Eric has been acting weird lately , sometimes I feel bad for what happen the day before Kenny asked me out , I was a bit grumpy because well, to tell the truth I was just about up to here with Eric! I shouldn't be Yelling but well, he been my best friend since first grade , I can't understand why Eric called me a fag or used me for everything , I remember it as if it were yesterday , I was on my way out when Eric found me er well he pulled me to the side , He told me to meet him at the lake down town , I had a bad feeling I knew he was up to something , when I saw him he wouldn't even look at me " er butter's we need to talk" he didn't bark at me , I looked around I didn't see the other's which was odd " where are the other's?" I asked kinda annoyed but calm, and I swear I thought I saw him blush " t-there not here , I came alone" he started speaking low, oh hamburgers! I knew that was lie but maybe I'm over reacting " okay? so what do you want" I raised an eye , he was up to something , Eric looked up at me with his brown chocolate fire Eyes, His face was red Maybe from the sun , I mean it was summer after all " Butter's I-I Like you ! a lot! there I said it!"his voice cracked , wait did Eric Cartman just say he was gay , I was so confused " c-could you repeat that? it sounds like you just told me your Gay?" " I'm not! s-sort of! that's not the point!" I looked down my heart was beating fast that's when I remembered , he had done this before back when we were little , well I've learned my lesson I wasn't going to let him get away with this again , I looked up I was done with the lies " I've fallen for this trick before, Just-just leave me alone " I turned away and started to feel myself cry , " it's no lie!" he yelled at me , I didn't look at him "just L-leave me alone Eric! haven't you-you done enough!" I didn't mean to yell , I was just sick of his lies , maybe I did love Eric at one point but now I don't know , I walked away from him ,he didn't stop me. I felt horrible after words , I was going to say sorry to Eric for saying those mean things but Eric has said way worse things to me , little did I know Eric for once in his life had told the truth.
I really don't know what I had done to piss Eric off the next day at first that is ...Kenny and I were just Talking when suddenly , Kenny asked me out " so I'll pick you up at 7?" he spoke in a smooth voice , I never thought of Kenny like that but then again, Kenny was well cute I guess? so I nodded , it seemed like the nice thing to do was give him a chance , Kenny left and I had almost forgotten my book for Art class , that's when I felt something push me against the locker's It was tall Eric Cartman, he scared me more then anything when he get's this angry " why..." he spoke in cold voice " wh-why what?" " why did you say yes to that poor shit!" He yelled , I was still scared why does he care since when does he ever care about what I do , Eric love me? I did love Eric but he could never love a guy like me "why ... just fucking why!" he repeated, I began to cry, I was speechless "say something!" he ordered I looked him in the eye " be-because you would never love me" I spoke slowly , his eyes widen as he backed away letting me go, he looked heartbroken. I did the only thing I could think of run and I did leaving Eric to himself , I stayed close to Kenny the rest of the week, Eric stopped picking on me after that and he would always call me but Kenny told me to just leave him be, so I stopped talking and texting him, I know Kenny is, well he get's around but I think he stopped when he chose to date me! I find it sweet sometimes that he is helping all his friends who are girls ...yeah he's always busy , but he's still nice! and he w-would never cheat no of course not and me and Eric are still friends ...I guess , um I hope
" hi Ken!" I used his neck name. he closed his locker and gave a smirk " oh hey Butter's" He looked kinda dead today , oh dear he must be sick!" why didn't you call me last night?" he asked with a raised eye , I must have been so worried about Eric It must have slipped my mind" I was busy helping my mom and couldn't reach the phone" I lied , Kenny would not take to kindly to me thinking about other guys, Kenny glared at me , he didn't buy my story I change the subject " um well I was wondering, do you want to um go out to a movie?" I rubbed my knuckles together , he looked away from me " sorry can't helping bebe with a family thing " He sounded a bit annoyed , but he whispered in my ear " locker room after school " I blushed hard , oh jeez sex with Kenny again? I sighed " o-okay sure" he