. And why the hell are the words: "I should go back and apologise," leaving his lips continuely. It all didn't make any sense to him. But for this reason he was sure about it he really hated Kurt Hummel.
Blaine got back to his bed, falling asleep even before Finn arrived and missed the teary consulting Finn and Rachel gave Kurt. If he had been awake at that moment, there was no way he could had miss those loud sobs coming from Kurt who was really hurt because of Blaine.
Kurt's tears dried and Finn brought him home, it was already due to dinner time and no matter how miserable he felt for Kurt his belly groaled loud and as empty as it was he couldn't concenrate on much more than food in this situation.
Blaine came to school and now it was Rachel who didn't leave his side until she had to go to her own class.
"I am fine Rach. Just go already!" Blaine muttered.
"But-" Rachel began.
"No buts! Just go or you will be late!" Blaine had to laugh a bit. It was the first time him and Rachel spend this much time together. After he got used to have her around it was kinda nice. It was actually the first time ever he felt like they were siblings.
It was wednesday, so first period was English and English meant sharing a class with Mike. As Blaine entered the classroom Mike already sat down in his seat and was playing with something. Mike's eyes found him after some time and a wide grin came across his face. Faster as Blaine liked it Mike came across the room and took the place next to him and ignored the seating order for the students. The girl who originally sat there snorted angry and took Mike's old place.
"Hi!" Mike said. "How are you?"
Again, Blaine had to watch his face before finding an answer. "...Hi. I am fine,I mean better than yesterday." Mike laughed and wanted to start a conversation but the teacher came in and with that the lesson started.
The next period was Calculus. Oh. Oh right. Kurt. Kurt was in Calculus but maybe Mike would be a good distraction. He seemed somehow like an easy going and funny guy. He was really nice and Blaine didn't even notice that he laughed much more since this morning.
Mike sat again next to Blaine and told him about the dance choreography that he did for Glee Club. Then Kurt came into the room. His eyes were on the floor as he said hi to Mike and took the place behind Blaine again.
Blaine fell silent. He didn't want to give Kurt any options to pick on him.
The teacher was about to start the lesson as no else but Sue Sylvester came into the classroom. Her face was furious as she glanced over the heads of the students. She eyed the teacher whose eyes were frozen in shock.
"YOU!" She screamed pointing at the teacher who shivered now knowing he was the target. "HOW DARE YOU LET HUMMEL FAIL!" All eyes were now on Kurt except Blaine's.
"His-His-His grades are bad." The teacher trembled. "I-I-I can't give him any better."
From being in a rage Sue fell surprisingly silent for a moment. "How bad?" She finally asked.
"He needs an 'A' in the next test to pass." The teacher whispered.
Sue was still thinking. Sometimes her eyes fell on Kurt and it looked like she would slap him any second. "Just the test?"
"For this semester, yes." The teacher looked tired.
"Who is willing to tutor Hummel?" Sue spit on the students who sat in the first row.
Mike raised his hand.
"Not you! You already have enough to do with footballtraining!" Mikes hand fell down. "You!" Her finger was directed at Blaine. "You look smart. You will teach Hummel." Blaine was about to decline as Sue's face came down to him only a few inch apart from him. Her eyes wide and nothing nice was left. Maybe it even died years ago. "You will teach him or I will haunt you!"
Blaine gulped and then nodded. Sweat broke down on his forehead and Sue watched the sweatpearls running down his skin. Her sight fell on the big bumps from yesterday. "You should cool your head. Looks like it hurts," Sue said softer now after gettng what she wanted.
Blaine nodded again.
Without a word Sue vanished. The door was left open and everyone could hear her crashing in the next classroom. Sue screamed Brittany's name and short after everyone had to get out of the building because someone setted off the fire alarm. Everyone knew it had something to do with Sue going berserk.
"Hey, wait for me!" Kurt said and tried to catch up with Blaine and Mike while they tried to get through the crowd. Blaine rolled his eyes. "When do you have time?"
"For what?"
"Don't play dumb." Kurt narrowed his eyebrows. "You know what I mean. You have to tutor me!"
"Oh right." Blaine said as he just remembered it.
"So when?" Kurt tried desperately to get an answer out of Blaine.
"Let's see... Never?" Kurt was angry now and his eyes darkend to a deep green.
"First, Coach Sylvester told you to tutor me and I wouldn't try to make her angry. Second, between being such a jerk and reading your stupid books you could try to find some life and tutor me. It's your fault that I failed anyway!"
"What? Mine? Why?"
Kurt blushed. "Doesn't matter."
Mike couldn't watch this anymore. "Blaine, you know you have to do it or she will kill you. It's not a permament thing. Just some weeks. Okay?" He patted Blaines shoulder and gave Kurt an apologetic glance.
Blaine didn't like it. He had to spend time with Kurt alone and teach him something whose Kurt told him it's his fault that he failed. He didn't even understand what that meant.
"Okay but let your jock friends at home. I want to survive the tuition without a subsequent hospital visit." Blaine laughed without any amusement and walked faster to get away from Kurt and Mike. But both hold his speed.
"And when?
"You can decide." Blaine had enough time for both of them.
"Okay, than friday after school?" Blaine stopped in the middle of walking and Mike was taken away by the crowd without any chance of returning. Kurt managed to walk in Blaine's back and rubbed his red nose. "Ouch..."
"Why friday? Don't you have anything better to do?" Blaine narrowed his eyebrows so much they were almost one.
"Nope. Free as a fly!"
"Bird." Blaine said.
"What?" Kurt asked.
"Normally you would say free as a bird." Blaine looked at Kurt openly confused.
"Oh. No. I have my reason why I say fly instead."
"Okay... Okay just come over to my house on friday. Okay?"
Kurt giggled silently. "Okay." He said.
Friday came faster as planned. For some unknown reason Blaine was really nervous. He walked across the room and felt an up and down of emotions. He was alone with Kurt in this house. Rachel was out with Finn buying things for her party. Their dads were off to their love weekend and Blaine was alone, waiting for Kurt to arrive any minute.
Why did he had to teach Kurt Calculus? What did Blaine know about Calculus? Calculus is a branch of mathematics focused on limits, functions, derivatives, integrals, and infinite series. That's all. What's there not to understand?
Startlet from the sound of the doorbell Blaine jumped in the air and while he landed flat on the floor he injured his arm. It began to bleed and Blaine rushed into the bathroom, grabbing a towel and then back down the stairs to open Kurt the door.
First not really looking at Kurt and more busy with his own blood let his second glance at the boy Blaine's body froze.
Kurt had a lightly bruised eye.