I sat on the edge of my window seat, watching the rain pound against the window, ignoring the series of vibrations coming from my cell. They were probably from Massie anyway, complaining about how her mom hadn't let her go shopping after school, and I wasn't really in the mood to listen to Massie complain.
Tears slid down my face, and I walked over to my bed and collapsed, face down.
I'm sorry, Cam...I didn't want this to happen. I didn't ask for this. I still love you...
I can still picture him perfectly in my mind. His dark brown hair cascading over his eyes. One blue. One green. His Draikor Noir cologne...
I sniffled loudly, and my phone vibrated again. I shoved it off my bed and sighed before sitting up. It wasn't worth it. He was over her.
But I'm not over him. And I don't think I ever will be.
I walked over to where my phone was and picked it up. I had 13 unread messages. Wow. 13. How unlucky is this day going to get? I thought bitterly.
Massie-Kuh-laire! I can't believe my mother wouldn't let me go shopping today!
Derrington-Hey you really messed up Cam...he wont talk to anyone. Not even Harris!
Massie-What is your problem?! Are you mad at me or something?
Massie-Kuh-laire! Answer me!
Derrington-Why did you have to accuse him of cheating? He would never have done that to you!
Kristen-You ok? Call me if you need to talk to anyone!
Kristen-He doesnt deserve you if he broke up over this. He would have done the same to you if he had the chance to spy on you!
Massie-Claire! Do you need me to come over there?
Josh-You didn't mean to hurt him did you?
Alicia-You better not answer Josh! HE IS MINE X 10!!!
Alicia-Sorry. Are you ok? Is Cam still mad at you? Is he going to forgive you?
I sighed and closed to my phone. I didn't mean to hurt him. But he hurt me...We could have worked this out. Suddenly my phone vibrated and I flipped it open.
Cam-We need to talk.
My eyes widened as I stared at the text from him. I'm imagining this! There's no way he's talking to me! I wiped my eyes with my sleeve and blinked repeatedly, but yes! the text was still there! Cam! My fingers flew over my keypad as I typed in a message
Me-Are you sure you want to talk to me?
As soon as I sent it, I collapsed on my bed, smiling happily. He was always able to make me smile without even trying...I turned the volume up on my phone, and waited for it to ring.
Do you ever think, when your all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is is really just another crush?
Do you catch your breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
I flipped my phone open and stared at the message.
Cam-Yes. I really want to.
I smiled, and didn't hold back in what I wanted to say.
Me-I'm really sorry! I didn't mean to do any of this to you...But it all happened so fast, and I thought with everything that you and Derrick said, that you liked Nikki. I'm so, so, so sorry Cam! I'll never do anything like this again, if you'll give me a second chance. If you don't, I understand...But I want you to know that I still love you.
I waited for my phone to ring, but as the moments passed, I didn't get a new text.
I sat on my bed, with my knees pulled up to my chin. I stared at my flip phone, and tears began to tumble over my eyelashes and onto my face. They stung my clear face and I didn't know what I was expecting.
Telling him you still loved him? Good one Claire! What's he supposed to say after breaking up with you?
Suddenly, Crush began playing and I lunged for me phone, knocking it off of my bed. I climbed off my bed and walked over to where it was on the floor. I picked it up and read his message.
Cam-Come outside.
"What?" I whispered to myself before walking over to my window. I stared out into the night, and I thought I saw someone standing at the end of my driveway through the rain soaked window. I turned away from my window and ran out of my room. I almost tripped going down the stairs, and I practically flew out of my front door, ignoring the rain that was falling on me.
"Cam?" I said as I started walking towards the shape at the end of my driveway. The wet figure ran towards me and grabbed me into a hug. "Claire..." Cam whispered in my ear.
Before I could say anything to him, he pulled away and looked me in the eyes.
"I missed you," Cam said, smiling. "I don't think I could ever get over you, Claire. You're the only one for me," he paused for a moment.
I smiled in that comfortable silence, my eyes shining as I looked into his blue and green eyes. "I love you. And I always will."
Cam kissed me on the forehead and held me close. "I love you, too, Claire. Forever and always."
That was just to get you caught up with the whole Forever and Always thing. :) Chapter 1 will be up soon!