I'm excited about this story so I decided to write more. It will get more interesting as it goes along. Please R&R! Thanks,

Mikay Cullen

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, If I did, I would be the happiest person on the planet.

The next morning I woke up with Jake's arms wrapped around me. His hot breath rushed from his open mouth onto the back of my neck as he snored loudly. For some reason, all my senses seemed to be in hyper mode right now. I felt like everything around me was super vivid. I could hear a water fall that I knew was twenty miles away. I dismissed it and took his hand in mine and entwined our fingers together. I knew he was awake when his snore cut off abruptly. I twisted my head around to smile at him. He gave me one of his big warms smiles than his eyes became wide as he yelled, "DAMN IT!" I jumped a little.

"Jake, what's wrong?" I asked him. He looked at me in horror and groaned.

"I cannot believe I did that Ness! I'm so sorry…"

"Did what?"

"Took advantage of you like that! Oh, they're going to kill me!" He plopped backwards onto his pillow and clutched his forehead. All I could do was marvel at his beautiful bare chest. Then it just hit me. I just had sex with my Jacob, and we were getting married. I was happy, but...I couldn't help feeling like something was going to happen, something bad. We still had three days out here...

I was suddenly grabbed with a rush of passion and started kissing Jacob roughly, pulling his body towards mine with a power I didn't recognize. At first he looked at me in surprise and said, "wait Ness-" But I cut him off and that was the last time we spoke for a few more hours.

I was in total bliss for the next day and a half, feeling the soft brush of Jacobs lips, running my hands over his muscular tan arms. He seemed to respond with just as much enthusiasm, but he felt guilty the whole time, I could tell. But he couldn't deny me of something I wanted, which was him. The next evening he pulled me away. Suddenly I felt like a malat had hit my stomach from the inside, I ran to some nearby trees and my stomach lurched. I was puking up blood. It made sense, that was all I ate. But I had never been sick in my life... Jacob was behind me in an instant, holding my hair back. When I was done I calapsed against a tree, feeling weak.

"Nessie! Are you okay!? What's happening!" He started to panic.

"It's fine Jake. I just feel a little sick, that's all."

"We need to head back, I told your dad that we would go home tonight, and you're sick..." My eyes widened at the prospect of my father seeing what we had done...But it's not like it would be anything more than that. I couldn't get pregnant right? I was a half-vampire who would stop aging soon, we didn't think of using protection...

"Okay." I sighed, "but I want to grab something to eat first, I feel...famished." I knew I needed something filling. I caught the scent of a huge elk, I suddenly wanted elk and not anything else. I moved quickly in the moonlight. Jacob had gone ahead of me, I told him to go home. He agreed, but rather reluctantly, he was still concerned about me. But I felt absolutely fine now.

My mouth watered as a stared at the big animal. It's antlers must have been 4 feet long, both directions. I pounced and held it down. My teeth sunk down though it's fur. I started to drink the blood, but as I felt the hot soft flesh against my mouth, I began to long to chew it, to feel the taste of meat. The next thing I knew I closed my mouth around the flesh and started devouring the meat, blood...everything. I never knew something could taste so good! It was so tender.

I kept feeding like a mad woman, blood must have been covering my face, hands, and shirt, but I didn't care. I was hungry. I was tearing the skin away from the stomach when I heard a familiar voice.

"Renesmee?" I stopped mid bite and turned to defend my meal. It was my mother.

"What are you doing?" She asked, concern all over her face. I couldn't answer. I looked down at my bloody hands, what was I doing? I didn't like human food! Let alone bloody, raw meat!

"I don't know." I said, not looking at her.

"What happened? Where's Jacob?"

"He... I told him to head home."

"Oh." She walked over to me and sat down, wathing me carefully. I pushed the deer away and wiped my face and hands with my shirt the best I could.

"Mom, I don't know what's happening to me..."My eyes started to pool with tears. What was happening to me? I felt so...different right now. "I puked today, I've never been sick before..." My mom stared with wide eyes and stroked my hair. She pulled me against her hard chest, where I continued to weep.

"Ness, did you and Jacob...do anything?" I looked up at her in shock. Did she mean what I thought she meant?

"What do you mean?" I asked innocently.

"You know what I mean, did you get carried away?" I was quiet for a long time and then said, "Yes." She let out a long breath, like she was trying to control anger.

"I'm not sure honey, but...do you think you're pregnant?" I thought about it. I did throw up, and I felt weird. I just ate deer meat.

"Maybe, mom...just please don't hate Jacob. It was my fault."

"Oh, I could tell you whose fault it is..." she muttered darkly, "let's get you to Carlisle and see what we can do."

"But how is it possible mom?"

"How was it possible that you were born? Everything about our world remains unexplained."

She helped me up. I couldn't believe how calm she was about this, It was like she had been waiting for something to happen. But I couldn't help but feel scared for Jacob when he came around. We ran together, back towards the main house. What the hell was I suppose to do?

There's a small chapter two! Yay!