put his arm around me and pulled me close , " um sh-shouldn't we get to class" I blushed lightly , Kenny finally let go and grown " butters , you make it sound like you have never skipped class?!" he glared at me , I looked down I didn't want to get grounded " b-but Kenny" he cut me off and sighed " I know go on I'll see you later" he waved and left me there , I started walking to class, I sat next to Wendy in art class " hello butters" Wendy smiled at me " h-hi" " what's up with you? " I pulled out my sketch book and began my drawing " nothing" I sighed , Wendy gave a worried smile " Kenny beat you again?" I looked down ,I didn't bother lying about that " not yet" Wendy sighed and shook her head " your unhappy I can tell, why not break up with Kenny? " I looked at Wendy, how did she know? okay I wasn't totally in love with Ken, but if I broke up with Kenny, then who would love me? " because then I would have no one" I had stopped my drawing, I really didn't care " you still like Cartman?" I blushed full red as she said that " how did you know?" she cut me off " Butters we girls are not dumb!" she let out a small Laugh, I just shook my head " you going to eat lunch with us?" " oh um shucks I can try " and with that Class began , our teacher was very odd? he er she had a manly Voice
I opened my Hello Kitty lunch box , I began to eat my sandwich , Bebe was talking about How Clyde was not looking at her and wouldn't even notice her " Oh my Gawd! I do everything and he doesn't even give me a smirk" she complained , Red smirked " Is that why , your getting some help from Kenny?" Bebe just glared at her " AT LEAST I GET SOME!" Wendy rolled her eyes , I knew it they didn't have to hid it , It hurt but I was angry at the same " Kenny is such a slut " all the girls looked at me " what makes you think that?" Bebe raised an eye, Wendy closed her eyes as if she were thinking " well he does get around , he does have a self image" all the girls nodded, Red looked annoyed " well speak of the Devil himself and he shall come" I look behind me to find Kenny with Eric close behind , Kenny had his hood off and looked over all the girls even me , he made me blush may-maybe he does like me just not in good way , however Wendy Glared at Kenny but he smirked " aw what's the matter good looking , just because your dating Stan doesn't mean I can't help-" Wendy gave a small growl " I think the male whore should be leaving now!" Kenny just shrugged , he smirked at me " hey kitten , your looking good"he said softly so the girls couldn't hear, before I could say anything , Eric puts his hand on Kenny shoulder " this is why we don't hang out anymore!" He barks at Kenny , I look at him blushing he in his own way Eric saved my life , he glares at me I don't think ...he's mad at me , before I can even say hi , he drags Kenny away " see you later kitten!" I blushed full red , why!? he knows I hate that , Bebe smirked evil like at me " Kitten? " "i-It's a pet name" I blushed full red , worse part of my day the girls would never let me live this down .
I moan as he finally finished me off , I can feel the cuts he left behind , Kenny finally got off me and got dressed , I just sat there saying nothing , sex with Kenny was ... well not very good , he was way to hard and would leave cuts " Kenny go easy on me next time?" " don't be such pussy butters!" he looks at his watch " shit I gotta go! I'm going to late with Bebe" just like that he was gone, Kenny was fast I wonder why he didn't join the tract team? I guess he wouldn't have as much time to sleep with ...better looking girls , I was pulling on my shirt as I walked out of the locker room , I wasn't looking where I was going and bumped into someone and fell " ow! I'm so sorry I-" I looked up to see the last person I ever thought to run into " Eric..." I blushed hard while looking at Him, I wish I wasn't so shy! wait was he blushing too? no can't be , He looked away " sup..butter's" He sounded kinda sad , I finally sat up and smiled at him " um so h-how have you been?" " fine just fine, I was just ...er passing by and was about to pick up my gear in the Locker room" he spoke softly , I blushed full hot red d-did he hear me and Kenny?no! remain calm " oh um good , I guess I-I'll be heading out now" I started to walk away but he grabbed my hand " wait! you need a ride?" He sounded like that was really a matter of life " um o-okay" Eric was my friend , no my best friend I wouldn't mind getting a ride " oh good just meet me at the car , I'll be right there " He seemed to be in a good Mood today, I nodded and made my way to the parking Area.