"True"

This is the Eddie-poo version. Oh, and DJChef7, you can ask me for as many things as possible! I love doing them! WARNING: BellaxEdward! (Set in Twilight, not New Moon, so she isn't in love with Jake…yet)

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

This was a mistake. I knew it.

I mean, how could I ask a human girl – so beautiful, so full of life – to accept me.

To accept the monster that I am.

Vampire.

I can't even breathe around her – it's too dangerous. She's too lovely, her smell too potent.

I can't talk too much either – talking requires breathe, breathe that I couldn't waste.

But I won't take her away from here – away from me.

Not until she's see's that she belongs to me.

In the same irrevocable way that I was, the first time that I saw her.

You might think I don't look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I can see it, in her eyes.

The uncertainty.

She thinks she knows, but she doesn't.

How could a person in their right mind guess at what I was, without thinking they were crazy?

And yet, I still hoped, with all my might, that she would.

That I wouldn't have to be the one to tell her this.

I'm documenting this day, in my perfect memory, in the space reserved just for her in that corner of my mind.

I'm so attached.

It's so dangerous – I'm so dangerous.

Because around her, I'm weak.

I'm human around her.

Do you want me too? My mind screamed at her.

But I won't ask – I'm too afraid of the answer.

And my heart, which has sat, dead in my dead chest for over a century, seems to have signed itself over onto this divine creature.

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

"I know what you are," she breathed, as I stood behind her, taking her slightly shaking form, hearing every shaky breath, every splutter of her heart.

No more hiding in the shadows, I thought to myself.

No more waiting for Twilight.

"Then say it. Out. Loud."

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

God above, she's reacting exactly the way she did that first day in biology.

Heart spluttering

Breath shaking

Body slightly trembling

As if her body was trying to react naturally to me, and yet her impenetrable mind didn't allow it.

And I, in turn, react in exactly the same way.

I freeze, to my natural state as part of the undead.

I'm terrified to move, and yet I somehow force myself a little ebit closer to her.

Not talking.

Not breathing.

I'm afraid that this will be the end.

But does she really see me? Does she see the human behind the unnatural beauty?

Does she realise that she's actually met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

I heard the intake of breath.

This is true

"Vampire," she exhaled, almost a sigh, but filled with too much tension – as if I would just laugh her off.

How could I laugh her off?

She's dead right, as usual.

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way that's true

I had the urge then, the unnatural urge to show myself to her.

I knew I was talking, I was leading her, but I don't remember what I said.

But I do remember saying 'You need to see me in the sunlight,"

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

I opened my shirt, to the cold sun's rays.

I felt ready for this.

I felt that we were ready for this

This is true

"It's like diamonds,"

I love you, I thought to her, through my grimace of pain.

I've waited my life for you – to show you this.

I've waited to show you this truth.