Hello! So I know was suppose to update the LOVE AND WAR (Twilight) but so many things happen to my computer that made me kind of mad...
first my internet connection was down, then my computer crashed (causing the lost of my files), i lost my flash drive (again), i wrote this on paper before so that's why I'm uploading it, LW will be upload today for such once i finish typing it (I'm doing that right now) I'm really losing faith in that story so I might discontinue...
This is actually gonna turn into a multi-chapter because i got inspired and i have a lot written on paper... includes: DS, NV, Jenny, Eric, Lily, and Dorota (yay!) and the format will probably change... R&R
Happy readings!
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Chuck's Perspective
He came home from work
He watched her reading
This is what he comes home to
Everyday of his life
When he kissed her
There was nothing
The passion was long lost
He didn't have energy to be with her
He'll admit it was selfish
But at the moment he didn't care
He was ending it
Because the longer they were together
The worst it was for him
He was saving himself
He would no longer carry this with him
He kisses his secretary earlier that day
The kiss was still
Fresh in his mind
Although he felt nothing
He did feel freedom
He long to be free
Shame fell all over him
So he tried to brush it off
So he would ended
Today
The only other problem was their daughters:
Abigail and Emma
"What's wrong Chuck?"
She asked tentatively
This was going to be harder than it looked
"Was it work?"
He was mute
How could he end it?
"Blair?"
She waited patiently
"I'm done."
She looked at him funny
"With?"
She looked rather confused
"Us."
He looked her straight in the eye.
"What?"
She whispered
"I don't love you anymore."
She said nothing
She looked scared
"I kissed someone else and it made me realize things."
She was now mute
He could see her body had become rigid
"I can't stay married to you because I'm not happy
And I can't do that to you either."
She stared in shock
The tears were streaming down her face
"I'm saving us."
He said lightly
But she refused to speak
"I can't tell Abby or Emi because they won't understand."
"I'll be upstairs."
And he was able to breathe
More than in the pasted couple of years
He grabbed a luggage and packed
He felt her glaze
She finally spoke
"Have you spoken to the girls?"
Hadn't she heard when he said he couldn't?
He decided against responding
"The least thing you can do is talk to them?"
She spoke harshly.
"Tell them for me."
He had no nerve
"You're a coward."
She hissed
He tried to block her words
"I swear if you don't talk to them now you will never see them again."
How dare she do that?
How could she take his daughters away from him?
"Is this what we're reducing to Blair? Treats?"
He could believe she had stoop so low
The cold hard look she gave him
"Yes, now go explain to your daughters what happened."
Right then and there he wanted to hurt her
How dare she use their daughter like that?
"And you ask me why I don't love you anymore."
When he told them they kicked and screamed
Abigail even begged him to stay
But nothing changed
Tears welded up in Chuck's eyes and he left
He was gone
For now things were as they were
And he couldn't change them
He got what he wanted
At the expense of his family's happiness
R&R... thans for the review and story alerts