I decided that im just going to write anyways because I have all this spare time,
and I want to get this in before I have no time.
So here it is.

Chapter 1 ~ Gone

So I guess he's actually gone. I dont know why I thought he'd come back, I mean he even said he didnt want me, and he made it clear. And I cant just keep moping around, Charlie is seeing through my facade easier then seeing through glass, and I can tell its hurting him. Besides schools here and I have to cheer up.

I started down the first step of the stairs when I heard Charlie talking to someone on the phone, I think it was Billy. But why would he be talking to him.

"Hey dad, who you talking to"
"No one important." "Your just as bad a lier as I am dad, who were you talking to"
He let out a deep breath. "I was talking to Billy" I was a little confused. Why would he be talking to Billy? I mean it wouldn't be for Jacob, I haven't talked to him in forever. Unless.....

"Dad you can't keep trying to get me and Jacob together! Its just not gunna work I dont like him like that"
"C'mon Bells, you and Jacob would be great together"
"No dad, you mean it would be great for me to feel better, but im fine....seriously."

I grabed my bag and went outside. I couldn't take his outrageuos nonsense. I was fine, and I was going to prove it today. We had our school talent show and I was going to sign up. Sure I had gone to singing lessons with my mom before but I didnt know if i could make it. But still if it will prove im fine, who cares.

When I got to school I didn't even acknowledge Angela and she was probably a little hurt but I would apologize later, I had to get to the sign up sheet. I guess I was walking a little fast because next thing I knew I had run into someone.

"ouch!!" Great I ran into Zack, the last person I wanted to run into.
" Oh, Im so sorry Zack, I was kinda in a rush and didn't see you" Even though thats kinda hard to do with him being so good looking and all.
" Its ok Bella, I was in a rush too"
" Sorry, what were you in a rush for?" I knew it was none of my buisiness, but I wanted to know.
" Umm I was actually signing up for the talent show"
" Oh, really me too"
" Bella Swan signing up for a talent show, wow thats new. Who dared you to"
" Why would someone have to dare me too?" I was a shocked, was me being out of it not so secret. "Well, I just dont see you usually trying out for anything since cullen left...umm I mean.."He looked like he wanted to run right about know.
"Its ok Zack, im not bothered by it, and I've decided to try new things."

Ok, so I guess it wasn't very secret, but still I was hoping Zack wouldn't notice. I mean I actually kinda like him, and if he thinks im still grieving, well then my chances are kinda slim.

"Oh, so your not still talking to him"
"Umm..no why?" Was he trying to ask me out?
"Well I was wondering if you would want to go see a movie with me sometime? If your free."

He was trying to ask me out. Wow, I couldn't believe Zack was asking me out. Lauren is going to freak out when she hears this.

" Yeah that would be great Zack, how about this weekend. I really wanted to see that horror movie"
"Sure yeah i'll pick you up around three thirty and we can talk about what were going to do for the show too"
"That would be awsome, I'll see you later." I lightly kissed him on the cheek and then quikly walked to my class.

All through class I couldn't stop thinking about Zack, I couldn't even pay attention in class, so when I got asked a question my embarrasing answer was of course, what Zack? Everybody laughed, well except Lauren who just glarred at me all class. And Angela just laughed and elbowed me in the ribs. I couldn't wait for my next class, I had Zack in that class, even if it was gym.

When I got out of the change room Lauren walked up to Zack right before I did and asked him if he wanted to be her partner. I thought he would have said yes to not be rude, but I guess he said no because next thing I knew he was walking towards me.

"Hey Bella, do you have a gym partner yet"
"Umm, no. But I thought Lauren just asked you to be her partner"
"She did, but I wanted you as a partner."My mind was spinning.
"Sure I'll be your partner, but I should warn you for safety reasons, im very insident prone"
"Ha, you can't be that bad" Was he seriously laughing at that? Wow he is blonde.
"Ok, don't say I didn't warn you."

Through class I ended up hitting Zack in the head eight times, but he was nice enough not to freak out. Instead he decided he would become insident prone too, and hit me in the head three times.

On Friday I couldn't sit still in Biology class, it was easier since nobody sat beside me so I had all the room to bounce around without complaints...well for the most part.

"Bella, can you please contain yourself. We know your going on a date now stop bouncing before I make you." You could tell Lauren was mad.
"Sorry Lauren." I wasn't really sorry but anything to shut her up was fine with me.

When the bell rang I got out of my seat almost as fast as....well Edward. No stop it, im not gunna let that bring me down tonight I have a date tomorrow and nothing is going to ruin it.

When I got outside Zack was waiting beside my truck like every other day this week. We would end up saying goodbye and I would walk to the drivers side before we could say anything else. But today he looked different. I dont know why but he did.

"Hey Zack, is everything ok?" He looked up and his frown turned into a huge smile.
"Yeah, everything is fine now." What did he mean by that?
"Ok, so are we all good for tomorrow? Or did something come up"
"No everything is fine, but do you want to go to dinner after the movie"
"Sure of course!" I think I said that with a little too much enthusiasm.
He just laughed " ok so i'll see you later"

And just when I went to leave like usual, he kissed my cheek. That surprised me, we hadn't even been on our first date and yet he kissed me. And I know I kissed him first but still it shocked me.

When I got home Charlie hadn't got home yet so I still had time to make dinner. Since me and Zack and been hanging out Charlie had said that something looked different about me. I said it was the make-up because I had just started wearing it and I liked it.

Charlie walked in the door right when I was taking the chicken out. It was good he was late because now dinner was ready but still, why was he so late?

"Hey dad, dinner's were you so late"
" Oh no reason." He was hiding something, or someone.
" Umm dad im going out with someone tomorrow" I really hoped my dad didnt bring Jacob over, I don't like him but still i didn't want to hurt his feelings.
"Who are you going out with Bella"
"Umm Zack Christe, is that okay?" He looked like someone just told him his dog died.
"Sure Bells, umm how much did you make"
"I actually made too much. Jacob and Billy are behind you right"
"umm yeah" I knew it, I felt so bad now.
"ok"

Through dinner I couldn't look at Jacob at all. I just didnt want to see his face. So right after dinner I excused myself and went upstairs to my room to pick an outfit for tomorrow. I could'nt decide between my new pair of skinny jeans and blue blouse, or skirt and red polo. I decided on the skinny jeans. I just couldn't wait until tomorrow, me and Zack watching a movie and then going out for dinner, the perfect date. I just hope nothing goes wrong.....

Theres the first chapter. Kind of cliff hanger huh. Its way more suspensful this way, also I know its not very long, but I don't have a lot of time since school starts again tomorrow. So sorry if there not long, but I'll try.
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