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Chapter 2

Sliding the key into the lock, Jess turned it and pushed the door to her apartment open - having been out of town for the past couple of weeks she dropped her duffel bag into the hall before moving into the lounge. Glancing around it was just the same as how she left it – one of the benefits of her apartment was that apart from the bedroom and bathroom everything was open plan so she could always see her surroundings.

Hearing the door close behind her she turned to find Billy standing there, smirking at her – he wasn't one to let her walk round the streets alone before she left so why the hell would he start now?

"Thanks..." Jess said passing him an appreciative smile.

"Anytime..."

Jess nodded, she had known Billy her entire life; back in the day when things weren't so fucked up and all they had to worry about were school assignments...that was until Billy dropped out for the life he leads now. She remembered the real him before the shit literally hit the fan and he set himself on the worst destructive path of following in his dad's footsteps; the way he used to have short but always nicely styled blonde hair before shaving every single strand of it off.

Even with the man he was now, Jess's love would never stop; she owed him her life – he saved her, put her up in this apartment after she killed her dad in cold blood – the constant beatings he gave her needed to stop – Jess knew it was time when a particular beating turned in to her dad forcefully shoving himself in between her legs on the kitchen floor...

Most people saw Billy as a monster, a soulless killer but Jess knew different – even through all the shit he's been through, nothing ever stopped him from taking care of her, nothing ever stopped him from loving her – not that he would ever fucking admit that to her.

For years Billy and Jess have had that casual kind of relationship – they would fuck each other on a regular basis but also other people; nothing could ever stop the spark between them and neither of them would actually admit that what they feel for one another is much more that what they've both agreed to show – casual means uncomplicated – just the way they both like it after the lives they've lived.

"So you get the motherfucker?" Billy asked hanging his leather on her coat hook – he wasn't one to normally respect housekeeping but he respected her.

Jess paused across the room and dropped her keys on the dining table, she nodded – lifting her hands she unzipped her tight fitting black leather jacket and pulled it from frame; resting it on the back of one of the chairs.

Leaning at the doorframe that leads into the lounge-kitchen area, Billy's eyes wandered her un-fucking-believable body; the way she wore those super skinny jeans with a tight fitting strap top that enhanced all the right areas was already starting to make him tighten against the front of his jeans...he did undoubtedly miss her more than he would admit...

With her back to him, Billy pulled his eyebrows together after noticing what looked like blood slowly dripping at the bottom of her neck; moving from the frame he walked across the room and up behind her.

About to turn and reply to him, Jess felt his right hand grip her side whilst he pushed his front against her; gasping slightly at the surprise – Jess smiled before feeling him brush her long brown hair to the side "What is it?"

"You're bleeding..." Billy replied inspecting the cut closer, with his left thumb he wiped what blood he could away to see an open gash, deep in her neck – huffing he clenched his jaw together "What the fuck happened?"

Jess nodded realising what he was looking at "Well I found that prick at his apartment...threw his ass through a glass window – in the moment of me gutting that fucker he grabbed a piece of glass and tried sticking me..."

Billy snorted in anger whilst gritting his teeth together "Tell me you did that fucking prick..."

Jess nodded "Shit bag lawyer covered up my dad killing my mum – course I fucking gutted him" She smirked turning her head back to look at him, seeing the concerned look on his face she shuffled free of his grip "It's nothing Billy..."

Billy watched her move from him and in to the kitchen but he knew 'It's nothing' meant 'I don't wanna talk about it...' Billy however wasn't one to listening to anybody but himself and that gash on her neck looked anything but nothing.

Opening the fridge Jess leant in a grabbed a bottle of water, straightening up she closed the fridge and turned to see Billy who was now guiding her back so she leant against the counter behind her.

"I think I'll be the one to say when it's fucking nothing..." Leaning forward his arms rested on the counter either side of her, blocking her so she couldn't run from him – not that she would ever want to.

Jess gazed up into his blue eyes, the ones that could look right into her soul but she remained quiet.

