Remember every touch

Before I could go inside I had to think of something other than Jacob. If my dad knew what had happened…..it would break him. Okay so let's see, what could I think of to make him happy? Oh-got it. I would think of the first time he tried to teach me how to play the piano. He seemed so happy that day. Too bad I hated it and told him it sucked. Oh well, I'll keep that part out of my mind.

I reached for the door and walked inside. In the family room was my dad, mom, Carlisle, and Esme. My dad looked me straight in the face, a wide grin on his face. Oh I was good.

"Hey guys." I smiled. "I'm really tired so im just gonna head upstairs and go to bed..kay?"

"Okay. Goodnight baby, we'll see you in the morning." Mom said, pulling me in for a hug. I almost felt guilty for leaving her out of my secret but how could I tell her without Daddy finding out? Exactly. I couldn't.

I ran up the stairs, headed for my room. Opening the door and turning the lights on, I found Rosalie and Alice sitting casually on my bed. "Uhm….What are you doing?" I asked, taking my shoes off.

"Oh ya know, just visiting." Alice said with a smile on her face

"Okay so obviously you want something. Either me to go shopping with you..or information. What is it?" I asked knowing my aunt all too well.

"Details babe. We want deails. Every single one. Start talking" It was rosalie who answered now.

"Ugh! Do I have to? I want to go to sleep. Im tired. It was a long night." I walked over and sat on my bed.

Alice and Rose started to giggle. "Oh believe me Nessie we know it was a long night" Rose said

Oh. My. God. They knew. They know what happened. What if the tell Dad? .God. "Shut up! He'll hear you!" I gasped. "Listen, you really want to know what happened? He took me to the beach. But it wasn't the usual beach. It was small and we were the only ones there. We talked, and then…" I took a deep breath. I really didn't want to be saying this. "He kissed me okay? There. I got my first kiss. Happy now?" I asked, putting on a pair of shorty shorts for bed.

They squealed and leaned towards me obviously wanting more. "So what was it like? Your first kiss…That's special Nessie." Alice said.

I took another deep breath. "It was..absolutely unbeilevable. I can't put it in words. It was the best thing that has ever happened to me and I cant even tell you how much I utterly loved it. The way he held me, gently yet strong. The way it felt when I could feel him breathing on my neck, and the best part-the way he made me feel when he told me loved me for the first time. He's all I want in life and now I know that he's mine. He's always been mine, and always will be my beautiful Jacob."

"AWUHHHH! That's so cute!" the whispered in unison. "Nessie, all you did was kiss him right? Nothing more?" Alice asked

'"If your talking about what I think you are, then no. I didn't do that." I looked down in embarrassment.

"Nessie, you don't have to be embarrassed about it. Your still young and wont have to worry about that for a long teenage love, not lust." She said pulling me in for a hug. "Okay sweetie, im going to leave you be now, come get me if you need me. Night Nessie, love you" Alice walked out of the room, shuting the door behind her . It was just Rose and me now.

"So forget everything Alice just said to you. I know your fifteen now, and I know that you have billions of hormones in that body of yours that are just raging for lust right now. When the right time comes you'll know babe. Just make sure it's with the right person because once you give up your first time, you can never get it back. If you ever need help or just to talk. Im here for you. Whatever you need, whenever you need it." Rose kissed the top of my head and walked over to my door. She turned out the light and faced me again. "Goodnight Nessie. I love you"

"Thanks Rose…for everyting." I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep.

Waking up in the mornig was easier than usual. Jacob was coming over and for once, I knew he was just as anxious to see me as I was too see him. I put on a cute mini skirt with grey leggings on underneath. I wore Jacob's bracelet as always, and I had on a cute pink cami with a grey t-shirt style jacket over it. I ran downstairs to see that Jake was already sitting on the couch looking through a stack of pictures. My heart had to have skipped a beat. He looked up and smiled at me.

"Hey Jake. Uh, Where is everyone at?" I asked, walking over to the couch and taking a seat beside him. I snuggled a little closer to see the picture he was looking at. It was one of me when I was a little girl. I was biting jakes arm and he was pretending for it to hurt. I laughed out loud.

"They all went hunting. Bella was gonna stay back here with you but then for some reason, Blondie told then that I should just come over with you. They told me that when you woke up I was supposed to ask you if you wanted to go hunt'"

"Nah, I'd rather stay here" I interrupted. Jake and I here all by our selves, was just too much of a good thing to waste.

"Hey wanna go upstairs to your room? We can watch a movie and just talk." He gave me that brilliant smile that I would walk a thousand miles to see.

"Yeah, let's go." I started to get up but before I knew it, Jake had me in his arms, and was running up the stairs. We got to my room and before he layed me on my bed, I kissed him soflty on his lips. He kissed me back, and set me gently on my pillows. He put the notebook on and walked over to my bed, and plopped down, landing beside me and pulling me closer to him. Every time that there was a sad part, I nuzzled my tear covered face into Jacob's chest. He put his arms around me and kissed my hair.

The movie ended and I looked up at jacob, a tear streaming down my face. "That movie is so beautiful. The ending is just so sad, but at least they die together and in love" I murmured

"You know what the best part about me loving you is? We will never end. I get to love you every day for my forever. I get to remember our good times, I get to remember every kiss and every touch. But what matters the most is that I will be able to remember how it feels every time you look me in the eye with those beautiful brown eyes, and tell me that you love me." He said, and with that he brought my face to his and kissed me passionately. I was sitting on his lap, my head bent back, and my hands on his cheeks. One of his hands was holding the small of my back while the other was wrapped in my curls.

Without warning my bedroom doow swung open and I seen my father standing in the doorway, a growl escaping his lips.