Twilight Diaries

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AN: okay just to make one thing clear this will be a Bella/Edward story.

Chapter 2: That Is Some Girl

Dear Journal

Okay just to put one thing in this before I start, THIS IS NOT A DIARY. It's a journal to keep my thoughts in. I know it sound stupid for a vampire, but lately I've been have problems with my power. Basically I can't tune other people's thoughts out that great anymore and sometimes I lose track of which thoughts were actually mine and which thoughts aren't. Carlisle is helping me learn how to block the thoughts and that's the only thing keeping me going when it comes to school. Carlisle actually suggested I start this so I have a written record of all my thoughts.

Well now that that's over I don't know what to actually write. Probably should write my thoughts on things since that's what this is for. Well I am a vampire. Carlisle turned me in 1918. I was 17 and will always be 17. We drink from animal though, not humans. It's a hard life style and I know my soul is damned. I'm a monster. Most of my family doesn't believe this, but I do. We're monsters that shouldn't exist. I have to go. Emmett is coming up to bring me to school and I don't want him finding out about this.

Edward

PS: today is supposed to be a big day. The new girl is starting.

-Edward's POV-

I hide my journal before Emmett burst into my room. I didn't want him making fun of me and I didn't want anyone but Carlisle to know of the problem I've been having with my power. We rely on my power a lot. 'Come on Eddie, time for school.' Emmett thought at me and I hissed. It was impossible to block my family whose mind I knew so well.

I drove my brothers and sisters to school in my Volvo. I was trying hard to block the thoughts. I can't let them override me. I could hear them in the back of my mind, but it was like whispering. We went to our classes and everything was perfect until lunch. When Alice came to our table. She looked upset. "What's wrong?"

"The new girl." She whispered too low for humans to hear, but looking over at the table where the new girl, Bella Salvatore, was I swear she heard. "Her blood is…" Of course her thoughts hit me. Was it really that good? "It's like nothing I ever smelt before. It's great. I just felt like jumping up and biting her." We all looked at her. Alice had great control. "Also I can't see her, but I got a look at her schedule. She's with you next period Edward." Oh that's just great.

Jasper looked worried. He has the least amount of control of us and we haven't fed for a while. It was pushing our limits just a bit. "Well Eddie does your power work on her?"

"Don't call me that." I hissed and then looked. If I stopped trying to block the voices and looked for this girls mind I would let all the other voices in.

Jasper must have felt that I was worried because he said, "My power doesn't. I can't feel anything from where she is sitting." Everyone sat in confusion for a bit and I looked over at Bella. Our eyes met. Well she was still wearing sunglasses. I wondered what color her eyes were. She smiled at me and got up to throw her uneaten food away. She walked out leaving the kids she was sitting with confused. I got up and followed her to my Bio class. When inside the room with just the teacher I could smell Bella and Alice was right I had to stop myself from going over and biting her. A little part of my mind said it would be so easy, but I did not want to disappoint Carlisle.

"Well hello Mr. Cullen," I heard her angelic voice before I realized she was sitting at my table, well I guess our table now. Next to me was the only free seat. "Bella Salvatore." She gave me a smile as she took off her sunglasses showing the most beautiful shade of brown eyes I have ever seen. I also realized that the only thoughts in this room were coming from the teacher. There was no whispering coming from Bella. "Do I get a first name?" She asked with a laugh.

"Edward Cullen," I said with a smile and then the other students started to walk in and I forgot completely about blocking their thoughts. They hit me so hard that I fell to the floor with my hands on my head. It took me a minute to find my real thoughts and push everyone else out, but when I did everyone was looking at me. I didn't know what to say and my eyes landed on Bella Salvatore. Even though she was friendly before she made no move to help me. She sat at our table and was the only one not looking at me. For some reason that hurt me. Did I like her?

There was a noise and then I realized it was Mr. Banter talking. "Mr. Cullen, are you feeling alright?

"I got a really bad headache. I'm going to go to the nurses office." No one said anything and I ran out, but I didn't go to the nurses' office. I left my keys in the car and ran home. I went to my room and got my journal. Before Esme could notice I was here I was gone and in my meadow. I opened to my last journal entry.

Dear Journal

Why do people always right dear journal. No one is going to read this beside themselves, but I guess its just tradition. Anyway not why I started to write. The new girl, Bella Salvatore, she's unbelievable. Alice met her first and told us how good her blood smells and believe me my little sister was right. There is more then just that. She's not afraid of us. She's seems almost amused by us and all of our powers don't work on her. That's some girl and I think I'm falling for her. I don't know what I'll do. I'm a monster and she a beauty. It's really the true tail of beauty and the beast. Anyway till I have more thoughts.

