I'd intended to leave this as a oneshot… But then someone told me to update soon… So I decided, "Yeah sure, why not?" So thanks, Fairydust!
Also, I'm adding an OC. Enjoy. OH and by the way, unless it's ", they're mouthing words. Cuz it's a bit more like one of these ' than it is ".
Matti-kinz.
Evanie's POV.
Angie and Near walked into the cafeteria, which was so silent, you could hear a pin drop. I looked at the doors and saw Matt enter, followed by Mello and L. My eyes locked with Near's as he sat down.
'What happened?' I mouthed.
'I'll tell you later.' Near mouthed back.
Angie sat down, massaging her nose.
'You okay? You're nose looks broken.'
Angie shook her head, got up, went to the infirmary. Matt sat at our table.
'What happened to Angie?'
"Mello." Matt murmured in my ear.
'Matt! You know we aren't supposed to talk!'
'Yeah, yeah, yeah.' Matt mouthed back at Near.
'You two are like two year olds-OW!' I mouthed, rubbing the small of my back when Mello kicked it.
I stood up.
"What was that for?" I yelled at him.
"SHUT UP!" He yelled back.
"I'm not going to! You've got no right to do something so..so jerkface-y! YOU IMBROGLIONE! Bastardo!" (You con! Bastard!)
L looked taken aback at my language.
"Mello, what is this about?"
"Je n'ai says pas." (I do not know).
"Obviously, something has happened."
"It's nothing for you to be concerned about, L." I said, worry clouding my eyes when Angie didn't come through the double doors.
L sat back down.
"Why do you care what happened to Angie?"
"Why do you do such awful things?" I countered.
"Because, I want power. And you people just give it to me."
I walked up to him and slapped him across the face.
"It's about time someone beat you down to size." I snapped.
L got up and left the cafeteria. Mello kicked me over and straddled my waist.
"It's about time you were made an example of." He sneered in my ear, shoving his fist against my nose.
I heard an audible cracking sound. He got up and walked out of the cafeteria.
"Evanie! Are you okay?" Matt said, running over to me.
I could only shake my head.
"I think her nose's broken." A voice said, helping me get up.
"Who're you?" Matt pulled me into a protective hug, careful of my face.
"I'm Light Yagami. I came here with L?"
I shrugged, freeing myself from Matt's iron grip. Rather, attempting to.
"I think we should get her to a doctor."
Matt carried me to the infirmary.
"Matt, what happened to her?" Angie said, running over to him.
"Mello happened. Broke her nose."
The nurse came in and took me from Matt. She put my nose in this brace thing. She told me that I needed to be more careful.
"It's Mello's fault!" I said, through the stupid brace thing.
"I know, I know. Angie told me about her nose. Mello broke it too."
"I am going to whoop his ass." I was scathing.
"I hope you escape with no injuries."
I walked out of the infirm, Matt and Angie tailing me.
"MELLO!" I yelled as loud as I could.
"You called?" He said smoothely.
I punched his jaw as hard as I could. He flew backwards into a wall, sliding down. I picked him up by the collar.
"You broke mine and Angie's noses."
"So? You can still talk, and Angie's fine."
I kneed him where the sun don't shine. Idiota(idiot).
"That hurt, shrimp!"
I put my fist against his ribcage in a series of punches. I heard several audible cracking sounds.
"Careful, Evanie! You might puncture one of his lungs!" Matt said, pulling me off of Mello.
Mello sobbed and ran carefully to the infirm.
'It's not fair! He deserved what he got.' Angie mouthed angrily.
'Angie, no one deserves what Evanie gave him. But, he is an idiota and dramatica.'
'Si.'
I nodded.
"Is everyone all right here? I heard shout-What happened to your nose?" A voice cried.
"Broken." I said.
"Who?"
"Nasty fall. Sorry, but we have a lot of homework, L." Matt said, picking me up bridal style.
Angie followed us back to my room. It was black and covered with MCR posters on my side. On Linda's side(for now. She'll be moving rooms later today.) there were paintbrushes everywhere and it was bright and happy. A pack of cigarettes lay on my bedside table, a pack of crayons on hers. I looked at her side in distaste. Angie's about four feet seven, red hair that goes to her knees, dead green eyes, and she wore a black dress with a tight-fitting purple corset(A/N: my profile pic, minus the wings. All the girls wear the same clothing. All the guys have to wear leather pants(It's Mello, what do you expect?), black tank tops, and hiking boots. Of course, Near follows this "trend"…). I'm about five feet five, raven hair, dead obsidian eyes.