Billy wasn't a complete fucking idiot, he knew when he was being lied to – especially by the girl he's loved and protected his entire life "What the fuck is it Jess?" He asked taking a step closer to her; lessening the gap between them.

Jess huffed feeling the tears gather in her lower lids "I've wanted to kill that son of a bitch for so long and now I have – it's all over..." She started watching Billy just nod – he never had been overly touchy feely but he'd always listen to her.

A tear finally broke free and rolled down her cheek "But when he stuck me...I dunno part of me wanted him to have a better fucking shot..." She confessed seeing his jaw clench tightly together.

"The fuck you trying to say? You wanted to bleed out?"

Jess shook her head "No, I dunno...maybe..." She replied seeing his eyes now glaring down angrily at her "Billy all I have are these memories and they won't fucking go..." Bowing her head she leant forward and rested her head against his chest.

Huffing Billy shook his head, using his right hand he pushed her slightly back and looked down at her "Don't you ever fucking say shit like that to me again..." With her teary eyes focused on him, Billy lowered his hand and pushed her legs apart; leaning into her he rubbed his hand over the underneath of her tight jeans. Watching her eyes fixate on him even more, she let out a quiet moan as he crashed his lips against hers; not being able to move herself from him she dropped the bottle to the ground before moving her hands to the bottom of his black long sleeved top – pulling back she glanced up to see him nod, seeing this she didn't waste any time in pulling the top up and over his head.

Letting the top fall to the floor, Jess's hands went to his perfectly toned chest; watching his head dip to the side – she felt her stomach swarming with excitement as he continued to rub her whilst trailing rough kisses down the side of her neck. Feeling his left hand tug at the bottom of her top, Jess smiled and assisted pulling her top from her frame; revealing a black lace push up bra – pushing her breasts together just right...that was until she unclasped it and let it fall to the ground.

Growling Billy could feel his excitement intensifying as his eyes took in the view as his strokes on the underneath of her jeans became rougher, he could literally hear her breathing deepen as her lustful eyes looked up at him – he always knew how to do her right...make her forget all the shit she was carrying.

Lifting his hand he swiftly undid the two buttons on the front of her jeans "Take em off..." He ordered pulling back slightly, his breathing fast and deep from the adrenaline that was pumping within – he hadn't fucked her in over two weeks and he wanted her so fucking bad right now... Jess nodded and quickly slid her Jeans down her smooth toned legs revealing that she'd gone without wearing any matching panties that night.

"That's my girl..." Billy smirked – she looked fan-fucking-tastic and tonight she was all his. Leaning back against the counter, Jess watched Billy step forward and wrap his left arm around her waist; pulling her into him. Leaning down he kissed her a second time – this time being more passionate as he dipped his right hand and started to rub his fingertip over her now bulging clit; Jess couldn't help but let a louder moan escape her lips – never in her life has anyone made her feel the way Billy did over and over...they had been fucking for five years and still both lusted for one another.

"Billy..." She moaned feeling his finger slip inside of her, feeling her body tense and her legs weaken; Billy tightened his grip on her, steadying her as he fluctuated his speed from slow to fast back to slow "I got you..." He whispered feeling her lean against him, rocking her hips against his hand.

Feeling her orgasm creeping up on her, Jess moved her hands down and undone the zip on his jeans; she wanted him so fucking much inside of her – hearing a deep moan escape his throat, Jess smirked freeing him from his boxers so she could rub his whole length with her hand; gripping tight she began pumping him hard.

"Fuck Jess..." Billy moaned still keeping his rhythm within her – if anything they were meeting each others...

Trying to calm her breathing, Jess looked up at him "I need you so fucking much..." Knowing exactly what she meant, Billy nodded – slowly pulling his finger from her, both his hands landed on her ass and with one easy movement he lifted her up and positioned her on the edge of the counter.

Moving just in front - in between her already waiting open legs, Billy's eyes never left hers as he pushed his hard cock against her soaking wet opening; using his hand he teased her – gliding his tip gently up and down her "Tell me what you want baby..." He said in that overly sexy husky voice of his.

