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Chapter 2: Ripped out ((Antonio's Pov.))

Was rejection supposed to feel like this? Is it supposed to feel like my chest was ripped into two and my heart was ripped out and stomped on by a herd of Bulls? Maybe it was. I don't know anymore. I thought he at least liked me. Why didn't he tell me bore I fell for him? Why didn't he tell me that ….. That I'm a weirdo…. Annoying… to my face?

"Toni? Hey what's wrong? Not talking to us and hiding in your room isn't awesome at all, man." Said one of my best ((worst)) friend, Gilbert. A strange guy who I've known since I was a little kid. White haired with red eyes, For a German he isn't that tall (thou he claims he's Prussian.) He's a lucky guy. His boyfriend of two years was his stable stone, always makes sure he doesn't get himself into too much trouble. I always forget his name thou….

"He's right Mon Ami, It's not healthy to not talk about it!" Exclaimed my other best ((maybe worst)) Friend, Francis. With devious blue eyes, shoulder length blonde wavy hair, and with slight stubbles on his chine he is the perfect example of his heritage of France. He was a player for awhile, never staying with one person. Until he meet Arthur, an English guy who had too big of eye brows if you asked me.

Both of my friends were happy, and I am here. Mopping in my room.

"I Swear to Fucking God, if you don't open this door RIGHT now, I will get my sword from Prussia and CHOPPING THIS FUCKING DOOR TO THE GROUND!" Yelled Gil as he pounds on the very door he threaten to hurt.

Sighing in defeat I got up from my bed and opened the door.

"I don't feel like talking guys…"

"Shit man, you looks awful."

"Thanks Gil, your just a walking male Aphrodite just gracing us with your presence."

"Love you too now tell us," He walked past me and sat on my computer chair, "Why the fuck are you sitting in here all moppy and shit."

"Yes 'Toni, "Francis walked in too and sat on my bed "What happened? "

Sighing I walked back to my bed next to Francis "… it has to do with Romano."

"Wait don't you call that guy "Lovi"?"

Francis patted my shoulder, "What happened my friend? You can tell us."

I smiled sadly, looking at the ground. "I guess I should start in the beginning uh… It started around break ….."

-Time skip: 12:30 pm-

After lunch I decided to look for L-…Romano because I didn't see him during lunch. I usually did, but I guess he decided to hang out with his brother.

I knew this because he only hangs out with either his brother or me. He never was that social. As I head to the library (where they liked to hang out, Romano liked how quite it was…) I heard them talking to each other.

….. "Yea right! Like you know what love is?" It sounded like the usual argument. About how Romano didn't like how Feli was dating Ludwig.

"What about you and Antonio?" that question surprised as much as Romano.

"W-what about that bastard." Ah, he was embarrassed~ at least that's what I thought…

"Don't you love him? You guys hang around a lot and you're not that mean to him." I thought Feli was kind to say so… but Romano didn't like that.

"Fuck no! He's a fucking weirdo! Always fallowing me like a lost puppy, calling me Lovi. It's Annoying! Telling me "All I want to do is make you happy my cute tomato~" Yea right He's driving me crazy!"

I couldn't believe what I heard. I'm a weirdo? Annoying? I-I drive him crazy….

I wanted to cry

"You don't mean that." Exclaimed Feli.

I wanted Feli to be right.

"I do Feli! I wish he would leave me Alone!"

I couldn't take it anymore. I had to do what is right here.

"Then you got your wish Romano."

Both Romano and Feli looked surprised to see me standing at the door way. I couldn't feel anything from Romano's face, I had to stay calm or else I would have broken down right there. But I couldn't do that, not in front of Romano, He would have pitied me. I didn't want that.

"A-Antonio-" He tried to say something but I didn't let him.

"You don't have to worry about me anymore Romano." At the time that name seemed foreign to me. It didn't' roll of my tongue like "Lovi" and I didn't like it. But I couldn't call him that. "I'll leave you alone for now on…. I hope you didn't suffer too much with me around…. I- I hope you find happiness with me not being a burden anymore."

And without even looking back I left the room and left the school campus and came here… to my room where I cried for a long time.

-Present time-

I could feel the tears coming down my face. "Funny… I thought I was done crying… I-I guess not." I laughed hollowed like.

"… Shit, that was harsh." Gilbert got up from the chair and sat on the other side of me. "That was worse then what happened to me and Elizabeta.*"

"We're here for you, don't forget that, Antonio." Said Francis as he pats my shoulder.

Gilbert stood up" I tell you what we need!" He then posed his "Awesome" pose, "WE NEED TO GO OUT AND PARTY!…..but I need to call Mattie really quick." He ran from the room to text his boyfriend Mattie ((HA that's his name! I need to remember that.))

Francis laughed at the scene. "My~ little cousin has a tight leash on our friend doesn't he?"

"You can say that again."

"But I have to agree with Gil, You need fresh air my friend."

"Yea… I guess your right. But I know one thing…. Ill be feeling like this for a long time… "

"I know. Love is a horrible yet beautiful thing. You just have to give it time."

I smiled at Francis. "Thanks." I got up from the bed and got ready for our night out.

I don't think Ill be able to heal for what Romano did to me, but at least I have great friends.

"READY TO GO TO JAIL TODAY BOYS!"

And possibly the worst friends ill ever have.

-TBC-

- That was such a sad chapter D8 Shit man I made Spain all Emo ;A; I hope you guys liked this chapter ^^ man this one is longer then the last one XD

*Elizabeta - Hungary