Edward

-Fell's Church- Damon

She was there sitting in the cemetery all by herself. The girl, who looks like Katherine, but was clearly much different. Damon sat watching her from a distance. Right away he knew there was a fire in this girl that Katherine never had and he knew she had to be his princess of the night.

The thing was what to do about it. His old self from before he met Bella would have played games with her and used the powers to control her mind, but Damon knew Bella was right. It was a long time ago, but of course Damon remembered it like it was yesterday.

-Flashback-

"Well how are you on this fine morning?" A boy said to Bella. She was still human sitting down in the park waiting for Damon to come back from his hunt. Little did she know he was watching. "Where's your father?"

"Dead," Bella answered. 'But my big brother will be back any minute."

"Well no girl such as you should be here all by herself." He gave her a smile as he tried to sit down next to her, but Bella stopped him.

"I assure you I'm fine." Bella gave him a smile. "Besides it wouldn't be right to talk without my brother around." This guy was clearly being pushy and Bella decided to play along with him.

"It's wouldn't be right." Damon appeared out of nowhere scaring the poor guy half to death. "Get away from my little sister." It didn't take long for the guy to run.

"Oh, you scared him. Can't I have any fun?" Bella faked being sad and when Damon gave her a look she burst out laughing. "You should have seen your face." Damon thought for a minute and then he too laughed a little.

"You'd seriously like someone like that?"

"No, but he does have a certain charm to him. Nothing like you although…" Bella thought for a minute. "Damon when you met the one you want to be with do me a favor. Don't play games with them. Be yourself, but the self you are with me. Make her want you and if you're really serious don't use any of those mind games. Make her love you and tell her the whole truth. Vampire and all. She'll become your princess of the night then and then I'll find myself a boy and the four of us can bring hell on earth."

"For that you would need to be a vampire." Bella gave him a look. "How about tonight? I think you're old enough and it is your birthday." Bella gave Damon a hug.

"Maybe pretty boy can be my first meal." Damon smiled.

"I'll have to remember that."

-End Flashback-

Damon smiled at the memory. Pretty boy was Bella first meal and her first kill. Well one of her only kills really. The other person she killed was a vampire hunter who was trying to kill Damon. He could have handled him but Bella got to him first.

Anyway back to the girl. She was sitting there and Damon knew what he must do. He ran behind her. "What's a pretty girl like you doing in a place like this?" She jumped and turned around to look at Damon. Damon knew he must look pretty scary wearing all black in a graveyard. "Doesn't seem like the place you would hang out."

"This is my parents grave." She said point to the gravestone.

"I'm sorry for your lost." Damon said sounding truly sorry. "I didn't even introduce myself. How rude of me. My father is probably turning in his grave. Damon Salvatore."

It took the girl a minute to reply. "Salvatore? Are you related to Stefan Salvatore?"

"In fact yes. He's my baby brother. In fact that's why I'm in this little town. We haven't seen each other in years and I think it's time I started torturing him again." Damon smiled and she laughed. "I didn't quiet catch your name though."

"Elena Gilbert," She said.

"A beautiful name for a beautiful girl." Damon gave Elena a smile. "Please tell me my brother has been nothing but nice to you." Elena looked down at her feet. Damon growled just loud enough for Elena to hear. "Accept my apologizes for my brother. He doesn't know how to treat a lady such as yourself." From then on the two sat and talked about anything they could think of for the next few hours until two others girls came running up yelling for Elena. They looked shocked to see him.

"Guys this is Damon, Stefan's older brother, Damon these are my friends Bonnie and Meredith."

Damon smiled at them. "A pleasure to meet you, but I really must be going. My meal waits. Until next time we meet princess." Damon gave Elena a kiss on the hand and then walked away. When he was far enough away he changed into a crow and flew. 'Don't let anyone say that Damon Salvatore isn't charming.' Damon though and laughed mentally. That is some girl.

AN: okay that's it for now. I have decided that this will be Damon/Elena. The two seem to go together more to me then Stefan/Elena, but don't all you Stefan fans go yelling at me. I don't hate Stefan. I just think he goes more with Meredith or Bonnie, although I think Bonnie fits together better with Mutt, o sorry, I mean Matt. Anyway give me your option on who you think Stefan should be with. I'm open to your ideas; although there is no way I'll put Stefan with Caroline. That girl is just evil. I'll repeat that that, THAT GIRL IS EVIL. Now onto Twilight for a minute or two. Like I said about five times, I think, its all normal Twilight pairings and I consider Edward/Bella the normal Twilight pairing. As for Jacob I don't plan on putting him in this story. Sorry all you Jacob lovers, but I don't really like him. Okay now to end this ridiculously long authors notes I will say I'll try to put a flashback scene into every chapter. Now I'll wish you all goodbye with one last word REVIEW.