Edging herself nearer to him, Jess was growing so close and it was becoming harder and harder to control herself with his cock now pushing against her hot opening "I want you inside of me...fucking me"

Billy smirked, lowering his hands onto her thighs he gripped tight as he pushed himself hard within her; throwing her head back Jess moaned instinctively wrapping her legs around his waist – moving her arms from steadying herself on the counter she reached round and gripped him for support feeling him move in and out of her "Fuck..." Jess barely said through the moans that were escaping her lips; her fingertips literally digging into his back as his movements grew harder and faster against her.

Billy loved hearing the sounds he could pull from her, feeling her tighten around him he let out a deep moan which was swallowed by Jess who now had wrapped her arms tightly wrapped around his neck – pulling him even deeper into her so she could crash her lips against his, feeling her tongue overpoweringly slide into his mouth; he smirked joining his tongue with hers, kissing her just as passionate – he couldn't deny that she was the best fuck he'd ever had in his life.

"Ah Billy..." Jess moaned feeling the pleasure consuming her.

Knowing she was almost there but trying desperately to hold on to it, Billy raised his right hand and started rubbing his fingertip over her clit; knowing this would push her over the edge.

Sweat dripped from her as she rocked her hips against him, he was bringing her so close and he knew it – moaning through gritted teeth Jess could feel the urge to let go... "Billy I'm so close..." She whispered; pulling her arms from his neck she gripped the sides of the counter top – supporting herself the harder he was beginning to thrust.

"Cum for me baby, let it go..." Billy replied feeling himself brought right to the edge after her tightening firmer around him.

That's all she needed to hear, feeling the pleasure shoot right through her – Jess threw her head back and moaned at the spasms that echoed through her "Billy..."

He didn't think she could get any tighter but she did and it took a lot for Billy to control his breathing, groaning in pure fucking pleasure; he tipped his head back and closed his eyes feeling himself release inside of her.

Lifting her head, she tried to calm her breathing; her blue eyes met his as they looked caringly at her – Jess was the only one who ever got to see that side of him and she loved it.

Smiling she leant forward and kissed him a lot more tenderly on the lips before letting him pull himself from within her "And that is one of the reasons why I fucking love you Billy Darley..."

Billy smirked at the casualness in her tone; zipping his jeans back up he looked at her "Just one?"

He was a hard man and Jess never in a million years would expect to ever hear those three little words from Billy's mouth, smiling she pulled herself off the kitchen counter and grabbed her clothes from the floor; handing Billy his long sleeved top as she straightened herself up "Think I'm gonna take a shower..."

Taking his top from her, he smiled whilst letting his eyes continue to wander up and down her naked body; throwing his top on he nodded "I gotta take care of some shit anyways...you gonna be alright?"

Jess nodded "I'll be fine Billy..." With that she moved from his side and walked out across the lounge towards the bathroom – his eyes following her every move.


Hearing the door close behind her, Billy nodded – snorting he wiped the side of his hand across his nose; stepping forward he walked out in to the hall to hear the water running...the temptation not to follow her in and go for a second round – god knows he could, maybe a third – or even fourth...she would never know how much she really meant to him because he'd never find the right words, never have the fucking balls to be straight with her – generation after generation Darley men don't feel, more so they don't show that they feel... they suck it up and keep their fucking trap shut – Billy had the family motto knocked and belted in to him from a very early age... Joe not so much...

Huffing he grabbed his leather jacket from the hook and pulled it round him. Passing one final look to the bathroom door, he walked out of the apartment; closing the door behind him... No chick he'd ever come across in his life made him feel the way Jess did – he believed he was nothing, felt nothing through the anger but with her, just like it always did – she made him feel like he was actually something – something better than the merciless motherfucker on the outside.


Sooooo...What did you guys think? Want more Billy Darley goodness? I'm so hooked on that bad boy right now! Jess is one lucky girl! =) Alright guys I'm so nervous and I'm dying to know what you thought so please click that review button – even if you just say yeah – liking it! LOL