Christen: dad tell mom I love her and I love you too. Its late and I wanna go to sleep big day.
Alexander: ok good night soccer star and go getem.
I hung up and went to sleep and the same dream happens once more.
"Why am I so mad at them? I don't even know them?"
I woke up that morning all worked up. I could not believe that I get to finally meet the people that brought me into existents. I look at the clock. In was 8:30 in the morning. I need to be in 's
Office in four hours. I get up and eat the strawberry and apple butter toast. I made some English breakfast tea. I love English breakfast tea.
It is all I drink in the morning. My dad always tried to get me to be like him and drink some Irish coffee. It just too dam strong for me. I take a shower and use my honey suckle body wash. I wash my hair with wiled rose shampoo and conditioner. I get out and blow drie my hair. I let my curly brown hair lay on my shoulders. I put my silver headband in my hair. I put on black lagans, blue plad school girl skirt and my white button up dress shirt. I put on my jean jacket and look at the clock. Its ten thirty it will take me an hour at most to get there. I look out the window it's raining. Shit! I get to my car and drive. I put on three days grace riot.
If you feel so empty
So used up, so let down
If you feel so angry
So ripped off so stepped on
You're not the only one
Refusing to back down
You're not the only one
So get up
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
If you feel so filthy
So dirty so fucked up
If you feel so walked on
So painful so pissed off
You're not the only one
Refusing to go down
You're not the only one
So get up
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
If you feel so empty
So used up, so let down
If you feel so angry
Just get up
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
I was jamming some people next to me looked at me. The had what the fuck is up in that car or whatever she is on give me some look. I could not tell. I have to say I don't care cuz I got my tae, my music's on and I'm meeting my parents for the first time. I'm so happy that I am meeting them but on the inside im so hurt that they did not want me.
My phone rings I put it on speaker and turn down the music.
Christen: hello it's a nice day to meet your long lost family. Who is call me. I said all cheerful
?:Hello is this christen?
It was a woman she was nerves.
Christen: yes who is asking? I said now curios on who my caller is.
?: I'm Anastasia Grey and we will be meeting soon. She said. I can tell she is about to cry.
Christen: Um.. I don't know you. how did you get my number? I said nervously
Anastasia: see you soon sweetie. Is all she said before hanging up.
Ok what a fruit cake. I get to the clinic. I pull in. I see a man in a blue work suite and a lady next to him. she was thin nice looking. And was in a black work suit. The looked at me as I get out. They look even more shocked as I walk into the clinic.
The lady at the desk tells me to go outside and tell the two people to come in and go in the back. I go outside and look at them. The guy he looks just like the guy from my dream... for the first time I feel so afraid. Um.. they want to see you guys. I said weakly. Anna she looks just like you and is shy too. They go in leaving me dumb struck outside. He comes back out and gets me. I sit in the big room. It was so quiet you could feel the tension. They just looked at me. The man cleared his throat. So you grew up in Dullsville. Yes I did. Well I'm just happy your safely back home. I start to get mad. He can tell. He looks at the lady and she starts to talk we tried to find you Kazumi. What did you just call me! I yelled. I called you by your name. you are Kazumi Ann Grey. THAT IS NOT MY NAME! I yelled. The man looked hurt by my reaction. I WAS LEFT IN A HOSPITAL! A NEWBORN THAT HAD NO ONE TO BE THERE FOR HER. Tears stream down my face. I WAS PUT INTO A ORPHANAGE. BUT I WAS NOT THERE LONG. THE STERLING'S CAME FOR ME. I lost it and let them have it. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW IT MADE ME FEEL. WHEN THE PEOPLE I THOUGHT WERE MY PARENTS TOLD ME THEY WEREN'T ON MY BIRTHDAY. IT HURT! I fell to the floor crying. The man knelt down and hugged me. That's not what happened. You were kidnapped Kazumi. We tried finding you. we thought you were dead. Till a month ago. When Welch came in my office and showed me your picture. I also knew you when you pulled in the lot. I must say you have a mighty nice car. He said looking at me. I cried in his arms as Anastasia came down and hugged me as well. Our baby girl is home. She found her way home. She cried out. I'm happy to know they never put me up for adoption. But now I want answers and I know where to get them...
(oh don't you just love cliff hangers.. Will kazumi like what she finds or will she crash and burn? All that an more in chap 3. See you soon.)