Author's Noteee: hi, yeah i finally decided to update. i've been way too lazy these past few days, and the astonishing news of a vacation to hawaii...again this year has got me compelled to update; enough of me rambling. here is yo' ficcc:
I sit in a soft seat with my legs curled up under me, watching the storm continue on outside. I look at my watch: 7:45 a.m. i was supposed to leave two hours and fifteen minutes ago. Supposedly theres a storm in Florence, too. I pull out my cellphone and dial Sadie's number for the umpteenth time tonight. I sigh when i get her voicemail. "Sadiiieee. i know this is probably like the hundredth message I've left you but, my flight is still delayed.." i get up from the chair and pace back and forth in my sock clad feet. "..Does that mean something Sades? Like i shouldn't be running? I walked away Sadie, like i said i would. But, i feel like crap. If it was for the best why do i feel like this? Half of me wants him to come chase me and the other half...the other half doesn't know what she wants." a tear escapes my eye and trails down my cheek. I absent mindly wipe it away and sit back down resting my elbows on my knees. I sigh. "Sadie, i know i haven't said this enough..but, thanks." i lean back against the back of the chair. "Thanks for being a good sister, for accepting when me and Tommy tried our thing together. for being there when he left again..most sisters wouldn't be okay with their younger sister dating their ex-boyfriend. But, being the awesome sadie you are, accepted us. and i thank you times a million for that. i love you Sades." I heard my flight being called for boarding so I sniffled up, and grabbed my bags and ticket. I stood up straight and smiled to myself. "I hope you take up that offer Sadie and come visit me in Italy. I've got to go but, i'll call you when i land..love you bunches. bye." I snapped my phone shut, turning it off and handed my boarding pass to the attendant and made my way to first class. I stored my carry on in the overhead compartment and settled back into the plush seat, gazing out across the Toronto Skyline.
Meanwhile...
My eyes flash open, expecting the "princess pink" walls of my baby sister's room in France. Instead, I'm greeted by the mustard yellow walls of G-major. I sit up and arch my back,stretching. That's when i notice Jude isn't laying beside me. I go to wipe the side of my cheek and i see pen on my hand. I flip open my cellphone and hold the LCD near my hand so i can read what was written. Walk Away..xo. Jude, that's all i could think about. She left. damnit. I look at my already open cell and dial a number from memory. "Sadie friggin' Harrison." i started and i heard her groan on the other end. "This had better be good Quincy, or you won't be havin' kids in the mornin'." she said, and i roll my eyes. "Where is Jude going Sadie? I want to know.." i say quickly, keeping my eyes on my palm. I heard her bed squeak and she sighed. "Tommy, why? This is better for her...she won't get hurt.." i lean my forehead against my fist. "Sadie, she's going to get hurt no matter what. But, those other guys out there..they don't know Jude like i know Jude. They don't love her like i do, and they sure as hell can't love her like i can. I walked away because i had to, not because i wanted to. Sadie..just please.." i said, knowing the desperation in my voice was evident. "..i love her.." i whisper. Silently, i hear her break. "Florence, Florence Tom. Go, go get her. Her flight keep getting delayed." she said, and i could hear her grow impatient. "Go get her before its too late!!" and she hung up. I grabbed my keys and raced out the door, hopping in the viper. I smiled as the rain pattered against the windshield and i started the car, and hurridly pulled off to the Toronto International Airport.
Back to Jude...
I stare mindlessly at the flight attendant at the front of the plane, telling us our safety precautions and other mess. Nirvana screams through the earbuds in my ear and i look back out the window at the skyline. I let the tears fall freely this time, i kiss my fingertips and place them against the cool glass and whisper. "Good bye..." i turn off my Ipod and stare at the back of the seat in front of me. That's when i hear something that made a smile stretch across my face. "Good bye? but..i just got here.." i turn my head towards the aisle. There is a God...
Author's Note: what did you think? I liked it a little. uh huh. one more chapter; then that's the end. maybe a sequel? i dont know yet but, if there is..i will tell you. five reviews and i'll post another chappy, kay? kay. now click that sexy review button. xoxo. Babyy.