Anger flared through me and I caught myself shaking.
"What is it?"
"Nothing." I grumbled.
Matt came over and delicately pulled my head to face him.
"What is it?" He said seducively.
"Nothing." I persisted.
Matt put his lips right in front of mine. I could feel his warm breath tingling my lips.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing."
He kissed me gently. I caved.
"Mello is what's wrong! He treats us all like pawns, and I can't stand it!"
Dammit! And to think I thought I could get out of this stupid thing I do whenever Matt's around!
"We can take Mello down peg at a time. But you know that for now, you know what I have to do."
"Don't make me say it, Matt!"
"I have to-"
"Scream for me." Mello said from the doorway.
Matt turned around to face Mello, who's abdomen was wrapped up in bandages.
"Mello!" Matt exclaimed.
"I hate liars, and I hate cheaters, Matt." Mello snapped, dragging Matt out of the room by his hair.
"Matt!" Angie called out.
Her hands flew to cover her mouth. Mello carried Matt bridal style back to his room, not even moving to stop Angie's outburst.
"YOU STUPID UKE! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO WHAT I SAY!" We heard Mello scream at Matt.
Matt said something, but it was muffled by the wall. Mello started yelling again.
"You know what I've got to do, right?"
We heard, faintly through the wall, Matt speak.
"Punish me?" He sounded afraid.
"Damn straight."
We heard the sound of something light hit the floor. Then we heard Mello say,
"Uke, you've been bad."
"I know."
"You have to be punished in a certain way."
"I know."
Mello walked into our room.
"You two. You know where my ropes are?"
We nodded.
"Get them. Then come to my room."
We nodded again, getting up and getting the ropes out of the closet across the hall. We proceeded to Matt and Mello's room, which was right next to ours. Angie looked at me nervously, then knocked on the door.
"Who? You can answer."
"Evangeline and Evaniescra." I said, spitting my own name out hatefully.
Angie's alias was Angel, and mine was Ebony.
"Enter."
(A/N: Since I can't write this because it's awkward and because I suck at it, Lori wrote it…Thanks PixisdustisWEED(AKA Lori) for writing this part)
We opened the door carefully and came in to see Matt naked, trapped on the floor by Mello.
"Tie his wrists. NOW." Mello commanded after we closed the door.
'Sorry, Matt.' I mouthed, tying his hands behind his back.
"Now to the hook on the wall."
Angie attached one end of the rope to the wall, then tied a knot at the part that the two ropes were touching.
"Tie his legs to that he's spread-eagle on the floor."
We did as Mello commanded.
"Leave."
(Creepy, written-by-PixidustisWEED/Lori part OVER.)
We left Matt, who was gagged with a bandana by Mello. His pleading eyes followed us out of the room. When we got back to our room, I hit the wall with my fists.
"I feel so useless!"
Angie hugged me.
"It's the dramatica's fault, not yours. Relax."
"Idiota dramatica! I hate che bastardo!"
{Translation: Dramatica=dramatic. Idiota=idiot and che bastardo=that bastard!}
We heard Matt groan from next door.
"Mello, stop! PLEASE!" He begged.
"Scream."
Matt screamed with all his might. I never knew Matt could scream like that… He's…in pain…And I can't do anything! IDIOTA! Tears rolled down my cheeks and fell to the floor. I collapsed to my knees and screamed as loud as I could. Angie looked at me with concern. The screaming from next door stopped.
"CHE BASTARDO! IDIOTA! IMBROGLIONE! MASCALZONE!" I screamed insults at Mello.
{Translation: Imbroglione=Con. Mascalzone=Scum(I think)}
Angie put her hand on my shoulder.
"Calm down, Evanie."
I screamed again. Not out of anger, but out of sadness. Mello burst into the room.
"What? WHAT COULD BE SO IMPORTANT THAT YOU'D SCREAM?"
I slapped Mello, tears still pooling in my eyes.
"Bastardo! GET THE HELL OUT!" I raged at him. "WHO TOLD YOU YOU COULD COME IN? GET OUT AND STAY OUT!" I screamed, shoving him out of the room and slamming the door shut.
I could Mello close the door to his room and torture Matt again. A blood-curdling scream filled my ears. I covered my ears and began to sob uncontrollably. Angie sat next to me and pulled me into a tight embrace.
"Tout sera bien." (It will be good.)
