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Don't know the names of Remus' parents, so made them up XD

Sirius

The next morning, Remus was the last to wake up. Good thing it was a Saturday. James and Peter went straight down to breakfast – typical. I was sitting on the windowsill, looking out the window as I waited for Remus to wake up. I was trying to think of how to bring up the whole 'I know what happened to you eleven years ago, on your fifth birthday' thing. I mean, how do you bring that up?! This was going to be a bad, bad morning. A very bad morning.

I don't know how long I had been looking out the window when I heard movement from Remus' bed. Looking up, I saw the bathroom door shut. So I turned back to window.

"How am I going to bring it up?" I muttered to myself.

I sighed, closing my eyes and banging my head, lightly, against the glass. For the second time that morning, I had no idea how long I had been looking out of the window when I heard the bathroom door open. Remus walked out, more awake now, hair still all over the place. He was rubbing at one of his eyes as he walked out, yawning, reminding me of the younger version of him.

"Morning." Remus smiled.

"Morning." I replied.

"What are you doing over there?"

"Thinking."

"About?"

"Nothing."

Remus laughed a little. He climbed back onto his bed, sitting crossed legged, facing me. I couldn't help but smile as he just stared at me. He always did this first thing on a morning if I was across the room from him. I ended up moving over to him though, just because I'd rather be over there with him when I told him what I had seen. I sat to the side of him, but so I faced his side. I pulled Remus over to me, so he was sitting in-between my legs, back facing me, arms wrapping around him. It would probably be easier if I wasn't facing him when I told him.

"You know I had a really weird dream last night." Remus told me.

"Oh yeah, what about?" I asked, resting my chin on his shoulder.

"It was about my fifth birthday. But it was like I was watching it. And I wasn't the only one, you were too. It was really strange actually."

I just stayed quiet. Well, this was one way to bring it up.

"It wasn't a dream, Rem." I whispered.

"What?" Remus asked, surprised.

"Yesterday, in the library, I found this spell that seemed cool. So I thought I'd try it. So I did. Last night. While you, Prongs and Wormy were asleep. I didn't know what it would do, but it ended up showing me how you were turned and what is was like for you and stuff. It showed me these...I guess they'd be clips, of different parts of what happened. So I know what happened on your fifth birthday. I know about the talk your parents had with your teacher. I know about your first full moon. I just know."

Remus said nothing. He had gone rather tense. I just waited. Waited for something, anything, to happen. But I didn't know how long that would be.


We had been sitting in that silence for what felt like hours, but it had only been five minutes. In the end, after what felt like a life time, Remus sighed and relaxed a little. He hid his face in his hands, leaning back against me.

"I'm sorry, Rem." I muttered "I'm sorry."

"It's f-fine." Remus sighed.

Even though he didn't seem 'fine', I didn't say anything. It was easier to just not say anything when faced with this kind of situation.

"Please don't tell James or Peter." Remus whispered. "Or Lily."

"Why would I?" I asked. "Rem, I kind of guessed you wouldn't want them to know. I'm just sorry that I now know what happened knowing you didn't want anyone to."

"It wasn't that I didn't want you to know, it's just...I didn't know how to tell you."

"Well hey; you don't have to worry about that now. And the others don't need to find out."

I kissed his cheek gently. Remus smiled a little, all tension had now left him.

"Must say though, you were a cute little kid." I grinned. "Wait, what am I saying, you still are cute."

"Shut up."

"But you are."

"I meant it."

"Cute."

"Sirius Orion Black!"

"Remus John Lupin...cute."

Remus growled, softly. I chuckled as I started to run a hand through his still-messy hair repeatedly. I knew many methods on how to calm the wolf. This was just one, and the preferred one to use on a morning...well, a morning when a touchy subject had come up.


Remus and I spent most of the morning talking about what I had seen. Remus filled me in on what had happened before I was shown the next 'clip'. Or the bits that he thought were important. He told me more about his aunt Lucy, uncle Simon and cousin Blake, and how his family reacted to finding out about him being a werewolf after the incident. His dad had the worst reaction out of everyone though.

It was hard for Remus to talk about this, that was a given from the start. But he coped with it better than I had thought. Sure, he got upset, but he didn't end up breaking down like he could have. When the pair of us had finished talking about it, we just sat there in silence. I don't know how long we had been quiet before I spoke.

"Thanks for telling me, Rem." I told him.

"Thanks for finding the spell to make it easier." Remus chuckled. "Hey, do you think that if I didn't become a werewolf...that we would still have become friends when we met on the Hogwarts Express?"

"I would like to think we would have. As well as you agreeing to go out with me."

"Yeah, that would have probably happened anyway."

"Right answer, Rem. Right answer."

It was strange how serious and touchy subjects, when brought up between Remus and I, always ended like this. Just both of us moving on and finding some way to turn it around. It was kind of strange, but I liked how we could have the balance in this kind of conversation.

"Hey, Rem." I said, not pulling away.

"Yeah?" Remus asked.

"I love you."

Remus grinned, as I tightened my arms around him.

"I love you too." Remus grinned.


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