I sobbed into her shoulder. She couldn't see the gashes Matt's screams left on my soul. The chains I was forming link by link. The pain I wished to inflict on che bastardo. Angry tears rolled down my face and she just held me. Matt screamed and I sobbed harder. Then there was silence.
"Matty."
"Y-yes?" I heard him stutter.
"I'm going to do it again. You'll feel pain more than you've ever before." Mello laughed, cold.
"NO!" Matt screamed.
I screamed again. I screamed until my vision blurred, the edges going red. Angie just looked at me sadly.
"You love him."
"Yes." I choked out, tears rolling on my cheeks.
"You love him so much it utterly destroys you to hear Mello torture him."
I couldn't do anything but nod and sob harder. It wasn't a question. She knew.
"Do you hear her screams, Matty? She loves you! HA!" Mello laughed again.
"EVANIE! COVER YOUR EARS!" Matt told me.
My hands flew to cover my ears as Matt screamed again. I couldn't hear anything because Angie was singing "Klouns: Can you see me now?" by T.a.T.U in my ear.
"Clowns that only let you know where you let your senses go."
I screamed again. My hands flew from my ears and I stared at them.
"These hands aren't mine! THEY CAN'T BE!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.
Angie looked at me, frightened.
"These hands…They're responsible for Matt's torture. They tied the ropes! They broke him! They're my hands! I broke Matt!" I screamed, clenching my hands into fists and sobbing into my knees.
"She thinks that she's responsible for you being "broken"! HA! That's really funny, isn't it, Matty?"
Silence.
"ISN'T IT, MATTY?" Mello asked.
I heard a scream of pain.
"It is, Mello! STOP!" Matt screamed.
"Not until you admit that you hate her guts and are using her!"
"I'M NOT!"
"YOU ARE!"
I covered my ears and sobbed.
"Evanie…" Angie said sadly, hugging me again.
I looked at her with tear-filled eyes, a tear-stained face.
"Y-Yes?"
"You don't need to scream. Matt will be fine. We will be fine."
My heart was tearing my soul to shreds, and she was telling me not to scream. If only….If only you knew, Angie. If only you knew how much suffering really goes on around here.I thought, crying harder. Mello was making Matt scream, and it was all my fault. I'm the idiot. I'm the scum. I'm the con. I'm the dramatic. I'm the bastard. I thought. Angie looked at me. I stopped crying.
"It's all my fault…Everything's my fault. If I hadn't tied Matt up, this never would've happened!" I croaked.
"It is not your fault, Evaniescra Vascez. It has never been your fault. Mello's the one to blame." Near said, walking into the room.
"Near!" Angie exclaimed.
"Angie. Evaniescra."
I screamed and threw one of my glass snowglobes at him. He caught it and put it on the desk calmly.
"Did I do something wrong?"
"She's still upset about Matt. I don't know why, but she seems to be really broken up about it."
"Matt will be fine. I'm sure what Mello is doing isn't too-" Near was interrupted by a scream. "Isn't too bad."
I got up and walked out of the room, to next door. I slammed my hand onto the door.
"OPEN THE DAMN DOOR, MIHAEL KEEHL!"
"Evaniescra Vascez, this had better be important!" Mello opened the door.
I shoved him up against a wall, slammed the door shut.
"Imbroglione! Mascalzone! Bastardo! Connarde(French for Asshole lol the FEMALE version, might I add)! Dramatica! Idiota!" I called him every bad thing I knew in every language I knew, including hungarian. "KURVA!(Bitch)" I screamed at him.
I brought my knee into his gut as hard as I could and he coughed blood. I threw him against the wall like he was a piece of clothing. Lightweight. Easy to throw. I untied Matt and redressed his bloodied form.
"Matt, I am so sorry! Can you ever forgive me? I did something awful. I'd understand if you hated me so much you could kill me."
"I don't hate you, love. I can't hate you. But I wish you wouldn't hate yourself."
"It's all my fault! It's my fault you've been broken."
"It's not."
"It is."
"It's not."
"It is."
"It is NOT."
"It is too."
He leaned down to kiss me.
"It is not." He murmured, kissing me passionately.
Mello ripped us apart. He grabbed me by my shirt collar.
"You idiot! You can't stay out of my way for five seconds, can you? You're only going to get in the way, so you're gonna have to go, sorry." He said, drawing a knife already dripping with Matt's fresh blood.
"Mello, NO! Don't!" Matt hugged Mello from behind and put pressure on the one part of Mello's neck and he dropped the knife.
"M-Matt, why?" Mello mumbled.
Matt kissed Mello's neck.
"Mells, you need to stop. Don't kill Evaniescra. Please."
Mello turned around and kissed Matt passionately. Matt returned his kiss equally, even more so, passionately.
"You think of us as pawns, too. I get it." I said blankly, turning on my heel, walking out.
"Evanie, wait!" Matt called after me.
"Don't try, Matty." Mello sneered, closing the door with his foot, stripping Matt again, tying him up, resuming what he was doing before.
I sat back in the corner of my bed that was closest to the wall that separates me and Mello. Linda had been switched with Angie, and the room was now completely black.
"Mello, ah, stop!"
"Doesn't it feel painful, though?"
"Ah!" Matt groaned in pleasure.
"I'll remember not to hit there, then." Mello laughed sinisterly.
I didn't move. I didn't scream. I sat there, numb. Angie looked at me scared.
"Evanie? Are you alright?"
"Yes."
"You sure?"
"Yes."
"What happened between you and Matt?"
"Nothing."
"You sure?"
"Yes."
"Can you say something other than 'yes' and 'nothing'?"
"Yes."
"Ha-ha very funny."
"Not really."
"Look! Two words! IMPROVEMENT!"
"No."
"Damn."
"Yes."
"GR!"
"Yes."
"God Dammit I thought we were getting somewhere. Just tell me what happened."
I told her everything. Matt kissing Mello, Mello kissing Matt, all of it. She looked at me sadly.
"Boys will be boys, hun."
"I know."
"You need to relax."
"No."
"Yes you do."
"No."
"Yes."
"NO."
"YES."
"Never."
"Now."
"NO."
"NOW. I'm getting Matt."
She got up and left. She returned with a shirtless Matt. I threw my glass snowglobes at him. They hit him and he cried out in pain.
"What was that for?"
"…."
"Well?"
"Mello." Was all I said.
Understanding flickered across Matt's face. Two thugs, Alrec and Natanial, followed by three others, Dave, Alejandro, and Soichiro(XD LOL NO CREATIVITY THERE! XD) came in and carried me out by my arms. I didn't move, didn't flinch, didn't speak.
"Evanie!"
Author's POV.
Angie grabbed Matt's arm as he tried to leave.
"Why do you care? We're just game pieces, right? Pawns for you and Mello to manipulate?"
"No! I love Evaniescra!"
"She doesn't think so. Your passionate liplock with Mello?"
"He was going to kill her! What was I supposed to do?"
"You broke her. You made her scream without even being in the same room as her. You're the source of her misery. And now she's going to get beaten up because you can't help her."
Evanie's POV.
Dave and Alejandro held me still as the other three punched, kicked, and cut me. I stared blankly into space.
"Do something! Don't just sit there!" Alrec said, licking the blood off of one of the cuts on my face.
I shuddered as he did it again and again. When he ran out of cuts, he'd make a new one. I shuddered with each stroke of his tongue on the cuts and gashes on my body.
"Evanie!" I heard Matt call. Tears fell from my eyes. Alrec licked them off of my face.
"You don't need him."
Something jolted through me like lightening. Lightening...That's what it is. Nothing more than a little lightening. Matt opened the door, taking in my ripped dress, the corset that lay forgotten on the floor.
"Evanie!" He breathed, pulling all the thugs off of me.
"Matt! You came!" I breathed back, reaching towards him.
A cloth went over my nose and mouth.
"I am so sorry, love. But I'm not Matty. I'm Mello." He said, carrying me back to my room.
I awoke in nothing but my undergarments, under the covers of my bed. The world seemed so much darker. One of my eyes was gone, I realized. Gauze covered where my eye was.
"Angie, where is my eye?"
"They took it, Evaniescra! I am so sorry!" She replied.
"Who?"
"Mello and his gang! They did it in front of everyone, to set an example. They stripped you, drugged you, and took out your eye in front of all the students!"
"What about L?"
"He wasn't there. But he did come in and bandage your eye."
She tossed me a uniform.
"Mello is going to get in big trouble."
Matt burst into the room.
"Evanie! Thank god!" Matt said, kissing my forhead.
I slipped on the uniform. The room spun. I started to fall and Matt supported me.
"Rest now, love."
I fell asleep in Matt's arms. The real Matt. And he was all mine.
I am so sorry about the late update, really busy and wondering whether or not I'd continue the story. Also, I've been really upset and depressed lately so yeah this fic might get more angst less romance more heartbreak.
Matti-kinz.
P.S: Please Review.